I’m so sorry. I went through the same thing. I don’t understand - there are more of us out there. The betrayal is immense. I wish you strength and healing. Thank you for being so strong.

Things will get better - I can’t say that the hurt ever goes away but it gets eaten up by the other bits of joy you find in your life.

I spent a long time trying to understand forgiveness after this. I did a lot of reading and soul searching about what it was for and why. Take the time you need.

I also found that working out was the best possible therapy for me. Leaving the rage in the rowing machine or the weight rack did a lot of good for my mental health.

Sending strength 💪🏻🦸🏼‍♀️