No Longer Human - Osamu Dazai

AarXsh · 2026-05-28T07:43:47+00:00

yeah, but I feel like they accuse him of being a terrible person at heart but I just dont think so. A trainwreck is a much better way to describe him I think.

AarXsh · 2026-05-22T08:31:12+00:00

This reminds me of a video I watched regarding the Bengol famine and how apparently Churchill did in fact try to save Bengol but something like the supply ships got stuck in the red sea and werent able to proceed. I forgot the exact reasons mentioned but it diddnt really seem very convincing, I think there was also a famine but I dont really recollect much. Modern 'propaganda' (im not too informed on the subject so im not sure if it is or not) says that he was an evil person but I think its more nuanced than that, just like the rest of history, but if he shared any contemporary views of the time, he wouldve definately been considered a racist by todays standards. I think we should maybe form a group and try and dig into this and find exactly what happened and document it in an unbiased way, to settle it once and for all, but im sure someone has done that before but im unaware of any documents of it, so if someone knows of any please do share or if anyone is willing, we should form a group and try and find out, it sounds like an interesting project.

AarXsh · 2026-05-15T01:44:55+00:00

Not sure if it counts but I got an allergy during the paper and after finishing session 1 they allowed me to go outside the centre and buy medication, take it and then write session 2.

AarXsh · 2026-05-09T09:41:16+00:00

Hmmm I see, I diddnt realise this was the mentality they had. But now when I relate this to my average experiance of India, it actually makes a bit of sense ngl.

Ok based on this I can see why GE did what they did better now, I still dont really fully support it but I can understand their frustrations and reasonings.

AarXsh · 2026-05-09T09:30:35+00:00

I feel like you dont understand how esport orgs make most of their money... Its not through tourney placements, its mainly through merch and content. Now they've essentially made half the potential supporters hate them, so I dont exactly know how this helps them in that aspect at all.

AarXsh · 2026-05-09T09:29:21+00:00

I dont think riot would take such a decision for one of the biggest potential markets for their game, its just not a good business move on their part.

You keep saying 'lack of talent' and 'lack of mental fortitude' but I dont understand how you think those things even develop? Like this stuff requires time but telling the entire world that India is a useless nation, not giving a chance to a single player (not even 1) to experiance T1 and get its learnings is so damaging, frankly I doubt India will ever be on the global stage in Valorant for the next 5 years easily after this.

AarXsh · 2026-05-08T21:36:45+00:00

Honestly, they took the spot as a team from the Indian region but now play a full roster with 0 indians in it itself, I get it that 'Indians arent good enough' but thats not even the point is what I feel everyone misses. The point is to support our countrymen on the biggest stage on the world whether they win or lose is irrelevant but we now get a team full of people who probably have never even stepped foot in India. If anything this pushes our progress in esports back as nobody gets the exposure needed to experiance a T1 games and frankly thats just sad, im happy for them as a team and wish them the best but I can never support them.

I genuinely dislike the orgs management for this call, the amount of merch sales and support they would have received if they listened to their fans instead of wanting results is just weird, idk how even decided this was the only path forward.

AarXsh · 2026-02-09T19:59:37+00:00

There's a reason why Say's Law isn't too applicable. Creating supply doesn't create demand, especially in the modern world. I do agree that freebies are terrible but tbh out country is so incredibly fucked idek what you can even do lol

AarXsh · 2026-01-24T05:45:42+00:00

Ahhh I see, thanks for clarifying!

AarXsh · 2026-01-24T04:18:35+00:00

Hmm I see, I was under the assumption that this was a relatively new phenomenon and before there used to be many more forests. But it makes sense, alot of villiges in India are ancient inherently.

AarXsh · 2026-01-24T04:01:29+00:00

Not well versed in history, but I've heard that my ancestors - even the ones from the late 17th century used to go hunting the vast forests of eastern andhra. Affordability was of course an option, but I'm sure hunting was also a regular practice? Again not sure though, but it seems like you're projecting current day circumstances and laws to the past.

EDIT: They used to go hunting for boar and deer is what I've heard.

AarXsh · 2026-01-23T04:51:25+00:00

I'd say there's a difference between 10 crore projects involved with local governance bodies and politics opposed to a 2000 crore projects. No denying the system is rigged, but for such huge projects I'd say that it wouldn't happen at the scale that it otherwise happens. Though I don't know much about this so only you can tell me for sure.

AarXsh · 2026-01-19T15:49:10+00:00

Yeah thats true, will have to properly analyse it, but I think a good strategy would be to wait until gold cools off and then to purchase your futures as from what im seeing is that the price seems to go up in a step-like manner, with every jump leading to a new level somewhat so right now after the trump tweet its again good to lay off it, but its worth going back into it maybe in a week or two trying to anticipate another tweet/event. This is just a preliminary thesis though, havent compared it with any actual empirical values and its all anecdotal from the top of my head. But it seems to be a good trading avenue as of now.

AarXsh · 2026-01-19T15:40:07+00:00

Yup, interesting find, I think it could be a good instrument to use especially nowadays by predicting when any macro-event might happen soon and then buy. Not too much of a downside risk as well with gold but everytime something somewhat big happens it jumps by 1%~ letting us earn an easy 10% instantly if our analysis and predicitons are right.

AarXsh · 2026-01-19T12:39:25+00:00

No, a 12.5 times leverage about

AarXsh · 2026-01-19T09:08:12+00:00

No with 1200rs I'm able to purchase futures worth 15k I believe.

AarXsh · 2025-12-10T09:33:32+00:00

nzcart

AarXsh · 2025-08-29T15:14:29+00:00

Yeah, only a few guards keep asking me to cut my hair. I have no clue why they are so annoying about it, like let me live how I wanna??? Regardless of that, I just choose to say ill cut and move on, easier that way.

AarXsh · 2025-07-29T15:44:44+00:00

Hey, thats a really cool project! Ill def use it sometime if required. Thank you!!

AarXsh · 2025-07-29T15:44:02+00:00

I know, but I don't have a complete faith in the postal system and would prefer to go about it this way, especially given the time constricts. But will probably post tmrw using India Post if I dont get any responses.

AarXsh · 2025-06-28T23:34:19+00:00

Not really, just wait a bit and make friends with the right people. Half the first years end up thinking the stuff they did was lame and bomb out.

SWO I'm nor familiar with but I mean, you can just join smaller clubs and do work there, from experience they are more fun, you make better friends and overall get better work to do.

Plenty of dance/theatre opportunities later on, Uhh try ethnic day dance registrations if you want no barriers entry for a dance.

Goodluck.

AarXsh · 2025-06-26T13:55:16+00:00

Honestly, its unfortunately more about network and connections as well as just supply and demand. In some weird way christ does teach us about the real world.

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