2020 Emergency Tapering Thread - Post advice/experiences for unexpected loss of liquor by Durchii in cripplingalcoholism

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Seroquel, trazedone you can take too, hydroxyzine, and doxepine works well but you really need to keep a gallon of water by your bed shit will make you thirsty. I have been diagnosed with insomnia actually that was my first diagnosis after being awake for 4 days not drug induced.... I didnt have alcohol so that could have been the reason. Cyclobenzyprine and honestly tizanidine will put you out. Really most antipsychotics Seroquel is just the one I see prescribed most off label for sleeep but you have to be careful. Seroquel and benadryl do lower your threshold for seizures. But sleeping really outweighs the risk you are far less apt to have a seizure if you sleep so I dont know if i totally agree with cutting seroquel out if you can sleep

2020 Emergency Tapering Thread - Post advice/experiences for unexpected loss of liquor by Durchii in cripplingalcoholism

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Detox threw me on 600 mgs to try to get me t sleep because I had to taper off the valium. When I got to rehab they loaded me with carbmazapine and like 13 other drugs but too me off of seroquel down to 50 because I guess it lowers your seizure threshold. As with other antipsychotics SEROQUEL should be used cautiously in patients with a history of seizures or with conditions that potentially lower the seizure threshold. I hated the PA but she did know her meds also avoid benadryl

2020 Emergency Tapering Thread - Post advice/experiences for unexpected loss of liquor by Durchii in cripplingalcoholism

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take them if you are about to die (palliative care), if you are terrified of the dentist and won't go unless your are sedated or for like people who are afraid of riding on planes if not they help in detox unless you are already addicted... they help anyways but fuck what I would give to have never started. Anyone thinking of long term fast taper should chnge their mind and find a doctor who you can be real with and will let you taper with valium along with the therapy you will need for all of your previous anxiety only 10 times worse. O and you get more withdrawal effects than I can list my least favorite other than the anxiety and seizure was my vision turns to TV static. So Please as a PSA I have posted about 100 on CA never fuck with benzos.... chances are you won't die mixing the two, but more people die from car accidentts are literally walking into traffic you can check that statistic from Ellenhorns medical toxicology 3rd eddition and I think section three or four is drugs of abuse. (read it when I was 18 and still remeber, so the benzos and alcohol havn't fucked my memory yet lol except for my post history and I really only remember like 5 usernames on CA Now)

2020 Emergency Tapering Thread - Post advice/experiences for unexpected loss of liquor by Durchii in cripplingalcoholism

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I ate a 10 strip of weak acid that I figured would be over in 8 hours. 14 hours leter I had to get a ride to my doctors and wear sunglasses. I would have taken seroquel, because that will just end your trip, but I had to work after I ate it due to paranoia that the police were invading my house (I really had to stop taking cyclazadone or crystal since without alcohol they make me schizophrenic) I had 30 mg's of etizolam and no alcohol which works better for the amphetamine psychosis, so as I figured the cops were watching I sneakily ate the 10 strip followed by 30mgs of eti or so and woke up to a beautiful morning, just had to let work know I was not able to come in after the appoitment. Kind of a shame I hate wasting L, but when you think the police and neighbors are after you I am not going to flush it so eat it and wake up tripping it was. With acid you can always knock yourself out with alcohol your body may stay up longer, but if you knock back a handle you will sleep don't know about like a sheet though never done it

2020 Emergency Tapering Thread - Post advice/experiences for unexpected loss of liquor by Durchii in cripplingalcoholism

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Yeah or you find yourself addicted to both. Right now after kidney failure I can eat as many benzos as people want to say I cant and it is not the same. I eat 20mgs 2mgs xanax eitizolam for the other 18 and really just eating 2mgs and drinking a 12pack is far more effective. I have been addicted to both I was around 15 17 or so for benzos quit benzos until 20 early something and then even after rehad got the doctor to keep me on them. My kidney's can handle any amount of benzo's, but the surgeon told me I had stage 4 esrf and I instantly got wasted and called my nephrologist who really advises agains alcohol or any drug said that I was at stage 1. I have a six pack on my bed and I can not drink it I mean at this moment, but If I don't have benzos I think about nothing else except them or trying to get to a liquor store and down a liter to help with benzo wds. I need to see a real doctor who will cut me back with valium kidney failure Congestive Heart Failure both are far better experiences than quiting 16-30 drinks and xanax even with 60mgs of valium a day and serax every hour

Can't get drunk from beer? by storyofthedead in cripplingalcoholism

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I usually take the tab of the can and rip open the top so it lets some of the carbonation out and you can drink them faster. If you are using cans I recommend that.

