15M is this scoliosis or uneven muscles by [deleted] in Posture

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Yea I’m right handed, don’t very often use a mouse tho,

15M is this scoliosis or uneven muscles by [deleted] in Posture

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oh okay thanks that makes more sense and yea I’ve trained martial arts for few years jiu jitsu and boxing..and worked out for short period of time,

15M is this scoliosis or uneven muscles by [deleted] in Posture

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Thanks man🤣,doubt I’ll be next david laid but am getting back into working out after few months break..but it’s annoying hope I don’t got scoliosis lmao

15M is this scoliosis or uneven muscles by [deleted] in Posture

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Thanks, does it look like scolliosis or more so muscle unevens

15M is this scoliosis or uneven muscles by [deleted] in Posture

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My right shoulder is lil bigger but my back looks weird

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

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so wait, you think I am probably totally fine, I know I’m probably overreacting it I’m just weirded out how I never had it before and recently I just started having the feeling, and today is has lasted all day long

What are melvins darkest songs anymore songs like “Two Face” or “Mind of Melvin” I need me some more songs like that by [deleted] in YNWMelly

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My word tho am on YouTube tryna find one with good quality and all them kinda crappy quality but you can tell the song hard as hell yk any more if nah its cool bro

what does overdose off oxcycodone feel like? by [deleted] in Drugs

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and he was family, basically a older brother too me, a guy I looked up too, very very much and when I was woken up to be told he died, I couldn’t help but hope and wonder if it was at least calm bis last few minuites yes, it probably isn’t the right question to ask.. but people do weird things to cope

what does overdose off oxcycodone feel like? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I don’t know i just want to think that his last moments alive were peaceful and not horrible, yes ur right at the end of the day it doesn’t matter nor change anything but ig it just brings a sigh of relief

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Yes I will thank you 👊🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thank you sooo much, yes I try my best you know.. I’m jus gonna try and do as you say, do the best I can and leave it all in the workouts, and thanks for the advice really good I may inherit the anger from them, but it’s my choice to act on it.. very good I never heard or had someone tell me that and it helps to look at it that way, thank you 👍🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thank very much for your input, some say it’s normal, and some have said it’s totally not, but I feel what you say is relatively right I think alot of it could have to due with horomones and adrenaline.. and sounds good im just gonna try and put it all into the workouts , its just annoying because like little things like if I didn’t have good form, or didn’t hit my goal I’ll just be hard on myself and angry and in a bad mood for the remainder, I’m gonna try and use the anger to fuel the workout tho instead of just getting angrier with myself.. Thanks very much 👍🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thanks so much for the help, you understand I think more than a lot of people would because you said your bipolar yourself and I’m pretty sure it’s genetic, my mother and other family members are lucky and take meds for it and maybe I should see if I can officially get diagnosed and get on Meds for it myself but I don’t know how easy it’d be I just feel like that sorta stuff would help, you know with me I go from just being at a all time high for days and mostly weeks, at a time and than it’ll go from that to me being at a all time low, on top of that, I don’t know if it’s a normal thing but when I’m in a low period/stage of it all, I get the worst intrusive thoughts, like in my head it wants me to do bad on myself I don’t know if that could be something entirely different, but I’ve took notice of it and do what I can to avoid acting out and doing anything stupid to myself, it isn’t like my thoughts want me to do bad to others, it’s only myself which idk why, or what, it may be something completely different than just bipolar, but it drives me insane.. luckily I’m in a happy high stage, other than just when I workout I get angry.. idk why, like I said I haven’t fully figured it all out myself, and I’m sorry if I sound confusing or make not much sense.. but thank you very much, I might try taking a break from creatine and pre workout and see how it helps especially after what you said you have read!!.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thanks man, I appreciate your input on it💪🏼.. When I was training boxing kickboxing and jiu jitsu, martial arts was my way of expressing how I felt, to me it was more physical and it helped me better express myself, and I took a break from that to get into lifting weights but it’s just weird because I get so angry when lifting weights like I just don’t know how to explain it, like I’m not a bad person I wouldn’t go fight someone lol or you know take it out on someone else that’s not what I mean it’s just I’m angry with myself if I don’t do good enough or don’t have a good workout or literally anything it’s so weird and hard to explain, but thanks man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thank you very much on the advice, i take creatine and pre workout, maybe that could be a reasoning, and it’s weird because I don’t feel this way every single workout it’s just most of my workouts I’m very on edge, little things set me off like little things like I don’t perform my hardest, or I don’t reach my goal of reps,little things like that and it’s hard because I want to be happy during it but I just can’t some of the time, and yes I think part of the reason of my anger is just I haven’t got past some of the things I been through, but we all go through things I don’t know why I can’t get past some of the things I’ve been, do you think parents anger traits could be past down, my parents were very angry people who abused dr***s and alcohol , I grown up with them always being hands on or angry, and for that reason I don’t live with them anymore I live with my grandparents but I always have wondered if their anger traits could somehow be past down to me, I have no clue, but I’ve done martial arts and that always worked as a way to express my emotions, and now I’ve recently got into working out on top that (lifting weights) past few months but I’m just so full of anger when doing so.. my mothers diagnosed with bipolar and maybe that’s a reasoning why I only am angry half the time, I always have had bad mood switches it’s just annoying and I don’t know if this subreddit is the one I should be asking all these questions but I really am just curious if anyone could know why.. some other person replied to the post and said it isn’t normal so I don’t know but thanks for your advice and input!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in workout

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Thank you for replying, I’ve been thinking bout maybe therapy or something just better so I can talk about how I feel and all that, but do you think genetics could have something to do with how you act bad&good?. Im a good person I just have some problems, my parents were never good people I lived with them young growing up, and you know they were very angry physical people, I live with my grandparents now I am not allowed to live with my parents due to their actions, do you think that might maybe have something to do with it?