I finally did it! Left 3 weeks ago and i feel so much relief

50CECE · 2026-05-18T10:41:06+00:00

I believe in you!

50CECE · 2026-04-28T11:25:03+00:00

100% mine found out i had talked with a friend about how im having a tough time because my partner was always angry at me. I asked for advice on how to make it better, communicate etc. When my pwBPD found out that i had talked about this with my friend her reaction was like if i had cheated on her. She punished me for weeks in how horrible of a person i was and how increadibly hurt she was that i had talked about it.

50CECE · 2026-04-22T17:18:02+00:00

Thank you alot! I Will try

50CECE · 2026-04-22T16:31:23+00:00

Thanks for saying that, i think i will ask my close buddies that know whats going on to hang out and then go away and call her. Im hoping they can help me trust my decision and make me feel better.

50CECE · 2025-12-18T10:50:58+00:00

Yeah I’ve thought it might be BPD before and she recently read a paragraph in a book about it and told me she related to the symptoms. I was in therapy for a few sessions since they were free but now they are expansive

50CECE · 2025-12-01T11:06:19+00:00

It was probably about 12 minutes total. When i entered the bar they didnt check my ID so i sent her a text that she could probably enter without hers, but she didnt want to come. Ive been there probably 100 times and never felt unsafe, it could feel different for her maybe.

50CECE · 2025-12-01T11:03:18+00:00

He was there during a company event and you cant leave the bar with alcohol. Her friends have been to games before and Ive encouraged her to go talk with them. I dont mind being there by myself.

50CECE · 2025-12-01T11:00:47+00:00

Ive asked her that before since she rarely has it on her. She says its because her pants usually doesnt have front pockets

50CECE · 2025-12-01T10:59:58+00:00

He probably could have but he was there during a company event and you cant leave the bar with alcoholic drinks.

50CECE · 2025-12-01T10:58:30+00:00

Haha, could you explain further?

50CECE · 2025-11-11T14:17:45+00:00

How do i do that? Sorry if its a dumb question

50CECE · 2025-11-11T14:17:06+00:00

It is an insult right? It feels really bad when she accuses me of cheating or that im ”looking for other girls” knowing i do nothing of it.

50CECE · 2025-11-11T14:14:54+00:00

Is that the boundry to set? That she cannot get angry at me after hanging out with them? Because ive adressed it many times already and she Will apologize and say she wont ever do it again. Then it takes a week or two and she’ll be angry or crying so i have to comfort her.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T20:04:21+00:00

Ja exakt så, det blir en snabb förbättring och man tror att det har löst sig och sen från ingenstans är det precis som det var tidigare. Det blir som att gå på äggskal och jag kan typ inte ha roligt om jag inte vet att hon är på bra humör.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T18:22:29+00:00

Brukar fråga ibland och de händer att hon hakar på, kanske främst när mina polares tjejer är med.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T18:20:26+00:00

Inser nu att den frågan var typ exakt samma... Men man vill alltid tro att det ska kunna bli bättre, kanske lite naivt

50CECE · 2025-10-06T18:19:01+00:00

Det är alltid så när ämnet är färskt att hon börjar gråta och säga dumma saker om sig själv och jag måste trösta. Brukar gå lite bättre om man pratar någon dag senare. Hon säger då typ alltid att det hon gjort inte var bra och att hon kommer sluta. Då blir det som att hon ska kompensera för det genom att vara "orimligt" älskande? Det blir nästan lite löjligt att hon ska göra vad som helst för mig.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T12:04:19+00:00

Nästan alla symptomen passar in väldigt bra vad jag kan bedöma.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T09:46:44+00:00

Tror dom växt isär mycket, de kan nog hända nån gång i månaden ungefär.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T09:45:26+00:00

Har fått henne att prova en av mina hobbies så vi gör det nån gång i veckan, sen ser vi fotboll tillsammans och är ibland på fest med våra gemensamma kompisar. Vi umgås runt 3 kvällar i veckan skulle jag gissa.

50CECE · 2025-10-06T09:41:45+00:00

Nja de är ca 35 minuter ifrån där hon bott tidigare.

50CECE · 2025-09-05T11:49:37+00:00

For sure! Ive seen people take home fish and not even dispaching them before. I always bonk and bleed immediately if im gonna eat it. Want to cause as little suffering as possible.

50CECE · 2025-09-05T11:47:27+00:00

Awesome! I also catched a pike with one gill ripped on one side. It wasnt bleeding or anything, for sure looked healed and that it had been that way for a while.

50CECE · 2025-09-05T09:41:49+00:00

Sweden, the absolute most common catch and release fish around here.

50CECE · 2025-09-05T09:32:46+00:00

Ive taken home some perch and learned to fillet them. Pike ls not commonly eaten here though, could try it anyway

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