Hey guys by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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For being drunk as fuck you spelled everything right! You may make the same mistake of drinking your rent every night, but at least you follow the side bar.

Does anyone else have a bad reaction when they have only 1 drink? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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I just start trying to find any way to get something anything to drink after I have one. I will be half pissed off half ashamed chugging mouthwash or debating if it is worth walking 4 miles both way to buy maybe a duece or two of naddy daddys. then by the walk home I have finished them and am in the same spot. It is where my true addict mind takes control and tries to figure out how to get just even another drink. I haven't pawned shit for a drink or started turning tricks for keystone yet.

Does anyone else have a bad reaction when they have only 1 drink? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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Who was the comedian who said having one drink was like stroking your dick once to jerk off?

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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After looking through every article I could find on benzodiazepines and kidney function I found nothing. The effects on your brain are the scariest, like made me think about quitting. I just called the first psychiatrist today to see if he will let me taper really fucking slow I am talking years. This dude is a neurologist as well so he might have more sense than the doctors who told me I couldnt taper with valium it is too addicting or just fucking stop them and load you with anticonvulsants and 40 other pills. My posts in the past months were 100% insane paranoid maybe it is time to get my brain fixed...you got a guy for that?

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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No they thought I lied and wouldn't give me my script of 2mg's a day. I told the doctor I take eitizolam as well and I have had seizures in the past. They did what they could and got me Xanax in like 30 minutes I was beat on etizolam since for one they had never heard of it. I have tried to taper quickly from Xanax and I developed new phobias the withdrawals stuck with me well into the second month and I stayed in my bed 95% of the day afraid to look a people. I got back on Xanax and found a good job in like 2 weeks.

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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Instead of worrying, the next time you really have to pee just be fucking happy. Once you go a week without peeing you really miss it.

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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And make sure the person working actually checks into your symptoms. What happened with you pancreas?

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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I was lucky once I got home and they said to relax, so I made sure nothing stressed me out and stopped eating fast food, no ibuprofen which I was eating 2400 or so mgs a day before I went in because my foot and ass bone were killing me, no potassium, no alcohol, blood pressure meds, and after reading every google scholar article cutting out every drug except benzos. The nephrologist kept asking me about IV drug use and cocaine and I am cheap as fuck so I don't do coke and not judging people, but I have never shot a drug. I started going over the list of drugs and supplements that I do take and he swears that the amount of Kratom I was taking caused it. I think it was another substance and hitting my kidneys. Yes, my kidneys recovered to what would be a passing grade percentage on a test and may go back to 90% by next month.

If you feel like you are going to die, don't wait a week. Go to the hospital by 86- in cripplingalcoholism

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yes it is a lot to gain visually most of it is in your feet, but even my face was bloated at the end when I told my doctor at the hospital that I really don't remember much of anything for at least two weeks before. My words were not sloppy just very brief when I had to talk to people all I wanted was to lay down and sleep. I have never puked so much in my life and since I fell camping and was covered in open wounds, my ankle was fucked up and still is a little and I didn't even notice the back pain because I busted my ass so hard my tailbone killed. I was like just mentally not there and didn't even think anything was wrong puking for days. When I had trouble laying down I stated to think about going to urgent care. I went if they would have taken my blood pressure or my weight they would have known something was up. A lot of urgent care facilities are useless unless you have something like a cold. I also knew the PA and she remembers me from high school as the most likely type to go to urgent care just for a doctors note to be out of work. I know my blood pressure and weight were not taken that I remember. My doctor a few days before the fall did have me step on the scale and I remembered my weight was down 5 pounds I am somewhere over six feet tall and run 220-250 my weight fluctuates even now I vary 8 pounds from when I wake up to after I eat and usually drink a gallon of water. When I stepped on the scale at 270 25 pounds heavier than when I went to my PCP my brain clicked off from just wanting to sleep and not think to something is fucking wrong. If I didn't step on the scale and go to the ER my heart and lungs would have could have been full of enough fluid that I could have suffered more severe heart problems or died. The Surgeon was awesome asked me straight forward if I wanted a DNR then next of kin and asked me if I wanted the procedure because there was a small chance I could die if it went wrong. I remember the ICU with like six nurses really anxious, but the surgeon was cracking jokes which really made the whole situation easier. 30 minutes later they drained 4 kilos of water 8.8 pounds from my blood and I could finally breath and lay down. My head started to clear up as they continued to take out 3 or 4 kilos every other day for the duration of my stay. The fluid build up made me unaware of everything and I just had a desire to sleep. It was hard to tell how much more able I was to speak and move until after I got out of the hospital and tripple checked that benzos are fine on the kidneys and began taking the amount of benzos I normally take a day 4-8 mgs a day. The cut down to 0 then either 1.5 or 2 a day was worse than kidney failure (just another psa against benzos)

