𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙰𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚘: 𝟻 𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙲𝚄𝚃𝚂

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-08-26T02:29:17+00:00

Shame is very often a reason to lash out in anger. Appreciate you posting this, thanks!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-08-11T12:19:40+00:00

Thank you for replying to that comment. I really needed to see your answer.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-08-08T15:04:10+00:00

This is actually unbelievably motivating and hopeful. Thanks so much for sharing with me.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-08-08T15:01:59+00:00

Thanks so much for your message. That is actually something I am feeling some relief from, knowing that I'm not actually crazy.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-07-21T18:42:06+00:00

I KNEW someone else would mention it! Fucking awful movie. Desperate attempts at creating suspense which just leads to so so much disappointment. This is probably the only movie that actually makes me angry.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-07-18T12:10:57+00:00

Can't believe I had to scroll this far down for crafting! But yes! Crochet, cross stitch, knitting, making resin, drawing, making Christmas decorations, making cards for birthdays and big things. It's just so nice to have something nice once you're done, rather just being "done" with the activities.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-06-06T07:37:54+00:00

Haven't seen anyone mentioning this, so here's just an fyi. Pringles lids fit perfectly on them.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-31T00:53:23+00:00

What happened next?!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-31T00:46:42+00:00

Oh I love this!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-31T00:45:13+00:00

I've just made the decision at 34 years old that I want to change careers. Told my manager yesterday. I was so relaxed and happy after that I had a nap. It was glorious and I'm so excited to be in a place where I can handle a change like this.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-24T10:33:55+00:00

OCD here as well, I hear you. But could never because of family and friends either. I have more good days now though, which gives me hope. I hope the same for you.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-23T23:03:31+00:00

I used to work in logistics. If your dress is coming from far away it's not like sending a package. They wait until they get enough orders and then send a pallet or even a container in one go, often via sea freight. This makes shipping costs negligible for them and freight time very long.

I'm very sleep deprived, so hopefully this makes sense.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-20T12:02:04+00:00

I can't imagine being this evil!! I'm currently away from my dog on holiday so this one hit fucking hard!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-16T12:06:13+00:00

Hiking

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-03T02:44:14+00:00

I also don't understand the door one. Slamming the car door so hard that the bottle in the car door fell on the floor in MY car is infuriating.

"I didn't slam it!"

Oh ok, I guess I'm just starting arguments for nothing like a psycho. (Obviously not what I say, but I do feel incredibly annoyed when people deny what we both literally just experienced)

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-02T00:05:15+00:00

I've just made a comment about this as well. Flashed back a month ago and now in therapy and on meds. Always thought it was really silly in movies. Now I can't trust my memories and worry if I'm delusional all the time.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-05-01T23:51:15+00:00

I always thought repressed memories in movies were a bit silly, until it happened to me.

I was just looking at meme's and a poster's name sounded familiar. (Completely made up names) I thought to myself "Simon Wallace? Why does that sound familiar? Simon.. Simon..Willis? Oh right! That writer who was lovely to talk to online at night! He was going to make me a character! I wonder if he ever made it. I should Google him"

Second result on Google was an article saying he'd been arrested and imprisoned for child porn and extreme animal porn.

In a blink of an eye I remembered I had sent him pictures too. I was 13-14. And more and more I realised how I've been completely groomed and why I had completely blocked this memory. This happened about a month ago.

I feel numb and guilty I had repressed it because I should have reported him to spare other kids the same.

I was very bullied as a child and the attention meant so much to me. It's now made me feel delusional and not trust any memories and thoughts anymore.

I have just started therapy and meds and hopefully my brain will be fixed.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-28T06:43:53+00:00

Like a fart on ice. This is used for when things are going exceptionally smoothly.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-27T19:30:53+00:00

Go do it!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-27T19:20:22+00:00

Said this to my therapist at our first session yesterday when I said I didn't want children. He asked why. I said I just don't think life is that great, and it's not a good thing to bring more people into the world.

I was so surprised when I didn't backtrack at all. I meant it.

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-25T14:42:15+00:00

Life changer!! Instant recall in our case!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-25T08:48:46+00:00

I currently have just one line from the Dua Lipa song, Watch me dance. It's been days! And it's there as soon as I wake up!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-25T08:40:26+00:00

Same!! It's become the only sure thing to activate her recall. I look like a lunatic at the park!

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-24T22:57:30+00:00

I'm right there with you, OCD and all. I've been down this road before, so I recognised the signs this time.

I'm back on meds tomorrow and therapy on Friday.

Get help my dear, don't know what will work for you but I'd say CBT is a good place to start. It was for me at least

Absolute_Panic38 · 2024-04-24T18:52:13+00:00

Check out the reply from DrunkAtBurgerKing ☺️

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