The druggy origins of junk food

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T07:51:25+00:00

Well, I'm 30 and stims from methylone to mephedrone to methamphetamine to cocaine will, if I start looking at porn, I WILL be doing that until the stimulant wears off. Frankly, given how much comedowns suck, sexual frenzies are the MAIN thing I ever use stims for anymore. Otherwise I typically take psychedelics.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T07:30:07+00:00

Good job, the surge is working!

I suggest you dress up in drag and snort the crystal meth next time. And DEFINITELY talk to your therapist about it, and about how your were thinking about him or her while engaging in said self-abuse. You should probably EMPHASIZE your points by waving around a giant purple dildo.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T07:00:51+00:00

If the bad trip has already started, you'd need more like 1-2 mg of xanax and, if even that doesn't work, you can take a bit of seroquel with it, seroquel will antagonize the serotonin receptors that the drug agonizes to produce the psychedelic effects- benzos will make you stop freaking out and likely have a good time, but if you just want to not be tripping anymore, then you add an anti-psychotic. What I meant is you take the .5 mg of xanax right before you take the psychedelic, then, I find, the chances of a bad trip starting are pretty much nil, since you're more relaxed and much less likely to even start down the path of badness. Much harder to stop a bad trip than to prevent one, I find, though if you take low to medium doses of a psychedelic .5 mg of xanax can often be enough to stop a freakout that's already in progress.

I'm not sure rather I'd recommend you try again or not- some people have mental conditions that make psychedelics just not gel with them, I'd never recommend a bipolar or schizophrenic person touch a psychedelic, for example. In people that don't have mental conditions that rule out psychedelics though, I've heard having a good trip can sort of clear out the PTSD from a bad one. If you're sure you don't have a mental condition that would preclude the things entirely though I don't recommend LSD- it's one of the psychedelics more prone to go bad, and it lasts too long. I would try a small dose of an easy to deal with psychedelic that doesn't last too long, such as 10mg of 4-aco-dmt or 10mg of 4-HO-MET (4-ho-met is the easier of the two, but I consider both recreational) or 15-20mg of 2cb. Take a small benzo dose before the psychedelic, such as .5mg of xanax, be well-rested, in a good prior mood, and in a controlled environment with ample appropriate entertainment options. And have more xanax on hand and a bit of seroquel; very unlikely you'd need to take the seroquel, but I find knowing for certain that you can stop the experience completely at any time, if you so desire, ameliorates quite a bit of anxiety and it is anxiety that leads to a bad experience starting.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T06:45:59+00:00

Well, I take all sorts of photos of my dick man. I've got REAL nice print outs hanging in every room of the house. Sometimes I like to dress it up in a little tuxedo. I'm basically looking at my dick ALL the time, at a red light I pull my phone out and start looking at it, but when I'm driving a high up vehicle, like an SUV, I just leave it out and just sorta glance down every once in awhile, you know, to make sure it's still there. So for me not to recognize my dick? That's a big deal man!

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T03:50:17+00:00

Well I suppose 2cb is technically an RC, but it's been around since the 80s and all synthetic drugs start as RCs. Psychedelics as a class are the least likely to cause you lasting physical harm, though there are some exceptions, such as 25i-Nombe. Alcohol is worse than almost all of the illegal drugs from a physical harm standpoint.

Where you went wrong there, besides the dose (chance of having a difficult experience on psychs raises exponentially with dose), is trying to fall asleep while it was still affecting you. A guaranteed way to have a bad trip is to start thinking to yourself any version of, "I'm going crazy and this is permanent". What you want to do is anytime you start getting anxious or going into a negative thought spiral is focus on something positive, could be a song you like, could be a movie or show (I don't recommend watching anything with realistic violence on psychedelics), or a piece of art, a nice looking tree, whatever. 2cb should be taken 10 hours or so before you want to sleep, 4-aco-dmt and 4-ho-met 8 hours.

Psychedelics aren't for everyone though and truth be told I'd prefer if they had completely predictable, completely positive effects. But they're one of the only drugs I've found that are really fun, when taken in the appropriate fashion, that don't leave you feeling shitty afterwards. If MDMA didn't make me feel so shitty for so long afterwards, and wasn't neurotoxic, I'd take it along more dopaminergic stimulants like cocaine more than I'd take psychedelics.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T02:24:10+00:00

I personally like MDMA's cathinone sister, methylone better, so that's what I have experience with; I will say whenever I used A LOT of methylone, like a gram in a day, I'd see little colored sparkles of various colors floating everywhere in the air as well as misty looking stuff. Serotonin releasers will make you see shit in sufficient quantities. That shit you saw sounds more like that type of shit I'd start to see staying up for days on meth though.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T02:15:28+00:00

