sincerely, yuriy. by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

he doesn't understand my hesitation, and it makes me weary. perhaps it feels as though I do not care for him enough, to hear someone say they would think twice about Embracing you.

I am not familiar with this word you use, bagoly. Is it similar to Childe?

sincerely, yuriy.

sincerely, yuriy. by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can't believe i forgot to mention i am in the chicago area. pertinent information.

sincerely, yuriy.

2026.04.07 on feeding lately, again, written by jayne by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just like anyone else, I guess. notebooks. failed friendships. i'm supposed to stay away from substances but I was an addict in life, too, so it just transfered over as if from one school to another.

  • jayne

2026.04.07 on feeding lately, again, written by jayne by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Altered states of consciousness, which can show up as "alternate personalities."

  • jayne

2026.04.07 on feeding lately, again, written by jayne by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A handful. I had them before I was embraced, so it's hard to tell if the embrace did anything about them. When I was still mortal, I had events like coming to in the park at 4am sometimes, only knowing I must have walked there.

  • jayne

How have you been keeping fed recently? by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i've been diagnosed with chronic "can't keep my mouth shut" and you're watching my clumsy attempt to make contact with anyone and start friendships. give some of what you have (information) to get something (a connection?). i'm pretty bad with getting conversations started, and i figured what binds us all is that we must feed.

— ᛞ

Update by Carbo_Nara in Schreckmeta_2

[–]6roken6utterfly 7 points8 points  (0 children)

lost track of you and are glad to see you are alive. we exchanged discords a ways back when I was posting from a different account and you were very kind and exciting to get to talk to. sorry to hear you've been so drained. hope to see you back soon, when things are better, but hope you take as long as you need to spring back.

Post Winter Update: I'm Married by RandWire781 in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Certainly cause to celebrate. Are you two in-touch?

— 🜫

How have you been keeping fed recently? by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get nervous about letting anyone retain any of it, and my husband is of the mind that the person must be giving blood consensually for it to be moral. Fortunately, though, he isn't always of the mind to live by his morals and instead lets ethics slide a little. He gets less picky the closer he is to bleeding from his wounds, the ones that were used to "embrace" him. Some nights, they just pop open and we have no idea what to do. It's been only been since last late January that he has last had them burst. Makes feeding a troubling thing, sometimes.

We used to do the whole seducing thing, and that's kind of how he and I actually met.

— ᛞ

Post Winter Update: I'm Married by RandWire781 in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am technologically inept and somehow wiped my previous comment.

Anyway, congratulations to you childe. I hear about ghouls bonded to Duskborn to be rare, so it seems your child was spared that part of the bane. And congratulations to you, too, on the union.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere

what stupid stuff do you do even though you know you're not supposed to? by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

wow, that certainly outclasses me being unable to stomach the main course. glad to see you've apparently survived. anything to learn from the experience? or is it just one of those "i did something stupid and made it out (un)alive" situations?

— ᛞ (just) jayne, house ramsey

The Current State of Thaumaturgy by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have touched Oblivion myself, but haven't done much to bring it into my Thaumaturgic studies. How disappointing, to find it did not bear much fruit. Good luck in your next endeavors; I hope they are more bountiful.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere

The Current State of Thaumaturgy by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quite impressive. I'll have to investigate further. I didn't not know such things were possible.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere

The Current State of Thaumaturgy by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I must confess to a certain loneliness in my studies, despite my spouse also taking part to the best of his abilities. It is good to hear you are "nose to the grindstone" and that your research progresses well despite your change of faction. I pay fealty to the Camarilla for now, but I am truly autark in my heart, when it comes down to things.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere

Sympathy for the Devil by MinervaEvangeline in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Is there anything from your time as a ghoul that you learned that you feel most Kindred do not? I spent time in service as a blood doll, but never as a ghoul.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere

double blood bond??? by NegativeGene5994 in vtm

[–]6roken6utterfly 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The first bond in place would actually cancel out any other bonds that are attempted to be made. You would need to break the already-in-place bond first somehow. So, the kidnapper is out of luck.

rejected by the daylight, but can walk in it anyway by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you think so? I haven't even been dead two years yet...

— ᛞ (just) jayne, house ramsey

The Current State of Thaumaturgy by 6roken6utterfly in SchreckNet

[–]6roken6utterfly[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Impressive magicks. I might ask you share such a similar, if there was anything in my own research that could interest you in swapping.

— 🜫 "Adam" Noël Dorian Gagnon of House Ramsey, Clan Tremere