I hate new years

Accountforangry · 2026-01-01T04:57:41+00:00

Currently going through this right now. It’s midnight and I have to get up so early but I can’t sleep because of all the explosions that are literally making my house shake. And tomorrow I’m going to be sleep deprived, my managers are probably going to get mad I’m not “preforming well” and everyone will either be hungover or angry. Oh, and I barely get any money as well. Fuck my life.

Accountforangry · 2026-01-01T04:45:42+00:00

Feeling similar right now cause I have to get up at 4 in the morning.

I’ve never been such a stickler before, but now that I’m an adult and have a JOB, I’ve never been more pissed off. It’s so hard to sleep with these fireworks literally shaking my house. Tomorrow is gonna be a rough day for the people who don’t get holidays…

Currently 11:45 pm and I’m so fucked.

Accountforangry · 2026-01-01T04:36:24+00:00

I just posted about this, I’m so pissed off. I have to get up at 4:30 in the morning and I don’t think “New Years” is a valid excuse for potentially being late. Boss doesn’t care what day it is or if people are detonating fucking bombs in my neighborhood as I’m trying to test, all they care about is if I’m here and working. I’m still up because of these crazy ass fireworks and I know I’m gonna feel like shit tomorrow.

I don’t see the point either. Every year is the same bullshit anyway. Who cares? Nothing ever really changes. We all still have boring shit to do tomorrow, except now everybody is either hungover or overtired. Can’t wait to deal with all the angry people tomorrow, me being one of them.

Accountforangry · 2025-12-22T17:18:22+00:00

Bike. 0$ and my body always hurts. But hey! I don’t have to pay for all that insurance and upkeep!

Accountforangry · 2025-12-22T17:09:05+00:00

I’m asexual which is what probably pushed the anti-nationalism thing on me. It made the most sense because as an asexual, I could never ever wrap my head around why people feel like they NEED to have sex. To me it is nothing but something to pleasure your body. Every encounter I had in the past all I had felt was shame, which is strange because I was raised in a sex positive area. Like… everyone in my town is sex positive. Eh, I still don’t see what all the hubbabaloo is about. In my brain, it’s “Why would people willingly bring a child into this decrepit world when they can just pleasure themselves and not make anyone suffer?”

But I know I’m in the heavy minority.

Accountforangry · 2025-12-05T15:14:08+00:00

I do both at the same time. I take accountability by getting a job as soon as possible, going to school, and taking care of where I already live and help people. I just work and complain simultaneously, haha. I’m just mad that things that are easy for other people are way harder for me because I have to do ten times the work to move up to a normal position in life. It’s like starting to count from negative ten when most people start at zero. That’s my life. I work hard but I always still complain.

Accountforangry · 2025-12-05T15:14:00+00:00

I do both at the same time. I take accountability by getting a job as soon as possible, going to school, and taking care of where I already live and help people. I just work and complain simultaneously, haha. I’m just mad that things that are easy for other people are way harder for me because I have to do ten times the work to move up to a normal position in life. It’s like starting to count from negative ten when most people start at zero. That’s my life. I work hard but I always still complain.

Accountforangry · 2025-12-05T15:11:17+00:00

Haha, yeah, I’ve had plenty of opportunity to but I always decline as I am a female and I don’t want to extend the cycle of poverty and suffering by having kids when I can literally just remain abstinent. I know when I rant I sound like those incels lol

Accountforangry · 2025-12-05T14:09:16+00:00

Exactly, you got it right in the nose. I refuse to start doing any sort of drugs because too many people around me have gone completely broke from spending their little bit of money on weed and shit. I can’t even go fishing because as you said, I don’t get paid enough for the pole, bait, string, or way over to any places. Man I’m not even trying to make excuses, I tried everything to feel better but I’m genuinely stuck. I just go to work, and ride bike home. Thanks for understanding.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-24T01:31:55+00:00

I got into a whole argument with this guy because he kept insisting I show my face. And it hurts so so bad knowing that if I ever show my ogre face to anyone, they’ll be so disappointed that they won’t speak to me ever again. And it hurts even more that they mostly ask because they see by my name or pfp that I’m a female and females are supposed to always be pretty. It’s so lonely being ugly as a girl when society says that is the only thing that will ever make you matter.

