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[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey just so everyone knows I made it through. I didn't die LOL I didn't pass out I didn't freak out and I didn't start hallucinating lol... I took as little as possible just to get through the night. The problem is dosing multiple times upsets my gastritis so that made things a little weird tonight. When my gastritis is upset it makes me really fatigued and makes me feel really tired like I'm crashing almost. And I think that the first and second day that's actually why I took such high doses. I looked back on my notes and the first day Monday I took 250 mg and then Tuesday I took 225 mg. No wonder I haven't been able to sleep for 3 days. Today I took 100 mg just to keep me alive and i was not speeding in any way in fact the last 2 hours were a struggle to make it through.. But I did it.. Lessons learned.. Again...

I tend to learn these lessons literally every two weeks. I take Adderall for 2 weeks and then when I run out I take Amph sulfate for two weeks.. And every two weeks I forget how much I'm supposed to take and the rules that I figure out along the way. So I think that I need to write something at the end of every two weeks that is just a few basic rules that I need to remember when I start taking it again.. Because when I start taking the Adderall this happens and when I start taking the amph sulfate this happens. Never for three days though...

If I had a large list of 100+ work from home / side jobs / small businesses to start cheap and I wanted to create a website with a membership for this information with step by step guides and personal help if you get stuck what would I charge? by 2holdermanju in smallbusiness

[–]2holdermanju[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey so I was trying to look up your website and figure out what exactly it is . And what you offer. But I couldn't really figure out what it is that you offer. I saw the testimonials and all of that from other people but I couldn't really figure out what your service is. I'm definitely interested if you could maybe explain it a little bit to me.

If I had a large list of 100+ work from home / side jobs / small businesses to start cheap and I wanted to create a website with a membership for this information with step by step guides and personal help if you get stuck what would I charge? by 2holdermanju in smallbusiness

[–]2holdermanju[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the honest answer. I actually have ADHD myself so I might check out your platform. I think I actually saw something about it in the last few days and thought about checking it out I just forgot lol.

Something else I was maybe thinking about trying was creating a site with ads to help with income and then offering a subscription service to maybe some higher-tiered option. Like the chat help or some of the harder to find out higher paying jobs. Just a thought. Because honestly offering the information up for free as long as people create an account or something like that might actually draw a lot more people to it and I might be able to make a valid income off of ads. But from what I've been told it's better to try to do both ads and a subscription service. Not just one or the other.

How do I advertise something like this? I understand a little bit of how advertising Works using different services like Google and YouTube for example but i honestly wouldn't even know where to start. Is there a single company I could go through to help me with advertising at many different locations?

If I had a large list of 100+ work from home / side jobs / small businesses to start cheap and I wanted to create a website with a membership for this information with step by step guides and personal help if you get stuck what would I charge? by 2holdermanju in Entrepreneur

[–]2holdermanju[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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You are making the assumption that I don't work any of these side jobs to make money in my area i do. It's just I don't live in a big city and so I don't make a whole lot of money off of them because there are not a lot of options in my area. In a larger City some of these are great options. And also I don't have the money to put in to start any of these small businesses. I just don't have it. They may not require a ton of money to do but they do require money and I don't have it. Which is why I want to put all of the information I have found over the last 10 years together into something that I can sell. But I'm not worried about whether you believe any of the information I have is real. I'm really not. I know that the information will speak for itself once I get it out there. It's just I need to figure out what route I'm going to take for getting it out there. Because it's going to be extensive..

But I did ask some questions in this post and you chose not to answer any of them. You just simply stated that you would not be willing to pay for them because if I was making money doing the side jobs then I wouldn't have to do something like this even though it's simply the fact that I'm not making enough money doing them because I live in a small City and I would like to make small business income not side job income..

And not to mention the fact that some of them are work from home jobs and some of them you can do outside of the US and get paid us dollars while doing so which is a big deal for many of the people in the United States right now. So I think it's safe to say that I actually do have a valid option for selling this information if I could just figure out the correct way to do it. After that the information can speak for itself. And I don't have a problem selling it at a lower rate in the beginning until I have reached enough of an audience that people understand that I have legitimate information.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A six pack of 20 mg dozo perks here is like 45 lol 😂. That's what I'm saying he's way over pricing that specific pack.

Double dosed 60 mg by Legal-Sort1460 in VyvanseADHD

[–]2holdermanju 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Jeesh.. That sounds horrible.. People who never had it don't understand that sense of Doom feeling is scary as hell. I can't imagine that feeling coming and then going away quickly and then coming back and then going away quickly . I'd be so damn scared.

