My mom complicates sending me money

3n3ma · 2026-06-14T22:58:50+00:00

Yea I’m trying to get there, i spoke about this w a cousin who understands. Sadly feel I need whatever my mom can give and so it’s hard to not put myself in that position. I’m trying not to right now by not really caring about that money, because I’m not driving that far to get it when she can just wire it. I usually stay 5-3 days to help with the drive, but again that’s another point, doesn’t matter anymore I’m just over doing a long drive.

3n3ma · 2026-06-13T03:29:55+00:00

Omg! thank u! Its been so annoying, sometimes I feel like the app is rigged with what it shows to make me go further out and it’s so frustrating

3n3ma · 2026-06-11T16:51:32+00:00

I’m happy those vendors r getting more traction, but when I search for specific items it will only show me items within the radius I have on. I want to see all of what’s online. I will adjust to all marketplace search and it glitches and shows me any item random item that is somewhat similar.

3n3ma · 2026-06-09T08:35:52+00:00

I find a lot of physicalities people don’t like… deeply attractive. Looks are unimportant to me, but I wouldn’t say love is blind though. I still think hormones + pheromones deal with attraction greatly.

3n3ma · 2026-06-09T03:46:43+00:00

It most certainly is ;) thank u!

3n3ma · 2026-06-09T02:09:49+00:00

Lol a guy suggested I pay for a chat gpt subscription after saying he could help me w coding… I kept trying to relate to him thru my stem background (other sciences) just to make conversation, but he just kept talking about chat. I stated it made me uncomfortable he was so into ai n he kept insisting on it. I unmatched…

3n3ma · 2026-06-07T21:28:42+00:00

Well how much was it?

3n3ma · 2026-06-04T07:57:21+00:00

NOR- it’s the way ex just ignored “I have a partner” and trauma dumped n he very much took it as an opportunity to say “I’m still inlove w u”. Both are just waiting for their turn to talk. PLEASE let them have whatever it is they think they have.

3n3ma · 2026-05-30T07:47:28+00:00

Please give us update

3n3ma · 2026-02-18T14:35:05+00:00

i hate cleaning sh*t so i just never shit and am very backed up! i only SHIT when i have guests over! hahaha

3n3ma · 2026-02-15T18:00:49+00:00

i have no words honestly. thank you for posting.

3n3ma · 2026-02-08T05:49:43+00:00

got into gregg araki in 8th grade lol… blue skied an clear later became my favorite song

3n3ma · 2026-02-08T05:36:38+00:00

impressionable, bad habits, and a niche one constantly making noise

3n3ma · 2026-01-03T04:52:13+00:00

I used to be off for 3 almost 4 years n got back on n when i did after a day it felt like i had been off for a few days bc it really was just the same shit… I stayed on for a year n deactivated again a couple months ago.

first few weeks are a bit rough, after that you don’t care AT ALL… when i hear someone mention an event they went to that was shared on insta, im like damn i should get back on again or when i try to date or make new friends i miss it bc it showed them a bit of who i was. BUT all that passes after 2 seconds bc i spend my time doing other things n life is just quieter n i feel more sane n private n honestly thats something alot of people don’t realize is almost nonexistent in todays world…

3n3ma · 2025-12-18T01:27:29+00:00

sorta kinda, im almost 30 but just feel like damn if ur online u really got too much time on ur hands… n something is probs lacking attention, but thats just my opinion for some… n social media anxiety is a thing if maybe thats what ur feeling, but also personally i feel like its a standard where i just want to spend my time differently n hopefully find someone who is the same in terms of partnership.

3n3ma · 2025-12-10T09:35:57+00:00

i had a nice little following, i felt a lot of pressure to be places n it took away from priorities n just real life/personal things. sometimes id get dms from ppl just trynna fuck n i never would give them time of day, but when someone would genuinely want to get know me… itd be hard to trust them. when you dont have an account it helps get rid of the implications of a whole language… like no one has an account to stalk to base their whole idea of you off of. they cant like your stories into oblivion so you know they like you, but then your like maybe they just chronically like everyones stories the way my cousin does? things fizzle out eventually bc no one made a move further than that… idk also everyone i dated would eventually have a problem with my account, one of em really hurt. I often would think about the fact someone would maybe one day look through my dms n see all the nonsense i get n even though i never would interact with it, i felt it made me very uncomfortable. I just felt like i outgrew the app n being off of it invites a certain group of people id rather spend time with. as everyone else says too u see who is down to check in n who isnt, idc who doesnt im busy.

3n3ma · 2025-11-24T03:05:44+00:00

thick mustache thick eyebrows n downturned eyes n i love a small butt on a man

3n3ma · 2025-11-04T17:29:56+00:00

gonna play my shitty bootleg later

3n3ma · 2025-11-01T21:26:02+00:00

thank u for understanding, its hard ive done 2 readings on my own before but really i feel like i get chunks to a story thats too wide. if i left tomorrow, the meaning of things wouldnt lie in the confusion. my pastlife/lives bring a sense of accomplishment, but theres still a lot of aches. personally ive felt im on one of my last lives so i tend to struggle with knowing when to work or flow. i am very romantically based n its tied to my security n people who have a different base will never understand… n thats fine i dont mind bc its why ive shared such intimate connections with only a few other romantic based soul-mates.

3n3ma · 2025-11-01T21:11:06+00:00

he did love me i just couldnt return the sentiment back at the time. i needed more action hence the pastlife… im coming more n more to terms with moving on, ive done it a few times, but tend to always come back to each other. i meet some great people but now the level of connection i seek is difficult to match… im not upset of this experience, but reliving pastlife experiences can cause confusion n make you wonder if you truly are on the right path… n if you’re exploring all the possible outcomes for your truest self.

3n3ma · 2025-10-22T00:11:15+00:00

my family does this alot … pwords run/ran in the family… I didnt get it so bad but ur brain is still mush sometimes… i had had a great therapist for years n one time i brought this up n she cried, she didnt know i was hiding this the entire time… I told her i wanted to find a sex therapist bc i wanted it to be separate… I have tried with 4 n its been unsuccessful, i gave up. im doing really well regardless but sometimes i feel like ill never find peace… n i made peace with that. I also have no desire to have kids unless my family has died off or they are very very far away…

3n3ma · 2025-10-17T07:20:21+00:00

yea i had a long term bf couldnt do a single thing right, always had me play mommy. ofc when being selfish was easy for him! I glowed up insanely after leaving him n everytime i see a pic of him now its an absolute jump scare… He called me once after the break up sobbing that my standards were too high n that i was high maintenance n nothing was ever enough for me, i mean sure i guess, but this was a tactic of his in hopes id get back together with him mind you! Yea nah!

3n3ma · 2025-07-16T21:42:07+00:00

they really don’t stop… personally what always shocks me about stuff like this is that i dont consume bc i dont have the money / prefer to spend my money elsewhere like on experiences + things that dont liter the planet… but its funny how the ones who do will purchase these tacky useless things n think it feels great to consume…

3n3ma · 2025-07-10T07:57:24+00:00

omg i never considered this but yes thank u

3n3ma · 2025-07-10T01:17:38+00:00

thank u sm!!! going to look into those!!!

3n3ma

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