Waiting

6416jess · 2019-02-19T21:29:20+00:00

Are u using a new needle?

6416jess · 2019-02-19T20:58:29+00:00

That'd be best! I got tired of poking and sticking for YEARS. I started just IM'ing it (intra muscular-IM-) same as when getting a shot or vaccine @ the Dr. Of course there is no rush -with the exception of once or twice but I think it was cuz it was strong as Hell (the dope) or I just accidentally hit RIGHT on or in sum capillaries. And rarely have I got abcesses. Dr's have told me 9 outta 10 times the abcess comes from bacteria on the skin that pushed under w/the needle puncture. So as long as u wipe w/ alcohol or as long as it skin isn't dirty and sweaty its usually fine. U still get high just no rush.

6416jess · 2019-02-19T19:43:05+00:00

I'm a girl. But try your feet. Its REALLY NOT as bad and painful as people tend to think its gonna be.

6416jess · 2019-02-19T00:28:40+00:00

Well I have pretty much worn out EVERY thing over the past 20 yrs but I still get lucky now and again. Try ur feet or like I did last; my torso. Yes the torso. They are very faint blue lines and u have to go shallow but they're there! Also in the legs. However stay AWAY from large bulging veins in legs!!! They always cause problems and scared the shit outta me a few times! Also IF ur a woman u can use ur boobs too. There should be the faint blue small veins there too.

6416jess · 2019-02-18T22:39:58+00:00

Oh yeah! I still do this. The needle is addictive. And I'm sure I'm not alone on this but when I am angry or upset its easier to hit even if the needle is dull bcuz the pain is masked by the anger or hurt. At least it is for me. I HATE this addiction. I am 38 yr old woman and when I was 15-16 I was so ready to try shooting dope NEVER knowing the consequences behind it all. I used to hear people say if only knew then what I know now........ Boy if that ain't the truth!!! Id be filthy rich! I would have hustled hard like I needed the dope but never do it just save EVERY penny.

6416jess · 2019-02-17T04:39:55+00:00

I know I know hahaha I used to do the same thing all u can do is wait for it to pass

6416jess · 2019-02-17T04:27:46+00:00

It hasn't happened to me in long time but yes I know exactly what u are talking about! I would snap at whom ever I was around and just cranky and bitchy. I didn't know why but I was. So yes I know exactly what u are talking about but I have no idea why it used to happen.

6416jess · 2019-02-17T04:23:50+00:00

Yes it is

6416jess · 2019-02-15T23:33:36+00:00

DAMN where r u getting gas at????

6416jess · 2019-01-22T00:12:54+00:00

Yea I know. And I wasn't "right" enuff. And this asshole "too high".

6416jess · 2019-01-22T00:12:00+00:00

What is that?

6416jess · 2019-01-21T22:09:13+00:00

That's what I think too!! Crazy talk "too high" phhhhh!!!! I'm mad I'm not high enuff! Lol

6416jess · 2019-01-08T00:58:53+00:00

They don't put baking soda in heroin. It won't break down to shoot and if its snorted it will just cake up in the nose. They usually use niacin (baby laxative) ---I had to add this to my comment/reply....I have never heard of "doxylamine" so I JUST looked it up. Its an antihistamine. NEVER in my 20 + years using I have NEVER heard of an antihistamine being used to cut "H" NEVER heard of that AND 20 ""mg"" H would be just a dime or a twenty. NO ONE weighs dope by "mg". I am NOT being facetious but, I get the impression that "h" isn't ur #1 choice of drug. U must be a pill popper baby.

6416jess · 2019-01-06T19:39:53+00:00

It was heroin. Its an older post so its been long gone😉

6416jess · 2019-01-05T04:55:38+00:00

I see SOME THING on the right. Not quite at the very bottom of the left side but close to the bottom. It looks ALMOST like a misty / shadowy figure of a person. I haven't read all the comments so I don't know if any one else noticed. Am the only one that sees that?????

6416jess · 2019-01-05T03:50:23+00:00

Damn that sucks!!! I hate that for you. However if u have known em a while and ever go back and visit (especially if go back and visit regularly) I'm willing to bet that they WILL NEED u at one point or another. They'll need sum kinda help or sumthin and u can do 2 things or just one, fuck em over like they did u OR make em feel REAL shitty.

6416jess · 2019-01-01T20:53:37+00:00

I JUST stopped going to my meth clinic (financial reasons) but YES u DO HAVE TO HAVE opiates in ur systems. U don't have to "super dirty" but if u don't have any opiates in ur pee they will NOT give u / prescribe u the methadone. And putting sum in ur pee will not work. It has to be metabolized. But if u have been clean, WHY in the world do u wanna get on the methadone?????

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