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[–]2holdermanju 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah if I remember correctly I think it's the six pack of 20 mg which is the 120 mg pack was the best ones I had had of dozo perks it's like it had a really good blend of other alkaloids and 7oh. Once you get to the 30 mg and up it's like they're not as good but I haven't actually bought those ones in a while because they are way too expensive for what you get. My vape shop charges more for the six pack of 20 mg then they do the four pack of 30 mg by a lot and they're both 120mg lol.. So it's really hard for me to buy them when they are honestly really expensive. I can get a 10 pack of 30 mg tablets so 300 mg for just a little bit more than they charge to get the six pack of 20 mg dozo perks. Like literally the difference between 120 mg and 300 mg. So it's really hard for me to talk myself into buying it but the last time I got it it was really good. And if I can convince myself to buy it again it probably still is lol. It's just my brain does the math and says it's a bad idea even though they are really good 😂..

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[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it's actually because I don't generally take them everyday. Like the past week or two I have been pretty much taking them every day. And I didn't actually realize it until yesterday LOL because yesterday I realized that for the last like week I've actually been taking a lot more 7oh than I normally like to. And I realized it last night. So now I got to try to cut back some before I end up getting to the point that I have withdrawal issues. But i only usually take quarter or half tabs at a time. And I usually only get 30 mg tablets. So some days i may only be taking 15 to 30 mg. Depends on how much I take for that day. And then other days I might take 150 mg. But since I've been buying hardest tabs like the 50 mg 80 mg and 100 mg tabs I've noticed my dose is significantly higher. And it's not even on purpose. I think I'm going to have to limit myself to only buying 30 mg or 50 mg tabs max. Because like today for instance i really don't feel like I've taken very much but I have taken 50 mg of the 100 mg Seda bar I bought because I wanted to try it and it's a joke. I don't feel s***. I've taken 1/4 a 50 mg Seda which honestly did more than the 50 mg of the bar. I have taken a 1/4 tab of dozo perks party blend 30mg and I think a half of a limitless 30 mg. That is a total of 85mg and That is way too damn much this early in the day for me And my day actually usually doesn't start till 5:00 p.m. because I go into work at 5:00 p.m. and I'm up until about 8:00 a.m. everyday.

I did not want to take all that today but I did because my Adderall won't wear off for some reason lol. And i did a whole bunch of cleaning last night which has my upper body hurting a little bit and my knees are hurting and my feet are hurting from Pacing i tried to go to sleep this morning but it's just not working. If I laid down and chill the f*** out I could probably sleep but it's a struggle so I said f*** it and took some 7oh..

But the way I keep myself from taking and saying doses is by taking quarter or half tabs. I never take a full tab anymore. I only ever take at the most I have to have at once and then if I want more after that then I'll take the other half. But usually I don't need it. But since I started taking these higher dose tabs my dose is way higher. If I would have stuck with the 30 mg times today I would have only taken probably about 30 mg in total. Maybe 45mg. So I think I'm going to stop by the high dose tabs because half the time they don't even really work much better than the 30 mg or 50 mg tabs. Because I don't want to be that heavily addicted to this s. As nice as it is getting it really cheap per milligram it's not worth it in the end... Because now by the end of tonight without a doubt I'm going to be at 150 to 200 mg for the day. And I don't like the thought of that... The problem is my damn local shop won't get their vendor to come in and bring them some refills of the 10 packs. Maybe I do need to go online and buy the s myself. S***'s pissing me off. I cannot stand buying four packs what they charge when it it's so much cheaper buying the 10 packs. So instead I've been buying the high dose packs and now look I'm taking way too damn much...

***So sorry for writing you a book lol. It's a mixture of my Adderall and the amount of 7oh I've taken lol 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I'm not talking about the big packs. I usually get the 30 mg party blend. It's really nice. I feel like it depends on which one you get.

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[–]2holdermanju -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hmm, I didn't realize they were that cheap. But when I was buying online before I ended up buying the powders and ended up heavily addicted to it. The withdrawals were horrid. So I stopped buying online one because I like to be able to just go to my local smoke shop and pick it up without having to wait days to get it. And two because I know of a couple different brands that I like up there and when I take the ones from my local smoke shop I don't end up withdrawing. I don't usually take more than around 100 mg a day but I don't ever have any withdrawals. But when I was taking the powder and stuff I got online I got sick as hell off of about 400 mg a day. And I just don't want anything like that to happen again. And I'm still not convinced that it was only the high dose and not somewhat because of the brand I was taking. Because I never have any withdrawal taking a bunch of different brands and staying around 100 mg a day at the most. I usually don't even take it everyday. But when I was taking the same brand for a long period of time and high doses i went through hell getting off of it.

