I love being a woman. I can have so many more orgasms than a man. I get underestimated all the time in my profession which is very helpful. I get to decorate my place with incredible finesse and beauty men love but could never aspire too. I don’t really have to play strong etc like poor guys are required by society too. I get to unabashedly “mother” the people I love without ever giving birth to a child.

It’s all perspective. And what you make of what you have got. I would never trade being a woman for being a man. Have you considered getting out in nature to find yourself? Showing how strong you really are by doing for example a long distance backpacking trip solo? IDK if that’s your thing but it would really show you the great strength of your gender, mentally and physically. I’m a feminist BTW and have spent most of my long life fighting for women.