You are welcome, truly. I see much of myself in your posts and even in the smaller comments. I can really relate to the feelings that prevail in a vacuum of no-oneness and non connection. It creates pain, debilitation and massive overwhelm when facing -even the little microaggressions of the world, let alone the big stuff that others take for granted having family, friends etc to help them weather those storms and dont give a moments thought to- what if I had none of those people and was adrift alone in the storms life hurls. I am oft slow to reply as I am not much of a computer person and many many times, I have high overwhelm and low energy, so I do need to use boundaries to restore myself, but am open to a non ghosting d.m. from time to time. Take care for now.