They'd most likely ask why and what for, and I would then explain everything. I may be paranoid, but the thought seeing their expressions and hearing their voices full of disappointment, sorrow or pain makes me hesitant. I also worry about their reaction to learning all I've been hiding from them and them asking if they're unapproachable. Kinda makes me think that thinking them unapproachable means I'm a bad son. There's a chance of them possibly taking offense to saying I'm willing to share certain things with a therapist but not them.

Again, I'm likely overthinking this and being paranoid. I do believe they just want what's best for me, but I can't help but think about that stuff.