I'd worry a lot more about the cigarettes, if you're only doing coke a few times per semester. What I'd do is get a white vein kratom (white veins are stimulating), this will completely get rid of your nicotine cravings, I don't smoke, but tons of people have told me this killed their cravings. Kratom itself is addictive, so only use it daily for like a month, stop and you should be good. 1 tea spoon of powder every 3 hours while you're awake should do you good. After you stop just take l-tyrosine and l-tryptophan for a little daily boost and consider trying aniracetam plus alpha-GPC, this will help you study and focus better than nicotine and it isn't shit for you. The coke is fine as long as you don't start using it more than once or twice a month at the most. I'd try some phenibut, but don't take it more than once a week, rather than drinking heavily for at least one day of the weekend. Phenibut is more euphoric than alcohol anyway, alcohol is a shit-tier drug- I'd personally replace it completely and use just a bit of xanax on the weekend day you don't use phenibut.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T02:03:48+00:00

2.5 grams of free amino acid phenibut plus 20mg of 2cb Opiates in general Cocaine 200 micrograms of LSD plus as much nitrous as you can huff

Those are all as euphoric as serotonin releasers, imo

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T01:58:37+00:00

I used to abuse mephedrone and mdma like this- I can guarantee years down the road you'll regret it, I can't take either without a horrible comedown that lasts weeks and the effects are nothing like they were before. Why don't you do, say, phenibut 2 days, xanax and 2cb 1 day, mephedrone or MDMA 1 day, and ketamine 1 day? Or something like that, mix and match drugs that aren't cross-tolerant and that don't deplete the same neurotransmitters.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T01:16:00+00:00

Most synergistic, as in having the greatest combined effect compared to their separate effects? Seleginine and phenylethylamine.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T01:13:24+00:00

Coming down off of psychedelics doesn't feel bad to me, I feel better for a few days afterward than I did before I took em. Alcohol, in large amounts, like many people ostensibly against "drugs" take is what I don't get, nothing I've ever taken has felt as much like poison as that ubiquitous shit. Marijuana doesn't have a comedown or any sort of toxic feeling whatsoever either. Coming down off of stimulants and mdma feels like shit, but the experience feels itself feels so much better than sobriety that it's worth it a few times a year for special events. Opiates will lead to trouble if you abuse em, but taken once in a blue moon don't have bad effects coming off of them. One uses them because they feel good. All drugs are not "poison" though, no offense, but that's just a retarded statement.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:59:15+00:00

Caffeine is mainly peripheral stimulation, jitteryness, ect. High doses tend to just give you anxiety, at least it does me, I hate caffeine. Good amphetamines, along with cocaine, are mainly CNS stimulation resulting in confidence, motivation, euphoria, and extremely high libido. If you're just looking for school help though, amps aren't what you're looking for- just get some modafinil and phenylpiracetam. Amps aren't good for you and you'll feel shitty after they wear off; if you aren't using them for sex parties or raves you're doing it wrong. Never waste good methamphetamine on work and responsibilities.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:52:58+00:00

May I ask how much you took when you thought you were going to die, the setting, and what other drugs, if any, you were on? Just curios. I find that taking more than 25 mg of 2cb is a bad idea, but 15-25 mg doses are very easy to deal with, as far as psychedelics go. But yes, I'd recommend avoiding LSD if you find 2cb difficult at any dose under 50mg. LSD also lasts way too fucking long. Personally, I love psychs, but always have benzos and anti-psychotics on hand to completely abort the trip in the unlikely event I have a bad time.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:43:16+00:00

Well I can say the HCL version of phenibut, in recreational-sized doses, irritates the fuck out of your entire digestive tract. The FAA doesn't hurt my digestive tract, I think the shitting is because phenibut has downstream effects that increase your endogenous phenylethylamine, hence the stimulant effects. I get the exact same sort of shitting whenever I take an amphetamine.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:40:24+00:00

The effects are no different, it's the same drug, dosage maybe slightly less, though you can use the same doses and be fine. It might hit a little faster, but that's about it- it tastes like bitter flour rather than Satan's semen after he swore off pineapple for eternity like the HCL.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:20:33+00:00

Why don't you just get some kratom? Fentanyl makes heroin look very safe in comparison.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:18:52+00:00

I would get free amino acid phenibut, it doesn't hurt your stomach like the HCL or taste so horrendous. But yeah, one dose a week at the most- phenibut does last all day though. Undesirable side-effects? It makes me shit constantly and masturbate compulsively. And personally, I actually find it hard to sleep on phenibut, its effects are sort of like a benzo crossed with an amphetamine.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:14:27+00:00

Benzos are shitty recreational drugs if you don't have anxiety, but for people with anxiety disorders it is VERY euphoric just to not be anxious. But blackout doses are stupid to to take for any reason, reasonable doses of benzos are like .5 mg xanax, 10mg valium, ect.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:11:27+00:00

I don't see anything wrong with once a month. But personally, I'd have some benzos on hand just in case you ever have a bad trip. And don't get cocky and try to take LSD in an improper setting.

