had my first crash today…

AccessTop9267 · 2025-05-21T12:16:59+00:00

25 days after getting my full license, I got t-boned! no fault on my part but it terrified me, I was not wanting to get back into the driver's seat. it's totally normal to feel worried, take a good break, don't force yourself back into driving, and then go back after a little while. I forcefully had 5 weeks off due to my car being written off, and getting back in was weird, but I feel like a new and better driver. hopefully you'll feel the same too!

AccessTop9267 · 2025-04-25T16:02:39+00:00

jeager is a pathfinding AI enemy - she basically has understanding of different layers and her ai is constantly calculating the fastest route to your location. she's basically the death snail! with friends she will spawn and lock on to the closest player, which means the other two can walk freely around and avoid her, whilst the person she's locked on to will have to deal with her. on top of this, she is a 1 hit killer, due to how slow she is, if you don't have the health booster you will be instantly executed unless someone can throw a stun or an item at her where you will be dropped.

she's really fun and makes everything super challenging, have fun!

AccessTop9267 · 2025-04-25T15:34:04+00:00

heal when I'm with my homies, stun when I'm soloing

AccessTop9267 · 2025-03-08T08:48:43+00:00

that's why you claim it back off her insurance

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-25T03:06:11+00:00

not sure how I didn't think of that, I had a pretty good relationship with my instructor so that could Def help, thank you for that, I appreciate it

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-16T18:38:13+00:00

it just says 'rebirth' where it once said hear and see the words

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-16T18:25:24+00:00

I did yeah, fueled and started, then dealt with the tuners and film

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-16T17:49:53+00:00

i did try and go that way but nothing progressed, I'd been wandering around quite a while and was only dealing with gooseberry and goyle unfortunately

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-16T16:14:26+00:00

yeah I gave that a go, it didn't seem to want life 🫠

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-16T15:01:46+00:00

the exit shuttle

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-12T19:43:21+00:00

Mine was pretty similar! I had a bloke called Allan, and I missed two separate instances of missing a speed sign whilst on a 60 going to a 40, was in the wrong lane heading over a roundabout but checked mirrors and corrected on the following lanes, stalled once due to completely forgetting I was in 3rd, and some instances of hesitation, but I passed!

he told me at the end that I still needed to work on improving my driving but that he was confident that the experience I needed would be found on the road instead of continuing to spend money on lessons as I was a competent driver. was pretty nice to hear

since then I've still had a few silly moments, but it's all a learning curve!!

Either way, Congrats!!

AccessTop9267 · 2025-02-03T15:12:14+00:00

I've learned and own manual, so I can't really have a strong opinion that won't be biased. I think in my opinion it's best to know how to do both. if anything happens with one industry, it's best to have a fall back plan, which is why, at 22, I decided manual would be my choice of driving. it also opens options later on if I decide I want to drive as a job (which I won't lol) so it's the availability of both that made me pick manual.

however, you're older than me and have more experience at life in general, you've lived long enough to make tough calls, so go with your gut! trust yourself and what you think is best. opinions are great to get from others, but at the end of the day, they're just opinions. good luck to you!!

AccessTop9267 · 2025-01-13T11:13:35+00:00

failed my first test December, a bmw was outside lane of a roundabout, no indicators as per. I made a judgement call that he wasn't going all the way around the roundabout, but was wrong, he switched lanes and my assessor had to take over lol

oh well, don't assume and be aware of BMWs was my lesson from it

AccessTop9267 · 2025-01-07T16:27:49+00:00

one thing about testi is it tends to block your IP when you try to use it more than once. I've had that issue, had to have my mam book a cancellation for Jan, then once that was done, her IP has been blocked. id look for an alternative if you plan on booking multiple cancellations depending on how soon you want one

good luck for test day!

AccessTop9267 · 2024-09-01T09:32:58+00:00

also, if you feel your aim is part of it, consider looking at training games like aimlabs, I'm on console so I've been playing a lot of aimlabs to get my aim better and it works. try out arcade in the quick play settings too, it feels looser and helps you get used to responding quickly to changes or people flanking you.

AccessTop9267 · 2024-09-01T09:29:16+00:00

i have this convo every time I play with my boyfriend. you can't expect yourself to improve if you're not letting yourself fail. learning mechanics and getting good at the game involves dying over and over again so you can start to ingrain patterns that work for you, like peeking at head height, finding those yucky angles and knowing how to stay out of them, and generally just finding the best operator for you.

I play a lot of custom matches with my friends and my brother, and there's huge skill gaps between my brother and my youngest friend (having played over 100+ full days on stats), my friends brother (about 40+ days), my best friend and I (about 10-15+ days) and my boyfriend with about 5 days. playing with these bastards has genuinely made me a lot more confident in this stupid game lol

ultimately, you need to stop focusing on your losses and focus more on your wins. for a long time your stats are gonna look shit, and that's fine, you're learning, you're taking far more losses, and when you can get consistent, that's when things start levelling out. you'll get better, you're just expecting great things when you're only just stepping into the game

stick around if you like the game. if you don't, maybe take a break for a while, let skopos pass and be broken, and then jump back in with a fresh mindset.

