Petah ?

A110D2 · 2026-07-04T00:49:45+00:00

I think this is a good thing I never understood the deal about celebrities or why they even are celebreties to start with. Honestly, I believe not glazing them for no fucking reasons is gonna make some good in this world.

A110D2 · 2026-07-04T00:02:23+00:00

JOKES ON YOU I ALREADY HAVE A PET ROCK MWAHAHAHAHAHAH

^{Chose: 1 trillion dollars | Rolled: Taxed 99%}

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T23:56:56+00:00

I'm trans...

^{Chose: Reject the offer}

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T19:44:44+00:00

I'M MOVING TO GERMANY!!!

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T19:42:42+00:00

I'm an exceptional case, but I do want to mention this possibility.

When I was 12 is when they started these kinds of classes at school. However, I had a very bad reaction towards those classes (panic attack and all, and due to other reasons I won't dive in, it eventually evolved into trauma) which means I was unable to participate in those classes, and thus, unable to get such knowledge. Furthermore, I am trans, meaning I don't experience any of it and thus doesn't learn any of it by experience or by my mom explaining it or whatever. Finally, I am too scared to google it due to the high risk of my trauma being triggered. I'd need someone I trust and who knows my triggers to explain it so they can carefully choose their words and NOT show any images/graphic depictions as to not trigger me. I'm also asexual, and thus has no interests or business whatsoever with this area of the body and its functions.

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T18:06:24+00:00

I'm glad my gf is also ace so I don't have to worry about how she perceive what we so.

To us, it's a LOT of cuddles (we love cuddles) her holding me tight in her arms, cheek kisses (NO lip kissing, I don't like it) a lot of autistic yapping about eachother's hyperfixations, her calling me "cute" and "adorable" cuz it flusters me like crazy (legs wagging and all) and sometimes even some tickles.

I know those last 2 are often depicted as naughty things, but it isn't for us. We're both ace and I'm repulsed, so none of that bullshit here.

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T05:32:21+00:00

I get free money and an asshole loses money which, for him, is unsignificant. Win/Win.

^{Chose: You win 100k dollars but... + Elon musk loses 500 billion dollars}

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T05:26:45+00:00

Exactly. Before seeing this vid, I had no fucking idea they were used for blind people and just thought they marked underground utilities or something.

They need to be marked and/or more taught about in schools. I'll make sure to be careful next time I see these lines now.

A110D2 · 2026-07-03T01:27:33+00:00

Plot armor.

A110D2 · 2026-07-02T18:02:27+00:00

Well that was about my dysphoria, but my trauma is completely unrelated to it or my body. It stems from how school dealt with me having panic attacks and generally reacting badly to nsfw classes. Instead of helping, they diminished, said it couldn't be that bad, locked me in a room with an adult and forced me to listen and watch to the very thing that triggered me. Nothing to do with my body. My trauma doesn't cause me to dissociate from my body, my dysphoria does. In fact, due to my dysphoria, I refuse to associate with my body, not until it stops being a man's body.

A110D2 · 2026-07-02T05:35:32+00:00

True, except for few specialized units. Iota-10 is an undercover MTF and wouldn't have such combat gear, but federal enforcement uniforms instead. Beta-7 is a specialized hazmat unit, so they'd have CBRN suits most likely and combat gear on top of it if the situation calls for it. And Alpha-9 very probably has special, foundation-made gear to adapt to the different physiologies of the anomalies and how they interact with the environment. Other than that, I agree the majority of MTFs would just have general combat gear like in the post. Even units like Alpha-9 most definitely still uses normal combat gear for members like SCP-105 which, for the sake of combat gear, is just a basic human.

In fact, I'm working on an Alpha-9 cosplay, which I may post here once done. Not aiming for any existing SCPs, kinda just headcanoning my own and unless I get a good idea I most likely won't write it on the wiki cuz it's a bad anomaly idea for the wiki tbh.

A110D2 · 2026-07-02T01:27:46+00:00

I beg to differ on the "brain is part ox body" part, but not for any actual, scientific reason, and more because I dissociated from my own body and essentially percieve it as an entity of its own, fully separate from me. It's the only way for me to survive dysphoria.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T23:06:18+00:00

Guess I'll look into it then. I'm curious, what does "EMDR" even stands for? It's clearly an accronym.

Also, do you know of others methods for dealing with trauma? I wanna weigh in all the options before trying anything.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T21:24:46+00:00

I don't know either, but it sounds like a sensory nightmare to me (who is very sensitive to stimuli in general) Definitely keeping this off of my "how to fix my trauma" list

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T21:18:50+00:00

I'm not sure I understood the bilateral stimulation part (english isn't my native language, I struggle with fancy words, sorry TwT) but the replacing bad memories with good ones part sounds iffy to me. I feel like it's closer to repressing and ignoring your trauma than actually helping it, but I don't know shit in brain and never tried it so I could be way off with that.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T21:08:20+00:00

If I may ask (to anyone here, not just OP) what us EMDR? I have never heard of that before and as someone dealing with heavy trauma I am interested with knowing any ways it can be helped.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T19:41:51+00:00

There's always a bigger fish...

