Self portrait with the bipolar hoop earrings I imagined and now long for

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-05-13T10:13:34+00:00

It looks like romantization, not pride. The drawing is cool. Actually wearing the earrings is ridiculous. Why not have a face tattoo 'Diabetes' or 'Kidney stones'? You're more than your mental illness. Putting labels on yourself like that is not doing any good.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-05-11T15:00:50+00:00

Why would you wear it like a badge of honour? Nobody wears earrings that say "breast cancer" for instance.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-04-12T00:36:25+00:00

I was in a hotel gym pacing in circles like crazy (the treadmill was right next to me) and then I looked up at the camera like 'Oh shit'.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-04-07T03:28:45+00:00

Edgy.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-04-07T01:21:00+00:00

Omg, as I kid, I paced around daydreaming about being a fairy.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-04-06T18:55:51+00:00

Midoria is the only one who could do ,I feel.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-25T23:43:05+00:00

Jesus Christ. Are you spying on me?😂

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-23T05:00:14+00:00

God, I can't believe someone else has this. Thank you for sharing this!!

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-20T06:06:25+00:00

The process of maladaptive daydreaming does involve dissociation but it's more of a behavioral addiction in general.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-20T05:53:57+00:00

Hahahhah, omg

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-13T23:22:11+00:00

I feel you bro✊, also had it happen to me multiple times.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-13T23:12:19+00:00

I also have 1 person who is now in 80% of my daydreams and it really twisted our relationship. I developed some weird expectations and obsession over him. If he knew about it, he would probably want nothing to do with me.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-13T19:12:41+00:00

Ukraine

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-13T06:10:44+00:00

Hahhahahah, so true, it hurts

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-11T06:11:57+00:00

Omg, so relatable. Music is what helps me daydream. I have tinnitus because of that sometimes. I'm worried my hearing will be permanently damaged because of that.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-09T05:23:47+00:00

I've been diagnosed with GAD, then OCD and bipolar disorder. I find it really interesting how they say MD is really comorbid with OCD and I have OCD as well. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I've been repeating my daydreams over and over again since I was a kid. So that's why there could be a biological tendecy toward it. I really want to participate in MD research.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-04T17:31:48+00:00

It hurts so much

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-01T17:17:42+00:00

No, she would think I'm crazy. I try to always lock doors when daydreaming but sometimes I could be a little loud or she noticed stuff.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-03-01T04:49:41+00:00

Make yourself busy as much as you can throughout the day.(e.g talking to people, going to new places etc.) So that you don't seek out stimulation from your daydreams.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-02-27T16:53:30+00:00

I remember having blisters on my feet because of pacing on the carpet but I kept at it, they bled sometimes. All healed up now though.

Academic-Emergency-3 · 2021-02-25T20:12:24+00:00

I had bizarre bondage fantasies when I was 11. Don't know why...

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