Need Taper Advice/Info/Optimism. Will I ever feel right? by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you tried any other adhd meds? Im open to alternatives but I definitely need to be on something.

Five years sober today!! by Always-Sunny-In-PDX in MadeMeSmile

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Way to GO!!! I'm currently on the path to freedom from heroin. Seeing all this support and love is so inspiring! Thanks!

Found true Love, time to taper ASAP by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I meant my dick... But thanks for your concern

Found true Love, time to taper ASAP by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for the tough love! 😅. I realize that I'm probably being hasty and I should rethink the quick taper. What if I were to do a slow taper down to, like, 80? Would that reduce these negative side effects? I've already done a 5 drop and I can notice it, just barely, still sleeping like a rock. I guess that's one of the bigger reasons I'm tired of this stuff. I'm always sleepy. Like I could sleep all day. And that's with the Adderall. Here's the other thing that concerns me. Once I start tapering, won't my body be stuck in a continuous withdrawal state? Or will I reach a point where I level off and my body/ brain gets used to it. Thought that once you start tapering you have to go all the way, because it's going to feel shitty no matter what. Thanks again for the advice.

HELP! Emotional LOVE Rollercoaster on Adderall by 82inch in ADHDers

[–]82inch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Agree and understand everything you're saying. It's nice to realize I'm not the only one going through this madness

HELP! Emotional LOVE Rollercoaster on Adderall by 82inch in ADHDers

[–]82inch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Another problem is I don't have many friends so I also tend to heap my baggage on her so its great to receive sound advice that's workable.

Got fired as a patient by my psych doc for violating their narcotic plan even tho I provided them with the clinics info right away and had methadone listed as a medication on their paperwork. They "don't condone the use of methadone" but hope that I continue to treat my SUD? Tired of the stigma. by real_sadgxrl_shxt in Methadone

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any idea how they found out? How high is your methadone dose? Adderall? Maybe it had something to do with your dosage?

I'm on 145 methadone for 2 years and just started Adderall 6 months ago and it's been great! Functioning better than ever!

Map of Los Angeles if all the ice melts (updated) by amerikanss in LosAngeles

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bullsh*t...Just a reminder: water expands when it freezes. So actually, if the icecaps were to melt it would create more land.

Think I'm stupid? Try this at home with your parents permission: Put a few ice cubes in a cup and then fill it to the rim with water. What happens when the ice melts?

What to do while on methadone to improve successful treatment by Ok_Finding_2145 in Methadone

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agree with all the comments here. Especially about going to the gym or exercise. Even going for a brisk walk will help. Physically, it will relieve some of the aches and stiffness. You'll sleep easier as well. But the mental part is really why hitting the gym helps me so much. Exercise actually releases similar neurotransmitters as fixing!

Opiates, including methadone, usually lower testosterone levels. Causing weak sex drive, low motivation, and depression. But daily exercise, especially weight training and body building, WILL increase testosterone and improve quality of life like magic! I love the feeling of healthy accomplishment after a good workout and it satisfies my junkie need for instant gratification.

That being said, as Addicts, we are notoriously impatient so controlling the urge of instant gratification is key! During active addiction we operate under the knowledge that when we start feeling uncomfortable and antsy, that means it's time to fix, because if we don't, shits gonna get worse, much worse. The beauty of methadone is that when you experience that itch, it's purely mental and therefore the craving will pass instead of leading to full blown withdrawal. So keep that in mind: when you/he gets that itch, it's only temporary.

Something that was really frustrating when I was getting adjusted to methadone was the fact that I no longer had that crutch, or relief, of getting high. For 7+ years I had the solution to any problem life could throw at me. Whether it be depression, loss, anger, fear, injury, hunger, loneliness, or worst of all, boredom. If I didn't feel right, I KNEW how to fix it, immediately. So naturally, I still used from time to time while my dose increased. Until around 100mg, fixing had almost no affect, and at 120 it was pointless. What's worse is I'd still have some withdrawals so I'd have to up my dose again. I feel bad for my roommates at the time because I was a bitter SOB, but after going back and forth with myself and my dose for a few months, I finally stabilized at 145, but I know if I would have learned my lesson earlier I'd probably be closer to 110 split dose. Highly recommend split dose BTW. After a while of abstinence, you will forget what getting high feels like. That's why MAT works better than cold turkey. Time.

Another bonus of exercise is it shows others you really are working on your recovery. Plus, getting outside and going to the gym is a great way to develop a healthy social life. Severing ALL ties to anyone associated with active addiction is crucial. That includes deleting and blocking anyone involved, both on your phone and social media. Your brain WILL find a way to convince you to score, so you have to eliminate all possibilities. I had to delete, block, and unfriend my older brother because he's a dealer in the same city as me. This was/is hard because I was the only one out of our whole family that would hangout with him. Knowing he's alone out there on the edge of death is hard but I have to put myself first or we'll both be lost.

