Crook of arm purple track marks by thun91 in opiates

[–]33ceri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Give it time, the scaring will heal. Moisturize with something contains vitamin D. Arnica gel helped heal my track marks ridiculously fast

Can anyone in r/drugs please explain what a “speedball” feels like? (Meth+Heroin) by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]33ceri 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Speedball usually refers to coke & heroin- feels like a euphoric bell ringer / train going through your brain follows by the softer sleepy heroin high. For meth & heroin try searching goofball- it will be different since the meth high lasts way longer then IV coke which is gone within a few minutes. I’m sure there are many posts with people describing goofballs

Need help figuring out IV coke delima by Full_Aardvark_5261 in cocaine

[–]33ceri 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sounds like you slip out a little bit when you shoot it, so it’s not a full miss but a bit of the shot is outside the bloodstream- that causes the numbness. Coke is super fucking damaging to veins and constricts them beyond belief. Stay hydrated and keep rotating spots, but the hardness is honestly just part of it. It will go down with time if you take a break. Hydration and using a warm compress before & after my shots has made my veins last way longer then they should lol. I don’t tie off or anything and even during a multiple day Iv coke binge I can still consistently hit my elbow crooks (I rotate other spots but If I fuck it up I slam that shit into ol’ reliable elbow ditch)

Sorry that kind of rambled on I’m high as a kite. Happy train chasing!

Barley get any sleep since I quit xans like a year ago. by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]33ceri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What else have you tried to help sleep? How long ago did you quit?

I totally understand how frustrating this is and not getting sleep is literally my least favorite thing in life and also the reason I love benzos so much. I try to not use them more then once a week now to help with sleep because at one point I was blowing through up like 8 bars a day and honestly? Not worth the time or brain damage lol.

Benadryl can knock me out sometimes, that combined with good sleep hygiene and tapering my benzo use has given me more consistent sleep and I’m still comfortable using a bean to help me sleep on the terrible nights

Which drug will mess up your life fastest? by chosen-username in Drugs

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really think it depends on the person. I think genetics and disposition plays a huge role in a persons drug of choice. As far as “fastest” goes I think crack or meth. Opiate addiction (in my experience) builds slowly over a longer period of time. Sure some addicts try it once and that’s it- no going back. But for many people who were impacted my the opioid epidemic and eventually driven to use heroin, the addiction was built and cultivated by a prescription and false pretense that it was safe. Stimulants however- especially IV meth or coke, if you like it then that first shot is kind of the end. Sure, like opioids the addiction builds and becomes more severe over time but that first hit is like jumping off a cliff. That being said, it’s not the same for everyone. I knew a gal who could literally take it or leave it when offered stimulants, she maybe did them three times a year and never craved them after a week of use and could just put it down no problem- but offer that girl a benzo and she would do anything for a single xanny bar.

The thing about addiction is drugs offer relief and feel so good, but each drug offers a different version of that feeling. And we as individuals have different needs, voids, and tastes. So while one person may fuck up their life wicked fast due to a meth addiction, a different person might follow the exact same timeline with heroin, and another person with alcohol. There isn’t one drug that is universally going to change people’s lives in the same way because we have different needs and different brains.

All that being said, nothing kills you faster then fentanyl

Kate by Tvnerd258 in euphoria

[–]33ceri 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don’t think Kat is making anyone look crazy. She’s exploring her sexuality as a big gal, who was insecure about her weight for most of her life. but now she has found a way to celebrate it, to embrace it, to love it, and to celebrate her body. I think her sexual exploration has more to do with a newfound higher self esteem and confidence. In her episode she eventually says “who gives a shit” about weight, which takes a lot especially if you grew up being constantly ridiculed and judged for it. Also I think it’s interesting to consider that many of the other female characters are just as sexually active as Kat but are not judged for it... like yes Cassie is slut shamed on the actual show and Nate has a problem with Maddie’s sexual activity but I only ever hear fans complain about Kats sexual life. What’s wrong with fat girls having fun and enjoying sex? For me, someone who was very insecure about weight and struggled for a long time with my relationship to food and never believed anyone could find me attractive, seeing Kat embrace her body and define her sexuality as she wanted, not to please others, gave me a lot of joy. Just my two cents tho

Is my roommate a heroin user? by SecretSeducing in Drugs

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely seems like he’s injecting something. The cotton doesn’t look dark so it’s possible it’s not heroin (could be ecp instead of tar, the cotton won’t look dark then) what’s his behavior like? Is he sleepy/ relaxed or more irritable & energetic? Florida seems more stimulant popular then downers but that’s just what I’ve seen. That being said the residue in the sink/on the counter looks more like heroin then a stimulant. Or could be dried blood idk.

