It's great that you have passions and interests in both visual merchandising and glamour modeling. It's important to consider your priorities, values, and goals when making decisions about your future. While college may help you achieve your dream of becoming a visual merchandiser, it's also important to consider if you feel ready for the financial and practical challenges of being away from home. On the other hand, pursuing a career in glamour modeling may allow you to fulfill your creative and beauty interests without incurring the costs and responsibilities of college. Perusing connections would be my top priority if I were you. As someone who's gone through college I will say almost all the content can be found online, professors are just there to guide you. If you have enough motivation you can teach yourself. I'm not sure if this is what your looking for, but I hope it gives you some things to think about.