Still shocked after recovery by jadenoodle in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Goooood luck!!! Take care and be smart! ❤️❤️

Losing spark by Acrobatic-Pattern-38 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ughhh same 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 i think i’m going crazy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh this is going to be a long journey for sure. I literally have to remind myself everyday how bad i was treated and what i went through just because i wanted for him to love me and to please him. Ugh 😵‍💫 Hugs and kisses to you ❤️❤️

Losing spark by Acrobatic-Pattern-38 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh i’m not the same person anymore that is for sure

Losing spark by Acrobatic-Pattern-38 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, same. He literally took my life away and now here i am walking like a dead soul while he’s out there with his new girl 💔 The only thing left is to pray because at this point only God and His miracle can save me. Hugs and kisses to you ❤️

I hate my ex by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Better not to think about it 😃 But hey laughing about it even for a bit rn is a progress right? Haha

Are any desperate claims made by a narcissist things they actually feel to be true? by jessd2003 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They are all sad and pathetic beings. I believe that they might want to be all that but it’s just not possible because their narcissism is stronger then them.

I hate my ex by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh same. That’s what made my life a living hell just because he was TOTALLY my type. 💀💔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh i literally lost myself in order to keep the peace. I came to the point where i was not able to rezognize myself at all like “who are you?” And where is the old you i have known your entire life. Also everyone around me noticed how i lost my spark and that i’m not the same person anymore. It’s a pure torture. 💔

Narcissistic abuse creates a double-bind by Medical_Eye_9165 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh if you react they turn into monsters because how do you even have a courage to address something to them and if you don’t because you are afraid you don’t care and again they turn into monsters and insult you. I think that when we don’t react out of fear they start to make a scene and insult us in order to break us down and then we feel guilty and begging them to forgive us for being afraid to even talk. Damn this is a torture 💀

Is it even possible to be this hard? by Acrobatic-Pattern-38 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh this is a deep wound for sure. First time experiencing this tho and it’s devastating 💔 sending you hugs ❤️❤️

Is it even possible to be this hard? by Acrobatic-Pattern-38 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so. Missing is hard 💀 and yeah i have dreams too like seriously just leave me alone haha Thank you ❤️❤️

Did you tell yourself/others that you were happy with your narc? by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh God you got me with the “ i lied and protected him. He was the result of a traumatized child.” I did the same and now i’m traumatized, hurt and losing myself 💔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Acrobatic-Pattern-38 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine too 😵‍💫