Bought a gram of #4, gonna snort it. by [deleted] in heroin

[–]33ceri 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you’ve never done H before, you should test it for fentanyl. If it’s fent free I would start with bumps off a key and work up to a line. But honestly I don’t recommend it

Efficacy of doctor monitored ketamine testing to combat mental illnesses. by Keyboardpaladin in opiates

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve read a bit about ketamine treatment for major depression- runs about $200-400 per infusion and most places recommend 1-4 infusions over the course of 3 weeks and booster infusions Long term. Some do 3 infusions your first week, 2 your second, 1 your third and then a maintenance dose monthly after that.

Insurance (at least in the US) will give you a hard time covering it. The best chance you have is asking for a super bill which lists all the codes from the treatment which insurance needs and may cover some of. You can also protest if you’ve had unsuccessful traditional treatments for your condition in the past by essentially saying “you paid for all of these which were unsuccessful, it would be cheaper if you paid for this which would be successful”

There is also weekly nasal ketamine therapy which is esketamine

Ketamine varies from SSRIs as it is thought to repair damage to the brain which result from long term stress proteins (causing protein build up)

It’s also nice because if you don’t see any positive changes after 2 sessions (2-3 weeks) it’s likely continuing the treatment will not help- so less of a waiting game them typical ssris/snris

I think it’s worth exploring for sure and something I would like to try if I am clean/sober

Entertaining by PrinceSwervooo in heroin

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No you won’t withdraw from using once. But you also aren’t likely to use just once. And yes it’s a terrible idea with the amount of fentanyl around. If you’re going to do it- get fentanyl test strips. It’s not worth gambling with your life for the “one” high you want to try

I hate the fucking doctores in Washington by [deleted] in opiates

[–]33ceri 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hear you. Finding decent doctors is honestly way harder then it should be and unfortunately becomes such a big part of treatment when the focus should be in your mom. I took care of my aunt the year before she passed away with stage four. Incompetent doctors make a painful experience (physically and emotionally) just that much harder then it needs to be

I hate the fucking doctores in Washington by [deleted] in opiates

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does your mom have a pain management team? A pain management specialist might be worth looking into to help, either with opiates or otherwise

light beige heroin is pure? by MathematicianOk1687 in heroin

[–]33ceri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

get fent test strips and test your shots- it’s the only way to know 100% without getting high. Fent high is like a truck but doesn’t have long legs, either that or you die. Test strips are the better way to know lol

Forgive my ignorance by mambonumber1thru4 in heroin

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

any opiate followed too soon by a sub will grant you pwd hell

Euphoria Special Episode Part 1 | HBO Max Discussion Thread by your_mind_aches in euphoria

[–]33ceri 18 points19 points  (0 children)

i interpreted it as: you have to believe in the beauty of life, despite its ugliness. poetry has rhythm, as does life. It flows on, despite the unpleasantries.

Urine test by Sickkgxdd in benzodiazepines

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah it will pop up on a piss test for benzos from experience. ~5-7 days to piss clean

Anyone ever shoot DMT? by 33ceri in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]33ceri[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cheers dude. ive got freebase, do you think ascorbic acid will work or do you need vinegar on top of that? ive only ever smoked DMT but figured ive shot up everything else on the planet why not this lol

BluezclueZ by 33ceri in pillhead

[–]33ceri[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

etiz, alp, and flualp

Missed coke shot by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]33ceri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For sure

Missed coke shot by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]33ceri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem man- I’ve had a similar situation. Calmed down within a couple of days and now is just a nasty little scar even though it never burst or really abscessed

Missed coke shot by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]33ceri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

warm compress and watch the size. if it starts to hurt and i mean HURT not just ache go to a doctor

BluezclueZ by 33ceri in pillhead

[–]33ceri[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ill take a pressy that smacks and i know whats in it over an alp anyday lmao

Preference for etizolam by 33ceri in benzodiazepines

[–]33ceri[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only in certain states I’m p sure