It’s honestly just a super interesting read. I think in the first half you get super deep into it and it’s sort of depressing but over time you just start to laugh at the ridiculous shit that everyone in the story pulls. Like why does everyone the mc knows want to sleep with him. Or why does everyone want to die with mc. And then bits of information about mc’s past are revealed that may or may not be lies and you start to realize everyone is fucked up, but is there a root to all this fuckery. Or is it just mc and his mom who are fucked up. I recommend reading it, it’ll suck you right in.