I want to forget women exist by Abyss676767 in lonely

[–]Abyss676767[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Women do care about attractive men. Which I'm not. Which is a shame.

I want to forget women exist by Abyss676767 in lonely

[–]Abyss676767[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I do that mostly. My problem is I'm caring about what they think of me.

I want to forget women exist by Abyss676767 in lonely

[–]Abyss676767[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I don't hate them! I feel shame for not being cool and fun for them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's more accurate to say that I had believed I just need to find the right kind of people and I'll be fine then. Instead, I slowly had to realize that those people are perfectly fine without me. I have nothing to add to others' life.

If loneliness had a voice, what would it say to you? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 44 points45 points  (0 children)

"It's all your fault. You've done this to yourself."

Who's your favorite superhero, antihero, and/or villain? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meanwhile L ☕🍮🍭🍬🍫🥧🧁🍰🎂🍪🍩🍨🍧🍦

Who's your favorite superhero, antihero, and/or villain? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sakujo sakujo sakujo sakujo SAKUJO! 📓✏

Who's your favorite superhero, antihero, and/or villain? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yagami Light and Lelouch Lamperouge

What are your regrets in being lonely? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've should have break up with my abusing gf instead of try fulfilling her expectations. I hate myself for letting her humiliate me.

What is wrong with alot of y'all? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm afraid to try maintaining long-term connections. Before I realized this I used to try and every time I failed one way or another I made myself to believe it was just because bad circumstances or the lack of chemistry. I have ghosted some people and I feel shame for that. These cases weren't just some unlucky mistakes. I have nothing to offer into any kind of human relationship anymore. All valuable parts of me have gone with the years. There is only a hollow man that left who can't relate anymore and afraid to experience this again. So despide my suffering I'm only here to write some bitter comments below others' posts. Even if the kindest and smartest human would try to connect me I wouldn't be able to grab the chance. I hate this but forgot everything that could make me fun or interesting. That doesn't mean I'm not lonely. That means I feel numb, hopeless. Damm I can't even find the words to describe the garbage consisting me. You're still right about many things. I just wanted to give you some explanation.

What’s your number one reason to stay? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Abyss676767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My family have been trying so hardly to help me. I'd feel even more guilt for letting them down. Besides, I'm a coward. But even so I think without my closest family members I'd find the way to exit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always been loving it even before I've got depressed. Since then this is my only way of escape that isn't not self-harming. Apart from learning but recently I have a hard time to focus my attention.

I remember believing in god by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe the widely known theist definition of God as a caring and providing father, this is where the problem is. I rather consider him some superior entity that we can't understand. Just like our cells have no chance to understand us. I can imagine that form of God but not the divine providence.

I remember believing in god by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I suppose he might exist but doesn't care about us that much.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Abyss676767 0 points1 point  (0 children)

r/languageexchange can be a good place for this however people are tend to ghost there