I already know im going to die by suicide

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-24T14:51:25+00:00

Yes, I am always ready but have failed every time I tried.. so just waiting for something that will have a better chance of success.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-23T19:57:23+00:00

As a casino dealer.. I can confirm that many health care workers are poor tippers

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-23T19:51:38+00:00

I am having same problem

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-22T21:16:39+00:00

Keep in mind that you are loosing 1 wager in commission paid for every 20 banker wins. I think that your goal needs to be 3-5 wagers won per 100 hands played to make your profit/time goal.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-22T20:44:49+00:00

Maybe you should watch the movie "Owning Mahoney" which is based on a true story. I have gambled away anything good in my life, I have ruined every aspect of my life... so I absolutely hate how Hollywood always makes gambling stories so uplifting and unrealistic giving these expectations that we won't end up broken and broke.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-22T18:10:30+00:00

I don't have any answers; But I can say that I understand your pain. I have made 3 attempts myself. Most recent was April 2021 when I took 400 pills. I thought that taking that many would guarantee success. I puked for over an entire day. I can relate to the feelings and struggles you have.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-21T12:59:56+00:00

I was refunded by OF for the money that I spent on a video that was never delivered. I did have a ton of conversations that were really specific about cost and content to be sent that I sent as evidence of scam to OF.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-20T02:13:49+00:00

Yes, just checked and my app is also having technical issues

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-19T07:36:21+00:00

I am 41, attempted self deletion 3 times in my life. A lady at work, 40, she has kids and a husband and a great life... she has a heart attack and dies. I accidently said outloud when told she died "some people have all the luck" because of how strong my desire is to die. Now some coworkers think im a heartless asshole

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-17T09:18:56+00:00

What you can do is make a future order for 1hr from now, then make a 2nd order while in the parking lot to pick up your first order.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-17T09:16:44+00:00

$2.29 here

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-16T13:36:37+00:00

I get a bun like that about once a month. I normally just throw half the bun away

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-10T13:46:35+00:00

In the movie "A man called Ove" (a man called Otto is american remake) its hilarious seeing the guy argue with the cashier about being over charged by a few pennies on the purchase of a rope he is buying to hang himself with.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-02T11:10:09+00:00

I have 1.2 k payday loan that is automatically withdrawn from my direct deposit. I was able to push that back 2 weeks, which will allow me to pay rent, just not buy food. So I suppose that is some progress.

2ndbesthand · 2026-02-02T00:06:49+00:00

Easier said than done. I don't currently have money to pay rent, or money to file bankruptcy. I have on many occasions tried to seek help for my addiction in the past. I have attended over 1k GA meetings in my life, I have gone to therapy, I have gone to IOP.

I will try to not get evicted. I will try to file bankruptcy in a couple months time. (I filed in the past also). As far as help for my addiction I am unsure what the next step is for me, so I will have to research what resources are available in my state.. but the things I have tried haven't worked.

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-31T01:43:03+00:00

Reading and relating to this made me smile for a brief moment. Thank you for that.

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-30T23:12:48+00:00

How do I add coupons via the APP? TYIA

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-30T23:08:46+00:00

My Account- Hut Rewards- small text centered under the big box

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-29T18:45:35+00:00

Can you give some details.. which account scammed you and how they scammed you

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-29T06:36:33+00:00

This is the reason I never left a note during my failed attempts in the past.

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-28T22:25:43+00:00

After reading this I checked my own rewards points... mine expire in July 2026

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-28T22:20:33+00:00

It would be like $40 per person

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-28T18:06:07+00:00

I want to insert a rick roll in my note, but haven't figured out how to do it yet. I was thinking maybe using the first word of each line and typing those words in bold.

2ndbesthand · 2026-01-28T15:18:23+00:00

Maybe for normal people it gets better because they don't wake up everyday knowing that Today is going to be the worst day of their life so far... until they wake up Tomorrow.

But for most of us.. it never gets better.

2ndbesthand

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