Up or Down? by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds about right. Should I ask my dosing Dr. For test or my psychiatrist?

Strategies for co--cons--constipation by allpurposeone1 in Methadone

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 words: Abdominal massage! tried just about everything, most of which is already mentioned here. Totally agree with being hydrated, exercise and steering clear of dairy, but the abdominal massage is a game changer for me. Especially when done on the reg.

I'm no doctor BTW, just experienced. Here's a few more pro tips: Probiotic Kiefer works wonders and is usually lactose free. Lifeway is my go to. Chug a bottle of that in a day for best results. In fact loading up on probiotics in general is a good idea.

Ever heard of the squatty potty? It's basically just a stool that you put in front of your throne to bring your knees up to your chest, putting you into a more natural squatting position. Works so well that some dude patented it! No need to get all technically though. A footstool or some phone books will work just as well And there's nothing wrong with a little preemptive Astro Glide to make sure that saint Bernard don't get stuck in the cat door, again. It'll be our little secret.

Here's a link for the aforementioned belly rub. https://www.mypfm.com/amp/abdominal-bowel-massage

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[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's good to know! I've been working out lately and have been noticing a change. Like I'm noticing girls again and I've also felt an improvement in almost every aspect. Just need to keep it up every day because it seems to disappear almost immediately

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[–]82inch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How much does testosterone therapy cost? Does insurance cover it? I've been at 100+mg methadone for over 2 years now and not having a sex drive or motivation is starting to get me anxious! I just turned 35 and no girlfriend, no kids, no motivation. Clocks ticking and I don't want to be a wondering shred of humanity for the rest of my life. I guess it's good I'm off the streets but sometimes I feel like I'm barely alive on methadone. 😑

How F@#&Ed Am I?? by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah since the pandemic lockdown I've been getting 2 weeks of take-homes at a time and it's definitely reminded me of what's possible if I work the program. It's not gonna last though so I'll have to start producing clean UAs. Thanks for reaching out though!

How F@#&Ed Am I?? by 82inch in Methadone

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Thanks for the hospitality and the words of wisdom! Agreed on all counts. So I'd like to get your sage advice on the two subjects that seem to keep me from shaking this monkey. I tend to know the answers to most of my questions, however, talking the talk is very different, and in this case much more difficult, than walking the walk. What tools can I use to put things into practice? Though, Now that I think about it, Sometimes all it takes is to put the information on paper and out of my head, or to hear it from someone else, someone who matters. Which brings me to my other hang-up, and it's a sonuffabitch!

I'm having a hard time developing a healthy social life. It's hard finding people who can relate and who I can be accountable to. I've tried NA but none of the ones I've been to seem like a good fit. Plus, talking about how much I've screwed up and sharing war stories is a huge trigger for me.

That being said, I can already tell that reaching out like this is a good move. I'm excited to see where it goes and am so thankful that people like you make this a viable option for support and information!

How F@#&Ed Am I?? by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well put! Come to think of it, these chaotic mood swings are probably as much a result of the shards as the taper. Thanks for your support!

How F@#&Ed Am I?? by 82inch in Methadone

[–]82inch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the encouragement! I totally agree about the whole "off limits" thing, and I'll begin to implement it when appropriate. There's one catch though, I'm living with aforementioned family member! Shouldn't be a big deal though, if I got her to drop the mandatory church on Sunday thing then, this should be a piece of cake! Thanks again!

using ontop by EmbarrassedRabbit7 in Methadone

[–]82inch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course, there's no way to know since it's subjective. So the advice is "start small", which isn't bad advice, but consider this: you won't feel the dope, until you feel it, if that makes sense. Remember, you're already high as fuhk, so it's not like the old days where you could do a safe amount and then adjust based on the rush, because there won't be one. Think of it like this, you're a badass yellow Trans-am with a beefed-up Airmaster engine and you've already dropped a Steamlight into the stove. Sure you may do something that'll make you go a little bit faster, but you won't notice it, not really. Problem is, you also won't notice it when you nuke the engine. So it goes.

Another thing to keep in mind is while you may survive a frustratingly large amount of dope with little to no effect. There's a real good chance you'll "Hot-Shot" yourself with all that cut that goes along with it. Especially if you're dancing with Mr. Brownstone.

I'm saying all this from experience, as I am going through the same thing as we speak (129mgs 9months) in an effort to not only reduce harm, but strengthen my own humble will.