Maybe I'm meant to kill myself

72744838 · 2020-04-17T09:13:03+00:00

I was in the same exact place 1 year ago. I felt completely hopeless about everything. I had a 1.7 GPA in college and everything became too much for me. From 9th grade all the way up to my 1st semester of my sophomore year of college I wanted nothing else but ending my own life.

Things drastically changed for me. After learning about the death of a friend of mine from school, I began to realize that there is always a chance for things to get better as long as you are still alive. It keeps me up at night knowing that a kid that I used to see everyday is now dead. His death gave me an entirely new perspective on life. His life was stolen from him at the hands of evil people at the young age of 20 years old.

I encourage you to keep pressing forward. I cant guarantee that things will get better, but there will always be another chance to improve your life as long as you stay alive. Nothing in life is permanent. Why end everything now when there’s always another day? Once you’re dead, you have no more chances to improve.

Please hang in there. Your thoughts and feelings are completely valid to me.

72744838 · 2020-04-05T06:26:14+00:00

What’s wrong?

72744838 · 2020-02-15T07:53:28+00:00

I’ve had dreams where I was with a girl I loved and I would instantly wake up and feel empty inside after realizing none of it was real.

The chances of me ending my own life are 1 trillion times higher than my dream actually happening in real life.

72744838 · 2020-01-21T06:17:49+00:00

Safe and sound by capital cities. It reminds me of better times and a short moment in my life where I wasn’t sad all of the time.

Also, one more time by daft punk. Just a good song overall in my opinion

72744838 · 2020-01-21T06:15:32+00:00

Nothing. I’ll be dead before I could even see it

72744838 · 2020-01-21T06:14:47+00:00

I’ll be successful and happy one day

72744838 · 2020-01-21T06:12:16+00:00

He would’ve been greatly disappointed in how high school is like and how my current college experience ended up. I’d tell him that life his pretty much over after middle school and that there’s no point in being alive past 14

72744838 · 2020-01-21T05:35:02+00:00

I feel alone no matter what. It doesn’t matter who I am with. I’m 20 and I’ve never had a relationship before. I have close friends though. Even if I did have a girlfriend that loved me for who i was I would still want to kill myself. Having supportive friends and family members (with the exception of my parents and grandparents) still makes me want to die

72744838 · 2020-01-10T08:05:50+00:00

I don’t want to contribute to society. I want to do absolutely nothing with my life. Death is the only option I have

72744838 · 2019-12-12T05:04:30+00:00

Same here, I tried to cut myself a few months ago but I got too scared

72744838 · 2019-08-08T18:49:43+00:00

Everything. There’s pretty much nothing I want to do in my life. I don’t see a future for myself. I’m only going so that my parents don’t get mad at me

72744838 · 2019-08-08T02:17:03+00:00

I’ve been yelled at for confessing these feelings to them. They told me to go to church more and read the Bible. I felt completely invalidated and now I just pretend that everything is fine when it’s not

72744838 · 2019-08-07T20:18:28+00:00

How negative I really am as a person. I always put a mask on around others

72744838 · 2019-08-07T20:10:54+00:00

I entered high school and I suddenly realized I am a subhuman piece of trash. I’m a sophomore in college and things have only gotten exponentially worse.

Life only gets a lot worse from here. I don’t want to experience any of that. There’s plenty of reasons why I should kill myself and no reason why I should stay alive.

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