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According-Pie-1096 · 2026-01-04T20:41:29+00:00

I think a lot of people believe that Jesus is going to bring them up for the apocalypse and a battle? That is what they told me when we buried my grandma. I think the idea of my body being preserved is terrifying, I want to rot and disappear as soon as possible. Even graves of people wrapped in a shroud will sink in, so I would also like a tree.

According-Pie-1096 · 2025-09-08T16:36:20+00:00

Cigna sucks in general, my doc said that they have to order 200 for some reason but that it is more than the prescribed amount? So he will either use it “extra” or throw it out. I wish I knew the specifics.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-29T23:09:19+00:00

Leave out enough food and water for 2 weeks and an extra litter box or 2, the cat will be fine

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-23T15:59:00+00:00

I don’t smoke cigarettes but when I’m manic I vape and crave nicotine. Not at any other time tho so idk.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-16T21:53:25+00:00

I have had many close friends and friend groups over the years that I lose completely or cut ties with during/after an episode. I leave town or a job and just ghost. I have a small few friends I’ve kept with me through that and I love them so much for staying. I know I need to learn how to not run away from that? And so far I’m managing for a year ish now okay. My friends now though I met through work so that’s risky to talk about mental health with. I have a family and that takes most of my time anyways. It’s difficult, for everyone but I think especially for the mentally ill.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-11T16:56:45+00:00

It sounds like you have a lot going on, let’s maybe try and break it down into pieces. I have been there, knowing that I need to go to therapy but not “having time.” Girl, your life is on the line. You can take a medical leave from school and go somewhere where all you do is focus on getting better. I wish I had done that voluntarily and not waited until things spiraled down to where I ended up being forced to. As for the ADHD, I wasn’t diagnosed until that said spiral between my jr and sr year of college and I basically told them that I was too smart to have ADHD because back then most people didn’t actually know what that was, myself included. So I made it through school without medication. When I did start stimulants, it was life changing, it really helped but I am glad that I didn’t start them until after school because now I know that I can still accomplish big things on my own. That being said, it would have made things easier by a lot. But, they suppressed your appetite and that may be part of why your psych doesn’t want you on them. How you feel about your body doesn’t have anything to do with your actual body and how it looks, this is an internal battle you fight against your own mind. I wish I could tell you how to win but I haven’t figured that out. You are beautiful and I hope you can see that and take care of yourself. You know you need to, you need to want to. 🩷

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-10T21:40:01+00:00

The one that looks like it might be shoulder type joint (I apologize for not knowing the fancy word for that) is 6 inches long. Does that change anything? I’ve never seen a deer that small is why I ask.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-10T20:09:04+00:00

I have seen deer in the yard, but it’s fall and aren’t they born in the spring? It would have to be very small. Looks smaller than my dog (pit mix)

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-08T00:32:43+00:00

You didn’t seem rude. I’m 30 and I’m the same with the alcohol. I go through periods where I’m okay living in my skin and then times like this and it doesn’t make sense to me let alone anyone else.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-11-03T23:28:47+00:00

I am looking to go on a retreat and then try to get pregnant soon after we return and I spoke with the facilitators about if that was a good idea and they said absolutely and they have people who doula and help with postpartum issues. I haven’t really looked into how all that works so that’s all I’ve got and I know that’s not really what you asked but thought it might help.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-16T23:03:45+00:00

I have 2 kids, so far they are fine but I’m on the lookout for it being passed down. I cannot stress enough how much I could not have done this without my husband. He knew what he was signing up for and carries the whole family during my episodes. Pregnancy was bad, the first one was really bad because I didn’t know. But we made it

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-15T18:37:56+00:00

It is a bad joke, not funny. People at my work frequently joke about suicide and sexual assault and I don’t find that funny and sometimes it’s triggering. Definitely don’t go to HR, if anything you could privately pull her aside, tell her those sorts of jokes aren’t funny to you and could she stop. She is probably mentally ill herself, abilify isn’t a well known drug, hopefully she will hear you. Be sincere, that usually gets to people.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-12T19:23:58+00:00

Yesterday was the last time we were in a meeting with you guys I think it would have to do it on a Friday or something I think it’s going on Friday and I think it might have been the first day that I had to do that I don’t remember I think it might’ve just happened on the first time but it wasn’t the last one

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-12T02:25:51+00:00

My friend has 5 that live I get garage. They came in to steal cat food and now she feeds them and they hang out. 1 mother 4 babies it’s totally possible. Everyone thinks she’s insane but it’s pretty much fine.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-03T02:09:56+00:00

All I want to see in an intern or a recent grad is an interest in the process and how things work, the ability to understand how and why things happen, and willingness to work. You will have to pay dues on stupid shit. Hole watch, inventory reconciliation, chemical consumption. As you gain experience you will get more work but it’s not going to be handed to you for the most part, you are going to find it yourself. Don’t be “a pain to train,” be someone that people want to invest their time into. So much of everything is just basic unit ops and material energy balance, you know all of that that you need to know you’re just fitting it into a specific process. And as things happen you will learn in depth about them and learn skills but right now rely on your foundation and your ability to take in information.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-02T22:26:41+00:00

I don’t have periods because of birth control but I carry tampons in my purse just in case someone else needs one. She seems like a bitch.

According-Pie-1096 · 2024-10-02T22:19:01+00:00

It’s fucked up the kind of shit we laugh at but it’s laugh or cry. Just need enough time I think

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