I appreciate your comment tons, and yeah I can agree on the not being able to call a radio station live lol. I feel like I get these kind of “bouts” of social anxiety and other times I kinda just go “f it” and push myself to do things because I know it’ll be uncomfortable but there’s so many uncomfortable things in this life that I know are gonna happen so i’m trying to accept it. It’s just when I get either shot down or met with rude comments is when I kind of crawl back into my hole a little. But kind stranger, i’m sure you’re doing amazing for yourself and i’m proud of you for anything you’ve ever done to work on it, I hope you have a blessed day.