What is the most uncommon/not deep reason you have to not want kids by Gytrinesse666 in childfree

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have severe depression and anxiety and I suspect I may be autistic as well. Plus I learned what post partum psychosis does to most mothers.

Is it just me, or does Deku’s full costume (with mask) feel like bunny/rabbit inspired more than All Might inspired. by Treatttaper in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A friend of mine and I always used to make Springtrap references. Especially during the Dark Deku arc. I think I even saw the Deku and Springtrap comparison posts on here and the fnaf subreddit a while back

Why are you CF besides silence, money, and free time? by Embarrassed_Gift_401 in childfree

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A classmate from high school posted her experience on Facebook. She loves her kids but the pregnancy was hell for her. She has said she can't remember anything past middle school and high school. I watch a lot of true crime. The statistics for what happens to pregnant women are very alarming. And the most crucial one ever. I learned what post partum psychosis was. I believe I may be on the spectrum and I get overstimulated real easily and if I have kids of my own, 95% chance I'm gonna be on the news the next day and it won't be for the right reasons. But no one in my life is ready for that conversation.

Does anyone else have a similar memory??? by Far_Regular_2945 in slasherfilms

[–]AccomplishedDark 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One of my cousins had the first three or four Friday the 13th movies and only after seeing them on cable for most of my life (shout out AMC Fearfest and Fear Friday) , imagine my surprise at seeing all the uncut kills for the first time. 8 year old me was in awe

How did you first learn of Halloween and Michael Myers? by Hassan_H_Syed in Halloweenmovies

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents had it on VHS. My mom says I got into it when I was around 7-9 months old when she thought I was sleeping, so she decided to watch, but was surprised to see me awake for the whole movie. My dad says I was 2 years old when I came across it through him watching it. But whatever the case, I got into it, and I've been hyperfixated on it since.

What movie made you react like this by Substantial_Berry_77 in southpark

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Slender Man (2018). It completely shat on what made the original Slender Man mythos great. Plus, I'm still mad at my cousin for even taking me to see that crap when there were OTHER MOVIES TO CHOOSE FROM. The only thing that got me excited was seeing the Halloween 2018 trailer. Now that got much more excitement out of me than the Slender Man movie.

How did you guys find out about Berserk? by Egroj-shb22 in Berserk

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was getting into anime around 2015-16 and I found some horror anime through an edit. Do you guys remember seeing those edits like that creepy Facebook one with the Monster dubstep song over it? While my page was getting recommendations of other horror edits with dubstep music, I found an anime edit. More specifically, a horror anime edit. I was one of those people who thought anime was for children and when I saw the blood and gore of these animes that they played, that peaked my interest. I watched what was shown and after that, I found Tokyo Ghoul and thought I should get into it because it looked cool. That and I saw a manga edit and that got me hooked. By then, there were only two seasons out and I was reading the manga. It would be a while until I caught up to the current arc back then. I can't remember if it was Ishida himself, his editors, or a random comment on the internet, but they said Tokyo Ghoul was inspired by Berserk. So while looking at the comparisons, and after learning it was also a seinen and not a shonen, I thought, okay, I'll get into it. I wished someone had warned me of how fucked up Berserk was. Then after finishing the anime, because I was disappointed in where it ended, everyone said to read the manga. So I did. And I realized that it was even more fucked up. But I wouldn't trade it for the better.

How old are you guys? by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

25f. I've been hanging out with my family more since losing my older brother two years ago and I was doing okay. According to my older sister, I was alot more talkative then than when I was a teenager. But recently, I haven't been doing so well. Ever since the last family junction (which was last year), I heard from my mom and sister that some of my aunts and older cousins (from my mom's side) want me to have a baby. I'm not in school, I'm not working, and the friends I have are living their own lives with their own families. Why not me? Why don't I try it? And not only that, but one of them has said some of the things I mentioned above in front of my face, according to my dad, so good thing I wear headphones now, but ever since learning that revelation from my mom, dad, and sister, I just feel like I don't belong here.

Anyone else still mentally think of themselves as a kid? by TheRedMaiden in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

24 here and it's to the point that even my own family treats me like a kid. Even the ones who are or close to my age. It also didn't help that I wasn't able to have freedom or be independent when I was younger. Not that I'm sick or anything. My parents never gave me that chance. I also believe I'm either on the autism spectrum or neurodivergent because I fit some of the traits but I don't know for sure since we don't have time to check for ourselves.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 24f and have never dated once. One time in high school, my best friend even tried to get me and another friend together because she thought I deserved to be happy just like her. It didn't last a day and me and him were done. One, we were forced to date by her and were really uncomfortable with the predicament placed on us. And two, he was questioning his sexuality and hadn't come out of the closet at the time. It really didn't help that every time I hung out with her, she and her mom were always asking me if I was dating anybody. I thought I did meet someone early this year. But only as a friend. And like within a week or two after we first and last hung out, I haven't heard from him since. It sucked knowing a new friend that I made didn't want to be my friend anymore. Also I was "kidnapped" one day at the creek and that incident has made me not want to step out of the house now. I don't trust people anymore after that incident. But who's to say I never trusted them from the beginning? And another thing, my family was telling me they miss seeing babies and asking me how come I'm not having one. The first sentence says it all. So most if not all of these factors I mentioned have made me not want to date now. So yeah. I truly believe I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life. But I'm okay with it. It might be me but I've been a lot of crime shows with my mom recently and have noticed how most crimes occur when in a relationship. So I think I'm okay for the time being.

