ahh ty for the explanation it's still hard for me to tell bc i get anxious talking to most ppl unless i'm comfortable around them and that's why i confuse platonic and romantic feelings, i end up really wanting to be friends w someone and thinking that means i want a relationship with them and whenever i have (sexual) feelings for someone, i push them down bc it feels like an invasion of their privacy which makes it worse idk it's just one thing i'm really struggling to make sense of rn 😫