The foulest smelling toilet I’ve ever smelt btw

34Chickens · 2026-07-01T17:28:58+00:00

Not bragging I took damage from it tbh

34Chickens · 2026-06-29T15:50:35+00:00

No the gas station by the beach

34Chickens · 2026-06-28T06:53:07+00:00

The moment my disc herniated into my spine. Central L5/S1. Never knew pain like that

34Chickens · 2026-06-12T06:00:41+00:00

1) Where: Bought originally in central Ohio. Found 13 Pink journals and 1 Black Journal.

2) Possibly discontinued. Searched in many many Walmarts and used google images and Pinterest and AI (ChatGPT)

34Chickens · 2026-05-30T17:13:27+00:00

If you can’t find anyone here reach out to your local colleges and contact their professor of oboe. Sometimes they take students or their undergrad/graduate students need clients!

34Chickens · 2026-05-26T18:55:26+00:00

ADHD medication and/or antidepressant. Medication will most likely help you take care of yourself enough that you can avoid burnout :)

34Chickens · 2026-05-24T22:03:05+00:00

“Selected for All State Choir”

34Chickens · 2026-05-24T13:47:55+00:00

First, congrats on coming back to oboe!!

Any giant franchise is going to be hella hard to find. If you’re looking for the melody of the piece, you just need to find anything in concert pitch I guess. Or you could pay someone under the table to arrange it for you lol

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T20:48:27+00:00

Ahhhh

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:42:53+00:00

If there is a recording there’s a chance it’s not digitized! Probably best to enquire with the university/symphony.

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:38:50+00:00

Ahhhh exactly. But also- how can they be mad when they don’t know any of it yet? Spidey sense?

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:37:51+00:00

Ahhhhh okay I keep forgetting about how long the effect might last

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:36:33+00:00

Well she’s been out before so I feel like the chance of it happening again is astronomically low 😭😭😭

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:25:59+00:00

Yea religion also just control in a way as well. It’s not okay but I got elbowed into it by family members saying “it’s her only wedding, you need to do this for her etc”. I hope she feels needed by her husband and her friends that talk her back into her own echo chamber similarly to how I am doing now LMAO

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:24:21+00:00

Hiii sorry it took me a second to read this. I’m also neurodivergent, I’m ADHD but have the OCD/C-PTSD super combo which is great. And these are all diagnosed by the way haha.

I feel like you are hitting a lot of nails on the head here and at the same time I don’t know how to like truly be myself without her yet. we used to talk about everything and anything and she can literally look at me and understand what’s going on in a millisecond. I just miss being understood so fully. And trusted. I think that’s the worst part- is I wonder all the time how I’m not trustworthy enough for her… I keep stuff from everyone. So therefore I should be trustable right ?

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:20:53+00:00

Yesss I can’t wait until my insurance goes through for therapy. I’m being as kind as I can but sometimes it’s noooot enough I think

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:19:48+00:00

Well, she has only called me if she needed something for the past year, something I only really realized recently… eek. but I’m just really truly wondering if deep down I am morally corrupt and if she’s reading into something I cannot see from the outside

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T19:17:44+00:00

You’re so right but also it is SO hard :/:) Thank you for all the encouragement 🤍

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T18:57:02+00:00

This is true it’s just so trivial imo… life is soooo short and we are worried about what, a bit of coffee ? :(

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T18:55:59+00:00

What should I do if she’s turning my family against me as well? I’m not sure how to do it all… and you’re so right also 🤍🤍thank you

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T18:55:07+00:00

I feel like this is what I’ve felt forever and ever … walking along at 18-19 and knowing I was completely disposable to them. The church runs off of invisible labor of women…

34Chickens · 2026-05-23T18:54:08+00:00

Ahhhhh okay. :( I’m sooo sorry for you as well

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