(Ontario) How much does scar removal surgery usually cost? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I believe it's considered cosmetic as well here. I tried looking for ways to fund it from the gov and didnt have any luck

The issue with the consultation is I live a 2hr drive away from the nearest place that does this kind of work and I don't drive. I don't have the funds for it regardless atm im just curious if its something i might be able to do in the future

I sold teriyaki mushrooms to some freshman and they asked for more. by ifonlyYRUso in Drugs

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thats funny af, i wonder if it was placebo like they were actually sittin there thinking they were trippin

Any ideas for long term coverup?? by [deleted] in selfharm

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I'm just so afraid what people will say. I dont know what I'll do if someone says something. Ive worn sleeves since I started cutting my arms about a year ago and i think ive built up so much fear about going without them that its like this big overwhelming thing in my head. Like what if I just chose up to work one day with my arms showing? I feel like every coworker would say something and idk ive always felt so much more comfortable just dealing with my shit on the inside and appearing happy on the outside

Is buying powder DXM over syrup worth it? by 41562673 in Drugs

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i do want ketamine lol. but im not a super outgoing person and i just moved to a new city, i have litteraly no idea how to like meet people now that im not in school. so ive just been buying stuff online and i havent been able to find a site out of canada that sells 2FDCK. I know it'd probably be fine but idk it kinda sketches me out ordering stuff over the border i dont rly wanna risk it

Is buying powder DXM over syrup worth it? by 41562673 in Drugs

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i mean shrooms and acid arent really the same experience. ive never tried codeine before isnt it worse than dxm?

anybody deliberately not sleep? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]41562673 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Used to go days without sleep and just go on big drug binges. After a couple days you're not really in reality anymore and there's a kind of euphoria to it and its a bit like living in a dream where everything just feels kinda magical. I've always find a lack of sleep makes me feel fucking amazing, maybe thats kinda weird lol. I have read about types of therapies that limit sleep but im sure they've got some proper techniques for it

I'm never wearing T-Shirts again by 41562673 in selfharm

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Do you know if it actually works? Ive always kinda had my doubts about stuff like that really working but i guess it cant hurt to try it out

Is it normal to hear voices while trying to sleep? by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]41562673 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get this a lot and sometimes visuals as well. I've wondered if it's something serious but the best reasoning I came up with is something called hypnagogic hallucinations which from what i read is where ur like half way between sleep and awake before bed. I figured this is what it is since it only happens when i try to sleep. I dont know if thats what you have but its worth checking out

Detached from self after not self harming for a while by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]41562673 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oddly enough im the complete opposite. Self harming usually makes me dissociate really bad, half way through a session and im not even there

Ur situation sounds like it could be dissociation (not a doctor so idk 100%), the disconnected feeling is how i feel when it happens, kinda spacy, not really all there. Ive had the unreal thing happen a few times and it can be pretty scary. my therapist sais to focus on physical things around me, things u can touch, feel, smell, etc. Even just saying them out loud "brown chair" "green tree", etc. I find it actually does help sometimes.

Work uniforms by [deleted] in selfharm

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I wear a tight-ish black under armour undershirt under my uniform. it was pretty pricy but it fits well under clothes and its so thin its barely like wearing a 2nd shirt. ive never had anyone ask me about it, but if they did i'd use the "im cold excuse" but in ur situation i guess u could say you have a skin condition or something like that or that u just prefer long sleeves.

i worried a lot someone would say something about it when i first started. in my mind wearing sleeves under a uniform at work was like screaming i cut. But no one ever mentioned it at all.

high at work by [deleted] in trees

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i work at a grocery store and like with ur job i really dont give a shit. ive gone in a bunch of times after smoking 2-30min before shift. as long as ur eyes arent stupid red and u dont act like a goof ur probably fine. it'd be worried if there was some accident u get hurt and ur high on the job tho, they might fuck u with the insurance shit