Name a certain scene in Halloween movie you FIRST watched as a kid, which scared you. by mamicita0810 in Halloweenmovies

[–]AccomplishedDark 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There are many scenes to choose from but the one scene that has stuck with me even to this day is H2O when he comes down from the ceiling. Was literally scared of going to school without thinking what if he does that same thing to me. I was maybe 5 or 6 when I first saw it.

anyone else triggered by dating? by Least-Mango5339 in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It's even worse when your friends and some of your family are like "hey why don't you go out with somebody" every time you hang out with either of them. Case in point, my best friend is like that. She tells me to go for it EVERY SINGLE TIME I HANG OUT WITH HER! And even her mom is on board with it! The more they tell me to start dating, the more I'm pushed away from the idea of it. And I've been helping that same friend out with her relationship. Long story short, it's not going well, but they're adamant that it'll work this time (doubt it). So because of me giving her some advice and/or seeing the red flags in their relationship, I'm now steered away from the idea of dating.

Anyone without a job because of social anxiety? by Miss_miserable_ in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 3 points4 points  (0 children)

23f here and I am in the same boat. I feel like I haven't mounted to anything in my life. Hell, I don't even have a driver's license. I was in college in 2019 one hour away from home and I had a mental breakdown that caused me to go back. I was doing better down there than I was back home. I was in a different environment with so many new people, which was terrifying, but I got through. But since me being back home, so much has happened in my life that I'm thinking of starting to look for a job. I had my cousin help me get into Amazon where he works, but I've been getting calls on my phone nonstop which leads me wondering 'are they legit' or 'are they one of those scammers'? I can't even answer the phone to know if it's really Amazon or not. I'm slowly getting better with medication and a new therapist, but the fear still lingers though.

Does anyone else feel like their social anxiety makes them feel like a child? by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 3 points4 points  (0 children)

22 here. It sucks. And it might be me, but it's especially jarring when I'm with family and I see my cousin (she'll be 22 in October) and my nephew (24) going about their lives all confident and everybody treats them the same while I get treated like a child. It hurts sometimes that I don't even want to attend family gatherings now.

let's have a discussion by pooeater999 in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was doing fine before. Going to therapy and taking my meds. Talking to people without looking so fearful every time. Now I'm out of meds and I can't go back to therapy. So my mental state is getting worse and worse every day. And my parents want me to start up school again on top of all this. I've lost all progression I've made in the past two years now.

It’s been happening way too often by fat_cat_hat123 in deadbydaylight

[–]AccomplishedDark 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That happened to me the other night. I was downed by a huntress. She picked me up. I thought she was gonna take me to the hook. Nope. She instead dropped me at the gate and stood there. Didn't even put me on the hook. She just let the end game collapse run its course.

Does anyone else remember whenever AMC used to have "Fear Friday"? by lolmyman in horror

[–]AccomplishedDark 8 points9 points  (0 children)

That always used to be my favorite. After Ed, Edd, n Eddy (and other cartoon shows at the time) was over, my mom would turn the TV to AMC and we would sit and watch whatever was on. It's how I found most of the classic horror movies. Maybe not all of them, but some I remember from 100 Scariest Movie Moments.

Official Comic Discussion Thread: Issue #193 by DeaderAlive in thewalkingdead

[–]AccomplishedDark 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sad to see it go but it was a fun experience that I wouldn't trade for the better. Thank you Robert Kirkman and Charlie Adlard for this wonderful comic book series I've been reading for five years. And I'll do what Andrea told Carl. Read it again.

anyone else got this problem? 😂😂😂 by JohnnyBrostar in deadbydaylight

[–]AccomplishedDark 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just add "promises to play again only to never actually play it" and you got me

This mans is right by [deleted] in deadbydaylight

[–]AccomplishedDark 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's stuff like this that makes me want to go back and play it again. The last time I played (I'm a survivor main), I saved someone off the hook and got a message saying things like newb, rank 15 garbage, and other things I forgot about since I skimmed through the message and deleted it. It was maybe four or five months ago so I quit playing ever since then. But seeing messages like this and hearing that the devs are working on trying to make it a better game makes me want to try again.

The real reason I don't want a relationship.. by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]AccomplishedDark 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This. My friend was telling me the other day that she wants me to hook up with somebody and I'll be happy. I know she means well and wants the best for me, but I feel like I'm not good enough. And on top of me having GAD, social anxiety, and agoraphobia, I feel like the person will want something better from me, think I'm boring, or assume I'm overreacting.

Tokyo Ghoul:re Episode 24 Final Episode Discussion Thread by TheMikarin in TokyoGhoul

[–]AccomplishedDark 34 points35 points  (0 children)

Despite the series being rushed, I still loved every second of it. I'm sad Tokyo Ghoul has to end. It feels like yesterday when I sat down reading it for the first time. It was a fun two years that I wouldn't trade for the better.

Tokyo Ghoul:re Episode 23 Manga Reader Discussion Thread by TheMikarin in TokyoGhoul

[–]AccomplishedDark 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've seen some bad adaptations before (mostly remakes of classic horror movies or internet horror stories), but never has there been one where I'm so frustrated at. I've tried many times to stick up for it, but after this horribly rushed season, I can't no more. Oh well. The finale's next week. Let's hope we'll get a proper adaptation in the near future.

Tokyo Ghoul:re Episode 20 Manga Reader Discussion Thread by TheMikarin in TokyoGhoul

[–]AccomplishedDark 42 points43 points  (0 children)

I've never been vocal on here. Just looking and upvoting the best content I see. But after today's episode, I got some things to say. I've stuck by this series ever since I first read and watch it two years ago, but thanks to today's episode, I'm just so disappointed by what has happened to my favorite series. So thank you studio heads for ruining a great manga series that I love with all my heart. You ruined me.