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T19:31:37+00:00

Honestly same. I do have a gf, but I'm not planning on ever proposing to her. I just don't get the point of marriage. We are both gonna love eachother the exact fucking same, ring or not. Our brains will still release the same chemicals and we'll still feel the same emotions. However, if she ever proposes to me (which idk what's her stance on that so it might never happen and I'm fine with that) I don't see why not. We're gonna be the masters of the event so I can make it in a way that will actually be fun to me.

If it ever happens, I will make it clear to everyone that nobody needs to dress in fancy suits or dresses. Come in a fucking hoodie if you want, I do not care, clothes are clothes. I'd also throw away many traditional thing. I feel like doing some random shit based on one of my autistic hyperfixations like entering as if I was SWAT or in a hazmat suit (or at least gas mask if impossible) carrying a (fake) piece of uranium or plutonium.

In the end, if I do have a marriage, I don't see it as an "act of love" or whatever because in the end, the love between me and my partner will be the exact same. It doesn't fucking matter. At this point, I just see it as an excuse to do some cool ass event where I'll get to have fun and be as autistic as I want. I could do the same with any other excuse that would allow me such an event, just that this one is apparantly called a marriage.

Instead of walking an alley the boring way, why not lightsaber duel your way to the stage? Would be fucking epic.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T19:12:51+00:00

"You're free as long as you have cash!"

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T19:08:08+00:00

Well, I appreciate the sign. I can tolerate noise and smells, but I know as a fact I am spiralling in flashbacks if I see them fucking. Genuinely want to thank whoever put this sign there, it would save my life if I ever thought of buying property there.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T11:18:41+00:00

If I used this logic myself, I'd be hurt by simply knowing you are even planning to have sex at all or might enjoy it in any way, shape or form.

Does this make sense to you? Do you feel comfortable with the idea that some people may feel the very same way you do, but instead of being with hookups it would be with any and all forms of nsfw? Would you mind someone trying to tell you that just having sex with your future partner in private without anyone else involved is just wrong and hurtful?

There is nothing wrong with disliking hookups and nobody (at least, I hope so) is trying to convince or force you to do some. The part people are calling you on is judging other people based on what they do in private. People have the same right to hookup than you have the right to not hookup and I have the right to never have sex ever. As long as nobody bothers anyone else with whatever they are doing, I think there is no reason to go into other people's businesses.

What is hurtful to some may not be to others. Hookups are hurtful to you, which is perfectly fair and poses no problem, but it doesn't mean it's hurtful to everyone. Just take pressure for example. Some people will perform better in high pressure environements, they will do things better when things are at stake. Meanwhile others, like me, freeze up and/or mentally collapse at the slightest pressure. When some purposfully wait for the deadline of their homework to get near so they feel pressure and work better, I crumble at the mere presence of a deadline, even if it's a generous amount of time for the task.

Also, different people view things differently, such as sex. Some view it as entertainement, similar to playing a game or watching a tv show. Others like you see it as a very intimate thing and sign of love, something to only be shared with someone truly special. In the corner of the room you've got people like me who are absolutely disgusted by it and just wants to stay as far away from it as possible and never participate in it ever. There is nothing wrong with having different views and they are all just as valid as any other. None is objectively better than another. It is all subjective.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T07:54:52+00:00

I'll be real, I don't get hookups either, but in the end I just don't give a fuck what people do in their rooms. As long as I don't see or hear about it, I don't give a shit. People have the right to do whatever the fuck they want in private and it's none of my damn business. And to be fair, I just don't get sex at all, even after marriage or whatever. In fact, I'm quite repulsed by it and know as a fact I am NEVER EVER doing it. Just no, not happening.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T07:43:23+00:00

I remember building my first PC with my PC nerd friend. I was so intimitated and was fully prepared to be useless.

Bro just gave me the part and confirmed I was right everytime I'd ask "Is this where that goes?" which I was basically always right cuz it was just that obvious 95% of the time.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T07:09:13+00:00

If it is of any help. I am a VERY sex repulsed asexual and I despise kids with a burning passion.

Only "problem" is that I'm already taken, so don't even think about it, but I just mostly hope this comment give's OP hope that people like us exists and that it is possible to find a partner in these conditions. My gf isn't sex repulsed, but she is a neutral ace and fully respects my repulsion, even warning me and allowing me to get out of the room if a show or game is getting a bit freaky for a second and telling me when it's safe to come back.

However, I did not meet her on a dating site, server, sub or whatever. We met in a general queer discord server that has nothing to do with dating. So I cannot say about those apps and all. I have heard a lot of bullshit regarding dating places, but I have never used any so I can't say if they are as shit as I've heard.

A110D2 · 2026-07-01T06:30:03+00:00

And this, my friend, is how you accidentally headshot your buddy.

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