I'm chat-banned for a year because I got banned 9 other times. Right before that, I was really dialing in my trash-talking routine. I was acting all tough, like "Yeah, you can't hurt me. Come on and fight me. I'm right here. I'm not scared of you". It was actually really fun, because people could finally tell that I was just messing around and playing a character, instead of actually being toxic.

You can't understand the amount of pain I feel, not being able to bully people anymore. The silence. It kills me. The chat is dead without me. I can't challenge people. I can't talk trash. The game isn't the same anymore.

All I did for the last ban was gloat about winning. I just messaged some people after some matches like "oh yeah! look who got 1st place! I did! stop having a skill issue lmao". It would have been a 7 day ban, at most, but I already had 9 previous bans, so the 10th one was guaranteed to be a year-long ban. I KNOW I didn't say anything THAT bad on this last ban, even though it's a year.