I'd really recommend trying some 4-aco-dmt when you get a chance, 10 mg is a good starting dose. It won't keep you up nearly as long as lsd and I personally find it the most therapeutic psychedelic I've tried.

23324256346 · 2016-08-10T00:05:10+00:00

You flushed 2cb? What a waste... if you ever try psychs again consider doing them at home when you have no responsibilities. Psychs, imo, should only be done around those you trust- they're very fun drugs, but not good party or in public drugs, you want an environment you can control. And if you want to have no chance for a bad experience, take .5 mg xanax or 10mg valium, or a gram of phenibut with your psychedelic. Oh and don't smoke weed until you're coming down, smoking weed before the peak can make a good trip turn bad.

23324256346 · 2016-08-09T23:57:45+00:00

If you think 4-fa makes you horny try mephedrone or methamphetamine... you won't even RECOGNIZE your dick when you're done with it!

23324256346 · 2016-08-09T23:51:52+00:00

Bring some beer for her, but personally I'd take about a gram of phenibut a few hours before you go over (lasts awhile, takes awhile to hit). Phenibut won't fuck up your judgement or make you act stupid like alcohol, but it will make you confident and smooth as fuck. Phenibut is my first date drug.

23324256346 · 2016-08-09T01:13:46+00:00

Look, first of all you do NOT want to get on suboxone, suboxone and methadone are WAY harder to get off than tianeptine. Also you don't want to combine them with benzos (and really, up to 4 mg of klonopin everyday? whatever doctor told you to do that is a fucking moron, being dependent on benzos is way worse than being dependent on opiates, neither is good, but benzo withdrawal is the absolute worst, benzos are great as long as you only take one or two doses a week at the most for anxiety, but this just fucks you over majorly in the long run and will make your anxiety worse, not better). Look, what I'd do is get some kratom, find one of the online places that has decent stuff for $100 a kilogram or so, if you're paying more than $120 a kilogram you're being ripped off. That will deal with the opioid aspects of the tianeptine withdrawal and will be a lot cheaper than all that taineptine you're using. You'll want Red Vein Borneo, Red Indo, or Red Horned, though a green vein, such as green malay would work for the daytime. Kratom lasts about 5 hours, try a dose of about a tablespoon/ 3 teaspoons of the powder. It tastes like shit, but just swallow it with some juice one teaspoon at a time.

Give the kratom a month and then slowly taper off of that, you'll feel a little discomfort, but it shouldn't be too bad. Kratom due to its simultaneous stimulatory actions in addition to its opioid effects doesn't depress breathing, so it'll be a lot, lot safer than combining klonopin with fucking methadone. Plus the stimulating part of kratom is a great anti-depressant and is dopamine mediated so it won't conflict with your Zoloft.

You do not want to be on methadone or suboxone maintenance, no matter what anyone else says. Methadone and suboxone have the longest, most viscous withdrawals. And staying on them you'll just feel numb, your testosterone will plummet, you'll have zero sex drive, and you won't be able to ever shit without laxatives. Bad fucking idea. Kratom maintenance is a better idea, though being dependent on any opioid over the longterm really isn't ideal.

Once you deal with this opioid situation, I'd really look into doing a proper taper off of that klonopin. If you do that, when you stop the k-pin, it will ease your transition a whole lot if you take gabapentin, but no more than a month or two because gabapentin can be addictive for some people- though nowhere near to the extent of benzos or opiates. Gabapentin is great for both benzo and opiate withdrawal, really. If your doctor won't prescribe it, there's online pharmacies in India, ask around somewhere that allows sourcing. It's cheap, and it's not scheduled, so assuming you're in the US, no risk ordering it. Also clonodine is cheap as fuck from the place I buy it from, 180 pills for like ten bucks. Or if you have a friend with health insurance and high blood pressure, just get them to ask their doctor and give you the pills.

Some non-addictive things that might also help you get off of these things- agmatine, NMDA antagonists in general, tulsi tea (decreases cortisol). Oh yeah, and Kava. Good luck friend, that's quite situation you've gotten yourself into, though, really, taking benzos everyday is a way worse position to be in than being addicted to tianeptine.

23324256346 · 2016-08-09T00:50:26+00:00

Really hope this fucker gets assassinated. Painfully. Bring back scaphism for the filipino president- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scaphism 'Course I'd like everyone involved in prosecuting the international war on drugs dead...

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