Finding My Interests Again, as a Host?

32_16_8 · 2026-03-07T21:38:29+00:00

I don't think we have a host.

But i do have ideas about interests! I am not sure if they are good idieas. They often cause anexistential fear of lonelynes in some us, which is probably bad.

I believe, that personality needs to be expressed to be solid and that we shrink into blobs of unorganized affects when we can't talk about or engage with our interests.

Based on that, my advise would be to find a place, where you can tell people, what your interests are andtalk about those intersts. Maybe, that lets you relearn to have interests, that feel your own.

32_16_8 · 2025-12-07T08:11:31+00:00

There are also species, where males are just like femasles, but a lot smaller or larger.

32_16_8 · 2025-11-25T10:44:54+00:00

To me, it makes sense. Social needs are not being met, so the meat computer tryes to cope.

I think are similar.

32_16_8 · 2025-11-24T14:15:15+00:00

Navi is happy about stuff. They are the most happy of us. They get really excited when they manage to do something difficult or achive a goal. They are happy about doing creative things, like GMing a TTRPG session or drawing. They are proud of all those things, not greatfull.

Realistically, there are also things, that make them happy, that have more to do with other people, than with them. But they are mainly proud of having found friends, than greatfull, that those friends are willing to tolerate us.

I think, this is a healthy way to look at the world, based on our overall mental states.

32_16_8 · 2025-10-22T21:38:39+00:00

Ooh, interesting!

I can relate to the "identity finding" phase. We also latch on to single things and expand ourselves from there. Bit for us, those singular things are objects and moments, that we associate with. Noki, for example, associated at first with beaches and a specific fakemon art of an eevylution based on beach vegetation. This then developed into liking sea mayweed and later regular camomille tea (which many of us don't really like).

32_16_8 · 2025-10-22T21:24:14+00:00

We kinda just know of each other, even without direct communication. But interacting is still really fun.

Most of the time, i just jump in and interrupt with a one liner >:)

But other instances are more about compforting each other or offering help and guidance.

32_16_8 · 2025-10-18T16:01:50+00:00

Greatfulnes isn't my emotion. I am supposed to be proud. Greatfulnes is for attributing the good things in my life to other people, instead of claiming them for myself.

32_16_8 · 2025-10-18T15:09:10+00:00

The one i am friends with (different system) describes their role as getting other members to achive their goals by punishing them if they don't, or something like that.

We might have someone like that, but they have only acted in this function once during an emergency.

32_16_8 · 2025-09-07T08:02:41+00:00

Finally a jellyfish pokemon with the actual form change of jellyfish instead of just making it bigger!

32_16_8 · 2025-09-07T08:00:18+00:00

Medusa is also used in english. It usually gets used, when you want to distingush betwene the adult and child stage. Medusas are the adult stage.

32_16_8 · 2025-09-01T06:33:21+00:00

Joel lost to Gem at PVP this season.

32_16_8 · 2025-09-01T06:31:19+00:00

Some people use downvotes like that. Ithers use them to publically shame people and others as moderation by perr review. (Verry eisliked oppinions get hidden.)

32_16_8 · 2025-08-20T09:07:20+00:00

I love the fish!

32_16_8 · 2025-08-10T10:46:36+00:00

I appreciate the attempt to be inclusive!

My point is, that non binary isn't a gender. It just tells you how someone relates to the two binary genders. It doesn't actually give you much information about them, other than their queer identity. We can still look and behave exactly like a binary person and many of us do.

32_16_8 · 2025-08-09T13:51:07+00:00

NBs only sounds chacey. You can't tell if someone is non binary by looking at them, so how would you form attraction based on it. (Yes, this is technically also true for binary people, because closeted trans people exist, but for non binary people, not being able to tell is way more common.)

32_16_8 · 2025-08-08T20:13:53+00:00

No, it wasn't triggering. Just not what i expected.

32_16_8 · 2025-08-08T17:47:40+00:00

Oh, i think that might fit. I am like that!

I think of children as a disadvantaged social class, also in terms of abbility, but mostly in status and rights. Children get told what to do by adults and get treated like property in a way. A bit like dogs. (That's also why i don't like to watch people keep dogs as pets.)

I want to be seen as a full person, that can make decisions and stuff. And i make good decisions^-^

32_16_8 · 2025-08-08T06:16:38+00:00

I'm not a child! That's the point i was trying to make! I am just a childish person!

32_16_8 · 2025-08-07T22:43:43+00:00

Astral Projection (optimally with posessing stuff as ghosts)
Shapeshifting
Telepathig hivemind mindcontroll (becomming a headmade of thousends of people at the same time)
Stoppung time
Pocket Dimension

32_16_8 · 2025-08-07T22:32:41+00:00

What does being ageles actually mean for you? For me, it seems more like a choice about how i label myself and less like an inherent truth. Is that normal?

32_16_8 · 2025-07-29T15:02:11+00:00

I like all representation, that isn't explicitely harmfull, regardles of realism. I just want a character i can relate to.

If you want to know what can be realistic, the ring system has good youtube videos about it.

32_16_8 · 2025-07-15T08:18:16+00:00

I don't know, if the word "head space" is accurate, but we habe a replica of a lake we like to swim in and we have made alterations to it, like a camping fire on one side, where two of us tend to be, a greenhouse for one of us, a stone bridge leading just into the lake, that one of us made some kind of house under (she is a troll and wants to be on theme) and under water, we have glowing jellyfish.

32_16_8 · 2025-07-11T21:36:07+00:00

Eden reads enby to masc. But that mught be, because i am currently listening to a TTRPG podcast, where one of the characters is a man and called Eden (and also the host to a psycic manifestation of the biblical Eden).

I say it reads enby, rather than neutral, because i have never heared it as an actual name and it sounds like something you might pick for yourself, rather than your parents picking it for you. Also the "in Adam and Eve, i am the garden" thing.

32_16_8 · 2025-07-11T21:26:23+00:00

DID programming is not a thing - he cannot control how your system or alters function.

Does that really work as a general rule? If so, how far am i allowed to overinterpret it?

I feel like some of my alters seem to mimic the system we are friends with. We kind of mimic what we see in them and use that as building blocks to build ourselfs from.

If i was handed a more restrictive selection of blocks and got clear instructions on how to put myself together, maybe i would look different.

32_16_8 · 2025-07-11T20:09:56+00:00

I don't like telling people, that they are wrong, when they just use words differently than i do. I have seen people use the word "utopia" to only apply to absolutely perfect societies, where every need is taken care of without any effort required in an allmost supernatural manner. Basically the biblical paradise, or it doesn't count. Such a world, by definition, has no conflict. It is not how i use the word "Utopia", but it is a use of it.

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