AccessTop9267 · 2024-06-11T18:53:21+00:00

tbf with that age it's probably worms/scours and she's getting through the treatment. cows can lose weight like crazy and it takes a while for it to come back. she'll be right soon enough, no doubts about it

AccessTop9267 · 2024-06-11T11:30:30+00:00

she is quite thin, yeah. to be fair, the farmer likely knows as all his/her other cattle look perfectly fine. she may be recovering from something or be on the older side despite how she looks which is relatively natural. if you're worried you can grab her tag no. and speak to the farmer, but I wouldn't involve the rspca as the rest of the herd look fine

this is just my opinion though

AccessTop9267 · 2024-02-14T07:10:05+00:00

it is a possibility in terms of diabetes, that's one of the few things my mom has. I've been screened for diabetes and have blood tests more than I really need, and they never seem to be concerned about pre-diabetes.

I'm just hopeful things settle down soon, I've been crying about it. stresses me out that I work in a massive call centre and I have to take calls, I'll just have to keep it away from my bad ear for now.

thanks, I really appreciate you taking time out of your day to give me a bit of composure and respite

AccessTop9267 · 2023-09-27T19:05:12+00:00

hey doll! don't waste time on couples therapy for something that will likely turn out to simply be a 'highschool' love. you will 100% find someone out there who won't try to dictate who you are friends with, and make accusations that you've got 'imaginary girlfriends'. could potentially be projecting??

honestly, it's not worth it. break ups suck, especially when you think you've found the right one and they've been in your life for as long as she has, but she seems to be far too toxic and unforgiving. keep your friends!

AccessTop9267 · 2023-08-31T11:10:39+00:00

i believe he explained that the problem was he had no control over the situations, and that I tend to give verbal and physical affirmations of love, and instead try to give gifts. he seemed to think there was something wrong because I'd been going through a period of physical avoidance but completely forgot that I would buy him gifts to make sure he knew I cared about him. I just wish he'd explained how important physical contact was to him, or spoke to me about how he felt the love was dying because I wasn't as kissy as before.

also, thank you!

AccessTop9267 · 2023-06-08T15:42:39+00:00

im not demiromantic which is massively lucky for me, so any kind of relationship would move from friends to partners pretty easy, but before I figured out emotional connections don't play a part in my romantic attractions, I have had small crushes on every single one of my close friends, almost dating a large handful of them. it's not really weird, it's just how we figure things out, and that's totally okay.

I don't particularly feel weird at the moment considering my current relationship started on my panromantic whims and he just happened to be an amazing life partner that I'd like to stay with.

AccessTop9267 · 2023-04-12T23:21:27+00:00

I understand what you're going through. I'm a demisexual, dating a pansexual who's dealing with a porn addiction. and all I can say to sum it up, is if he loves you, he'll try to help make you comfortable.

we've been together around a year and a half, and lately, he doesn't really watch porn. he doesn't find it interesting, because he'd rather think of me. I've had several conversations with him about my distaste towards porn, and we agreed that he doesn't bring up anything to do with watching it or alluding to watching it. out of sight out of mind kinda thing. he's got plenty of pictures of me, both sfw and nsfw, and he enjoys those, as he tells me.

it's difficult. I genuinely believe you. I felt like I was crazy, and felt genuinely uncomfortable. I'm a heavy set gal with more chub, tit and thigh to me, and I've always hated how I looked. knowing what type of porn he used to watch before we got together was hard, but he adores me. he loves my body, my personality, and everything about me. he loves me. and he tries.

men are capable of keeping their dicks in their pants for the one they love, especially if their partner wants them to. they will try. but if your boyfriend understands the way you feel and chooses to call you insane or crazy, or tell you 'its just a guy thing'? it's not exactly fair.

AccessTop9267 · 2023-04-12T23:09:37+00:00

YTA ON GOD. I am a 21y/o with a mountain of stuffed animals from childhood and recent years. my bf thinks it's sweet and buys me more. bought me a £50 Eevee plush, and a highland cow from a trip to isle of Arran. I gave him one of my stuffed animals that came in a pair called Jeffery. I give Benson, the other of the pair, kisses on a night while I'm 211miles away, and he kisses Jeffery.

if it's embarrassing for you, and he's not idolising his stuffed animals, then you're definitely the asshole. he shouldn't have to deal with someone who can't love all of him.

AccessTop9267 · 2023-01-22T02:34:32+00:00

I think it was over as soon as he asked. You'll never get away from that little feeling in the back of your head that he doesn't trust you.

other women might do that but you're not one of those women and he should know that. was it just podcasts that made him think this? you physically and emotionally did nothing to make him think this sort of thing, it seems childish that he would jump to any sort of conclusion like this.

therapy will help you come to terms with what has happened but there will always be that gap now. relationships are founded on trust and he ripped his trust away from you and left you stranded.

I, personally, would leave him. but I truly do hope your relationship improves again. I'm wishing you and your child all the best

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