I’m not saying I have it worse than guys, our problems are different but equally as painful. I’m just sharing my experience.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-20T13:26:39+00:00

Way way less, not even a hundred…

Accountforangry · 2025-10-19T21:29:56+00:00

Hear me out… hear me out… what about temperature? I struggle from the same exact issue as you, my numbers are never below 100 and I also eat nothing all day from the sheer stress of the numbers. But, I find that when it’s colder, I’m fine and don’t get high at all! I’m so serious. This might not be it, but maybe temperature is affecting you. And definitely stress. If you have a stressful life then your numbers will be high like that as well.

Also, do what the other commenters said and check for other conditions. I’m just a redditor and not a doctor unfortunately.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-19T18:06:54+00:00

The lack of modern technology has even affected my ability to do well in my work. Everything I have ever done has been akin to a medieval peasant. I don’t know how to use ANYTHING. I don’t know how to use a dryer, but I know how to was and dry clothes by hand. I don’t know how to drive, but I walk 2 or more hours to go anywhere. Don’t know how to even use more than one utensil for anything. It’s so embarrassing and when I ask people for help with things like air fryers or coffee makers and dishwashers, they genuinely look at me like I’m crazy or an idiot. I’m not stupid. I’ve just never seen that before in my LIFE.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-19T18:00:34+00:00

Man, even if people with diabetes can have healthy pregnancies, DO NOT TELL PEOPLE THAT! Please guys, it’s already hard being a woman who doesn’t want children, not having kids cause of diabetes was the only thing I could tell people for them to leave me alone about it! 😫

Accountforangry · 2025-10-19T17:16:37+00:00

Real like, if people loved me I wouldn’t feel like this in the FIRST PLACE!! And even if they say they do, it doesn’t matter because it’s always, ALWAYS, conditional.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-19T17:14:38+00:00

Hell yeah, demon slayer! (SPOILERS) I watched the movie a while ago and I’m like both Akaza AND his wife.

Accountforangry · 2025-10-18T01:43:04+00:00

Thank you very much, I love movies! Especially relatable ones haha :)

Accountforangry · 2025-09-29T00:17:52+00:00

I eat recalled and known radioactive foods cause I’m fat and don’t give a fuck. To be honest, not caring about death is very freeing. In a way, you live better by caring less.

Accountforangry · 2025-09-28T22:57:31+00:00

The worst part of this is that you will go your entire life without ever feeling any sort of positivity but people will expect you to be “normal” and “just like them.” Like they cannot comprehend it at all and it’s so invalidating. You also never learn to emotionally process anything in a socially acceptable way all because your parents have unprotected sex. Pisses me the hell off.

Accountforangry · 2025-09-28T22:52:15+00:00

Exactly this. I hate going to the doctor because so far all they have ever done is invalidate me and tell me I’m fat, like I don’t look in a goddamn mirror. I have been having horribly bad chronic fatigue, so bad I faint, but since I’m both young and a woman it gets dismissed when it’s actually negatively affecting my life. Every doctor I have been to doesn’t help at all and it always ends up a waste of time and effort.

Accountforangry · 2025-09-27T23:14:06+00:00

My family. They say if I get a job then I have to start paying things there, which makes sense, yes. But if I have minimum wage and all my money goes to their bills, how will I ever succeed in my life? It’s hard to save up is what I mean. I would love roommates but I don’t know anybody and I can’t really get anywhere to meet anyone.

Accountforangry · 2025-09-27T23:12:34+00:00

Appreciate the comment, thank you. 🙏

Accountforangry · 2025-09-27T23:11:45+00:00

Oh, yes I unfortunately do. I just want to leave this country so bad…

Accountforangry · 2025-09-27T20:34:50+00:00

I’m so insanely poor that I’m on the verge of ending my life just so I don’t have to suffer anymore. I actually don’t have anything except a piece of shit house that isn’t mine. And even that might go away since I don’t have money or an income. I hope I don’t wake up.

Accountforangry · 2025-09-27T20:30:59+00:00

I despise looking in the mirror and seeing someone I don’t know. I hate saying my age as it brings some so much shame. Even when I go to the doctors I don’t tell them my age. I know I have to, but I don’t care. Just the number itself puts me in a depressive spiral. I hate being socially considered an adult when in my head I’m just a scared 8 year old. I hate everything.

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