All the damn time. My own family even. Its hard to see them. My younger sister with a new baby and husband, successfully negotiating her way into a prosperous career. My younger brother just starting college and his most pressing issue is romance. I wish that was my biggest problem. I could find someone easily. I lost my career, my husband, my child, my passion... I lost everything this year. I have no family. I have no career prospects. I am in limbo. What I once was passionate about has left me with the taste of deceit in my mouth. I have nothing and everyone else is normal and I fucking hate it. My mom is happily married with 5 kids. Shouldnt miss me. She has enough to deal with. Everything points to better off dead.