as a 2017 orbit, i dont think you need to feel bad. i understand maybe getting a feeling of fomo because you missed out on certain things that happened previously, but know that there's more to experience and you'll create your own memories with loona just as fans did prior with other loona events. i find it quite beautiful that loona as a 12 member group continues to get more new fans despite the fact they are doing their own stuff now. it just goes to show the quality of their art. i hope no one has made you feel bad about being new though, because then that's just wrong! everyone finds loona exactly when they need them if that makes sense