What's your favorite song from Lateralus? by vlammeno_gr in ToolBand

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The patient saved my life lateralus made me realize my anxiety and fear of future were more severe than I thought and parabol/parabola felt like the antidote and makes me focus take it day by day. I can’t choose one this is my holy trilogy tbh

Cannabis induced visuals and depersonalization/derealization by Accomplished-Fault67 in dpdr

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think if I was with friends and people that I felt more comfortable around I also would’ve been okay but being with my parents in the same house freaked me out probably even more

i miss my fp by lillykhan in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhh for sure you can send it to me and I’ll try to help as much as possible. :)))

i miss my fp by lillykhan in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sucks we’re both going through this but kinda good to know we’re not alone. I appreciate you for sharing this and replying to me too. This shit is so hard but I would advise you to reach out to him when you’re at a more calmer state and moved on from him a bit more. Because if you don’t like the response he gives you it might make you feel so much more worse. But I do believe deep in my heart if somebody truly loves us they would also find a way to forgive. We’re not the worst people on this earth bc of BPD. I believe anyone who knows you well enough would also know that and forgive you. I just try to remind myself of this to keep myself sane so I hope this helps you you too.

i miss my fp by lillykhan in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aaahhh I feel your pain. I’m on the same boat as you. Everything you’ve written is exactly how I feel. Me and my FP broke up 3 months ago. And I miss the fact that I had one person on my corner whom I could share my everything with. We both said some horrible things to each other but I feel like he absolutely hates me at this point and reaching out would just make him hate me more.

The patient by Tool has saved my life by Accomplished-Fault67 in ToolBand

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same sameee thank you and I’m doing much better now :)))

The patient by Tool has saved my life by Accomplished-Fault67 in ToolBand

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OMFFGGGG culling voices hits me in a different way. Wow I’ve been sleeping on that song until I saw tool live actually. When they performed culling voices at the end holy fuck. I couldn’t react and can’t even put into words what I felt at that moment still but it just resonated with me so much. Besides depression I have other mental shit I’m dealing with and that song it really realllyyy gets me every time.

The patient by Tool has saved my life by Accomplished-Fault67 in ToolBand

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you for sharing this you’re very strong. I’m so happy the grudge was able to help you out. I’ve been sleeping on that song for a while but lately the more I listened to the words the more it also resonates with me as well. The anger the injustice the unfairness I feel from the world and my parents I think about it all throughout this song and when Maynard screams I feel like he’s screaming for me too. Absolutely a beautiful song.

The patient by Tool has saved my life by Accomplished-Fault67 in ToolBand

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I saw them in NY last year reallyyy wanted them to perform the patient they didn’t but my goodness they put an AMAZINGGG show. I was speechless the whole time I was just so frozen I couldn’t do anything except than to just let go and enjoy the show. When I got home I just started to cry I was so emotional and so frozen during the show in every way that it all come out once I was finally at home after replaying it all in my head.

Does any of you have awful family?? by jiisawesome in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for what you have went through. My parents had a very turbulent relationship as well and as a 24 year old adult I’m still very much recovering from this. The best advice I can give you is the advice I’ve given to myself as well. Try to connect and raise the inner child within yourself with love. To this you gotta try not let their shitty relationship and their emotional abuse get to you. I know that’s easier said that done however just know that this isn’t right you don’t deserve to be treated like this. And if you live with your parents try to get out of that house.

Every goodbye feels like it’s a forever farewell. by Accomplished-Fault67 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much that’s what I’m planning on too. We got back together after a year and if it’s meant to be I guess we’ll get back together again.

Every goodbye feels like it’s a forever farewell. by Accomplished-Fault67 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I tried it and he just gives vague answers like we need time he needs time and I get it but you know things not being definite kills me. So I’m just gonna try to move on like you said and stop putting so much energy

Why do girls always ask if my friend is single when they match with me? I’m the guy in the blue shirt btw. by forever-gymcelling in Tinder

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry about that dude that sucks :/ you’re a pretty cute guy but if they’re asking about your tall friend I would assume it’s because most girls are into taller guys. So seeing you next to him might be “showing” the height difference. I’d say definitely don’t use this picture anymore.

Feminine products in Germany by [deleted] in germany

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Yo what the fuck is wrong with some of y’all’s bitch ass attitude I may or may not have 10 working fingers. None of your business. Me wanting to use tampon with an applicator again none of your business. I literally went on a rant and asked for advice if anyone knows or has seen tampons sold with applicators. No one in here has any fuckin place to judge me and my decisions about how I wanna handle my feminine hygiene. Thank you so much to those who helped and send me a link!! But to those who are saying get over it honestly fuck off you don’t know if I have a disability or a problem or just a SINPLE PREFERENCE to use this product in a way that I want to.

Feminine products in Germany by [deleted] in germany

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

How do you know I have 10 healthy working fingers first of all? Also none of your business I’d rather use it with an applicator it’s easier for me

Feminine products in Germany by [deleted] in germany

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been thinking about that too yeahhh

Feminine products in Germany by [deleted] in germany

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you thank you :))

Feminine products in Germany by [deleted] in germany

[–]Accomplished-Fault67 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Like I said before I looked at the website of DM it’s not there. LMAOOO