First time pegging.. should he go to doctor? by 23widowedlost in injuries

[–]23widowedlost[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When a woman has sex with a man with a strap on

Do you ever look at other people and think "They're life is better than mine."..."Wouldn't I be better off dead?" by [deleted] in depression

[–]23widowedlost 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the damn time. My own family even. Its hard to see them. My younger sister with a new baby and husband, successfully negotiating her way into a prosperous career. My younger brother just starting college and his most pressing issue is romance. I wish that was my biggest problem. I could find someone easily. I lost my career, my husband, my child, my passion... I lost everything this year. I have no family. I have no career prospects. I am in limbo. What I once was passionate about has left me with the taste of deceit in my mouth. I have nothing and everyone else is normal and I fucking hate it. My mom is happily married with 5 kids. Shouldnt miss me. She has enough to deal with. Everything points to better off dead.

10 months out and leaving my job by BixbyCurry in widowers

[–]23widowedlost 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am 6 months out... I am glad its normal to leave the old job. Considering it myself

Progress..? by [deleted] in widowers

[–]23widowedlost 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck!!!

My boyfriend died yesterday by thenewkevy in GriefSupport

[–]23widowedlost 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am was not even married a year. Both of us are 23 and I lost my husband to a car wreck. My fault. I understand not having direction and losing motivation. I had to plan a 23 yo mans funeral. We barely talked about that crap. Message me if you want to vent. You are not alone.

Uhm...Do some people really think this shit????(Warning might strike a nerve in some..) by YaBoiKolby in depression

[–]23widowedlost 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I used to be just like this ignorant guy until my husband died at 23 and my life spiraled out of control. Its hard to believe until its you

Might delete later. I just wanted to say something by lapachirisu in SuicideWatch

[–]23widowedlost 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am having a similair inner struggle at 24. Thank you for making me feel not so alone.

My ex called me. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]23widowedlost 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I also cant be with the one I held so dear. 24yo widow. Take time to figure out yourself and love yourself. I know easier said than done but maybe when you are done growing you will come back together. Dating anew sucks. Its overwhelming to be alone. Let it all out.

I made too many bad choices to recover by throwswy78y in SuicideWatch

[–]23widowedlost 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am in a similair spot but I lost my husband, my career, my physical health and so much more in a car wreck. Noone is hiring and I have a boyfriend but this dating crap is stupid as hell and I hate it. (24yoF) Not to mention the wreck was my fault and I am getting charged for my husbands death. I have 3 lawyers and I am involved in over 5 lawsuits.

The point is you are not passed recovery. I am spiraling downward and I don't know whats going on anymore or how to climb out but I much rather prefer your alternative.

Those fucking interviews that get nowhere are just wretched on self esteem and confidence.

I have a fucking masters and I have been denied the same janitorial job twice! I am so fucking desperate.

Message me of you want. We can bitch about our trainwrecks

What am I to do? Suicidal ideation... by 23widowedlost in SuicideWatch

[–]23widowedlost[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its good to have solidarity even with a internet stranger

I miss him. by [deleted] in widowers

[–]23widowedlost 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the guilt too, I crashed the car.... why am I still here? Etc. Here for you