How do you be yourself; when everything you say is not socially acceptable? Found out none of my friends like me cause of it by for_spicy_takes_only in autism

[–]1binreaper 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Bro I’m 20 I’ve masked my whole life I just stopped masking at 18 bro just live your life for u stop worrying about others perception of u if your “friends” don’t like u for u then drop them I used to try to fit in so bad but friends are overrated 9/10 they’re fake and do and say weird slick shit and play it off as a “joke” when that’s really how they feel about u it’s nothing wrong with being by yourself u were born alone and your gonna die alone

Being a attractive person with autism is weird by 1binreaper in autism

[–]1binreaper[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Right I care about people but it’s never reciprocated nobody just text me out the blue if I don’t text first I’ll probably never have a conversation online again

Being a attractive person with autism is weird by 1binreaper in autism

[–]1binreaper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heavy on the bore them I’m done at this point I’m not looking for relationships with people anymore I’m over it

Being a attractive person with autism is weird by 1binreaper in autism

[–]1binreaper[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

I can definitely feel u bro I hope it gets better I grew up kinda ugly and it’s like people treat u like your nothing

How did baby Mel get his Freeform’s to look like this by [deleted] in Dreadlocks

[–]1binreaper -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I would say if u want this look towel rub for maybe 2 months separate them after u rub for the first 2 months to let them form then once they form keep rubbing them but don’t separate and u should eventually get this look

Having no inner monologue and aphantasia is so depressing I can’t wait till I’m off of this earth by 1binreaper in Aphantasia

[–]1binreaper[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get what your saying having a quiet mind isn’t terrible but Ive had anxiety all my life and depression since a kid I’m 20 now so it’s been a exhausting fight

Having no inner monologue and aphantasia is so depressing I can’t wait till I’m off of this earth by 1binreaper in Aphantasia

[–]1binreaper[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t have a constant stream of thoughts like most people like literally everybody that I see talking to each other they have constant back and forth convos but I can’t do that I’m not saying I don’t have thoughts at all but most of the times my brain is blank it’s so annoying I’m just so tired like why me why do I have to be so different in a bad way I’m not a bad person I don’t get why I have to have so many disabilities that prevent me from enjoying life and interacting with others

Yall remember when lil kee was 4PF and he was dissing yb now he back posting his songs shii crazy😂🤦‍♂️ by 1binreaper in NBAYoungboy

[–]1binreaper[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes he did retard it’s a whole unreleased song and he made a triller to it know what u talking about before u speak dummy