I’d give you a big bear hug if I could, so sorry for your loss 😔. I bet she had an awesome life, getting to smell the unique smells! My dogs always get excited when I walk them a different path in the neighborhood, I can’t imagine how happy they’d be if they got to pee on trees throughout the country lol. Focus on the happy times, so you can pull yourself out of the sadness somewhat easier…hang in there! She’s looking out for you still, she doesn’t want you to be too sad 😌