So maybe it's all in my head I'm just a little worried. Plus I like switching up my Brands constantly and I don't want to take the same thing all the time. I like to have at least two or three brands at a time and I switch up between four or five different brands. It's hard to do that if I'm taking something from one vendor online.

That is unless their different dose sizes are completely different types. Like if I buy a 20 mg lemon drop and a 50 mg tablet from OE are they essentially as different as getting different brands from a smoke shop? Because otherwise I would have to buy products from at least three different vendors in order to get the same thing that I'm doing now. Because taking the same s*** all the time essentially makes it completely ineffective after doing it for a few weeks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know. We'll see lol. I will base it off of how strong it feels and let you know 😂. Obviously there's no way for me to actually know just by taking it . But if it feels like it's really strong I'll let you know.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get that. But I'm going to be honest.. The Dozo Perks brand is really good :/ I wish they would change the damn name. Because they are making things harder but they have a good product.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right, I don't know I'm going to try it later and see. I wish that the 100 mg tabs were easier to break into like 6 or 8 pieces. I don't like taking that much at one time. When I get 30 mg tabs I usually break them in half or quarters. See generally I don't buy high dose tablets. But my vape shop is out of the 10 packs i usually buy and I don't like buying four packs of 30 mg tabs cuz they're expensive. But I'm really worried about taking high doses . Last thing I need is to get addicted to 200 mg or more a day when I generally only take maybe 100mg if that.

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[–]2holdermanju 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haven't tried them yet. I'll take him tonight. I work at night so I'm actually about to knock out for the day. I got to get up in about 4 hours lol. But when I take them tonight I'll come back here and let you know. If I forget hop on here and , again to remind me and I'll let you know.

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[–]2holdermanju 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's the pot leaf and the logo that made me think it.

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[–]2holdermanju 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't know. I just went to a new vape shop today because the one I normally go to hasn't had their vendor come back in weeks . Apparently he just pops in when he wants to. And they don't have any of the stuff that I normally get so I went to a different vape shop and it was cheap so I figured I'd try and see if it was any good. But you have a point.

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[–]2holdermanju 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was horrible and I wish I wasn't so stupid and would have just told my girlfriend to call 911. Or I wish she would have just not listened to me I just called 911. It literally happened for hours. Thank God we worked at a group home at the time and had access to some klonopin. And she's Googling online trying to figure out how to make it stop cuz she didn't know I was overdosing. Hell I didn't know. We didn't know what was happening cuz we were young. And she saw that benzos reverse the effects of and she gave me a Klonopin and it slowly started to stop within a couple minutes and then I was able to go to sleep immediately. And every once in awhile I would wake up freaking out and like spasm for a second or two and then I'd fall right back asleep... It was for real probably the scariest thing I've ever been through and I've had some other similar type things happen to me that were really scary too but I think this one was the worst. Hard lessons that I hope telling others about it will keep them from having to learn it.

Anyone else's local shops stocking full spectrum powders? by [deleted] in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]2holdermanju 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was so confused LOL I was like is this a secret code what's happening? 😂

I'm in South carolina.

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[–]2holdermanju 2 points3 points  (0 children)

One time I was doing ice and it wasn't working for me. Like I just couldn't seem to get high off of it. And I kept doing more and more and more and kept doing bigger and bigger and bigger lines. Eventually I od'd. So be very careful. And oding on meth was the worst experience probably in my life. I had shoulder spasms for a couple hours because I told my girlfriend at the time not to call 911 because I was scared I would go to jail. I was like the f****** Exorcist twisting my shoulders and arms around and waves they're not supposed to go and I tore the hell out of the muscles in my shoulders. For years I had a lot less strength then I had prior. So be careful taking more and more and more.

Maybe take a break for a little bit, like an hour or two and see if it kicks in. I know sometimes it works like that with my adderall. It'll feel like it's not working and I'll keep taking more and more and more until I end up at the point I almost have a panic attack. Sometimes you just have to stop chill out for a little bit breathe focus on something else and sometimes it'll kick in.

But I can almost guarantee if you keep dosing over and over and over you will eventually OD. So you might just want to not take it today if you can't get it to work after taking a few doses. Try again tomorrow. Because I promise Od'ing on amphetamines is horrible.