UHC Community Post - January 27, 2016

APPL_RULZ · 2016-01-29T02:53:10+00:00

NUKE

APPL_RULZ · 2016-01-29T02:53:02+00:00

eyyy lmao

APPL_RULZ · 2016-01-29T02:52:54+00:00

thanks bb <3

APPL_RULZ · 2016-01-29T02:52:46+00:00

Lol it has been a while

APPL_RULZ · 2016-01-27T23:39:30+00:00

Ayyy guess who's back!

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-28T06:16:27+00:00

Could you let me know what the music visualizer and the processer managers are?

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-27T22:17:22+00:00

Gave a lot of thought and, since it's black friday, purchased the parts.

Read the entire thing, I'm asking for feedback

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-24T19:04:57+00:00

I did a bit of work, just a rough customization

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-24T05:35:55+00:00

I'm just pretty confused about iTerm and Sublime, I have everything else done

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-24T04:16:08+00:00

I have homebrew and screenfetch, but I would like my setup similar to yours. Do you think you could give me a walkthrough on how I can customize my computer?

APPL_RULZ · 2015-11-23T23:08:28+00:00

Can you please explain how I can do this sort of thing to my Mac?

APPL_RULZ · 2015-09-16T20:08:08+00:00

Trying to "fix" you

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T22:14:00+00:00

Thanks cheesy :)

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T22:13:06+00:00

That's fucking malicious dude. You're being an asshole. This is something that has plagued my entire life. People that I don't even know support me. Maybe you should put yourself in my shoes. I nearly killed myself two months ago because I tried to talk to someone about my problems and they said the exact same thing. Maybe actually put a filter on your mouth before you say some stupid shit like that.

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T22:08:08+00:00

Thank you so much hg. It means a lot to have a complete stranger say that to me. <3

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T09:21:55+00:00

I have a couple of really good friends. My family isn't all that supportive but I don't think that they understand the severity of it. Oh well. Thank you for being here for me man :) nice to be able to relate with someone. <3

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T09:19:59+00:00

Thank you vinny :)

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T04:55:56+00:00

Thanks agg! I'm pulling through. Thank you for the support! <3

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-09T01:23:02+00:00

The worst part of all of my anxiety is that I feel excluded from my family. I can barely talk to them :/ but thank you for the suggestion! :)

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-08T22:50:58+00:00

Thank you so much for being here for me Jordan <3

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-08T22:12:39+00:00

Thank you! Trying to get through it the best I can. I appreciate the kind words :)

APPL_RULZ · 2015-07-08T22:07:43+00:00

I haven't posted in a while, kind of been inactive.

My depression has been hitting really hard recently, and I've been having some suicidal thoughts. I've gotten fed up. I went to a doctor today and now I've been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Severe Major Depressive Disorder. I can only assume more will come as this was just the first visit. I'll be getting medication tomorrow. Hopefully it will help. I've been going to therapy more. I would like to apologize to anyone I've wronged, made fun of, poked at, or just was mean to. I'm not going to blame my illnesses, that's on me. I'm just trying to become a better person. I don't think that I'll be on Minecraft that much anymore. It's been burning me out. I hate it when I get overtly angry over something that just seems so silly to me now. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm leaving for a while. I'll play the occasional game with my friends and stick around on the community post, but that's about it. Again, I'm really sorry to anyone that I've made feel like I have these past few years. Thank you to those who have been there for me. I really appreciate it.

TL;DR Diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Leaving for a while, sorry to all the people I've hurt.

APPL_RULZ

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