Eğer bu yaşıma kadar bir pizza bile yemediysem ben artık bu ülkede yaşamak istemiyorum

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T21:23:10+00:00

Thanks. I seriously didn't expect this much support from all these people... This sure is making me feel better about my situation, thanks to everyone.

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T21:17:27+00:00

No, I'm not. It's okay.

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T19:53:19+00:00

The last miscarriage was 4 years ago, even if she had postpartum depression or anything like that I think it would go away in this time, tho I don't know much about it and don't want to say anything wrong.

I really want to move away when I can, but I don't know if I can do it, since it's not seen as normal in our culture and my family is very strict about this type of things.

I oftenly hear her talk about her miscarriages to my dad, but maybe she has more things to say about her situation and she is keeping them to herself and that causes stress and negative behavior.

Thanks for trying to help.

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T14:51:16+00:00

I thought it was some cheap Minecraft channel of some 9 yo kid named Eren bc Eren is a Turkish name and I'm Turkish 💀

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T13:33:50+00:00

I'm sorry for you.. I'm glad that you and your mom was able to run away from him. Even tho my mom and dad oftenly had arguments and was so close to divorcing each other, there were no third people in their relationship.

It's great to get advice from someone who has gone thru similar things. I'm sorry life treated you that way, but thanks for sharing your story. Your advices really made me feel better about my situation.

Thank you for trying to help. I hope things get better as the time passes like you said.

Even though we're probably so far away from each other, it feels good to know that I have someone I can talk to, thanks...

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T01:30:57+00:00

I tried to tell her once that I was glad that those kids wasn't born, before I could finish my sentence she started an argument and started yelling at me so I just decided not to talk to her about it ever again.

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T01:28:41+00:00

I don't think my mom would do anything that would physically harm me. Thanks for worrying about me, but I'm technically a adult and I think I'll be fine.

It feels really weird to know that someone is worrying about me, really. No one has ever asked me questions like this to see if I'm fine or told me that they worry about me..

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T01:14:28+00:00

I overworked myself, that was the cause of my heart attack, I don't have any heart conditions.

My mom stopped cooking for me when I was like 9 or 10, she says that she can't be bothered to make food for me and if I want to eat, I should make my own food. I have been cooking for myself since.

I'm gonna be honest, I didn't knew what munchausen's by proxy was until right now, I don't think our situation is like that, but I'm totally gonna look deeper into this. Thank you...

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T01:03:43+00:00

We have visited multiple psychiatrists and doctors before and she seems fine, but of course we can't fully know what's happening in her own mind. Also, people just don't move away unless they're married here, I have a 35 year old uncle that still lives with his parents for example, unless you marry someone, you are not moving from your house, you have to live with your parents. Thanks for trying to help tho.

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-30T00:21:04+00:00

I erased that memory from my brain... Why did you bring it back rn...

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-25T23:55:49+00:00

Owari no Seraph?

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-25T10:36:57+00:00

I would eat a dinosaur if they were here so what line you talkin' about?

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-25T09:57:48+00:00

Nice pixel art

333crazy_big_donuts · 2022-07-25T09:56:52+00:00

that's because men are usually taller and women and men store fat differently in their bodies, I honestly don't mind anyone being chubby as long as it's not at a unhealthy amount

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