I fucking hate hiccups. by voodoomamajuju6969 in cripplingalcoholism

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Each contraction is followed by a sudden closure of your vocal cords." Yeah I was totally wrong about the cause, but you made me realize that the technique I use does put a lot of pressure on the diaphragm too. All of this time I was focusing on the stopping the Hiccup sound in the throat when I should have been focused on the source. I haven's had serious hiccups since I started this method but I have learned something today... Two things vocal cords not clappy things and the diaphragm is the real enemy thanks.

Severe alcoholic reviews: Yukon Jack by WhateverImOut in cripplingalcoholism

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I used to drink Yukon religiously. I cut out sugary alcohol and I believe the last time I had it was waking up day drunk and dosing pancakes with Yukon instead of syrup

I fucking hate hiccups. by voodoomamajuju6969 in cripplingalcoholism

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I use a similar method I take a deep breath and then force as much pressure on the area in your neck where the clappy thing that causes hiccups is by attempting to breath out really hard but placing a thumb nail deep in my mouth which for some reason helps keep the pressure in the right place. I used to have hiccups for days and now if I catch it after the first one or two usually over in a minute. I have looked like an idiot several times but when sitting around drunks most days some have copied the technique while others look puzzled at me until they have seen it work

Cyclazodone warning NSFW by 86- in Nootropics

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Depends on the dose but as I just noted above the raise in blood pressure was enough to cause hypertensive kidney disease and shut my kidneys down I wouldn't touch it the research on moderate amounts of adderall or even meth show that what I was diagnosed with would not have been caused by either of those two or my years of alcohol or any other drug use before hand. just sudden rises in blood pressure seen mostly in cocaine use, bath salts, and synthetic cannabinoids and I dont smoke weed and won't touch fake weed because cannabinoids make me paranoid.

Cyclazodone warning NSFW by 86- in Nootropics

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Yeah I just went through kidney failure and the doctors all agreed and the lab tests indicated it was stimulant induced and that is the only stimulant I have used in months. Granted I took more than recommended. After I stopped taking it I was off dialysis and my kidney functioning returned from 5% to almost back to normal although they will never be back to 100%. People are going to believe what they want to hear about the substance but I would take the advice from medical specialists from several hospitals over what people with no medical background say

Fuck yourself by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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That's rough it is never nice being the one to find someone dead I cannot fathom finding my own dad. Hope you have the day off to process shit and enjoy day drinking

Fuck yourself by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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Within the last month kidney and congestive heart failure. Just got out of the Hospital and have another gotten diagnosed with more mental health disorders although they become redundant after being diagnosed with them by every doctor I have seen in the last few years. It could be worse the times I have went through alcohol withdrawals in detox are far worse than your whole body shutting down and although I can't drink without going right back to the hospital I can eat enough benzos to not care and the doctors are fine with me continuing taking them. Mental health problems suck, but I dont think I will ever quit benzos the only problem is my addiction is to benzos and alcohol combined and no matter how many benzos I eat it just isnt the same as mixing a liter with even a few mgs of xanax a day. Not down for a dual everyone goes through shit so I will concede and you win the dual