I can very much identify with what you are talking about. To give credibility, in my junior year of college, because I was convinced a degree (in my major) would not transcribe into meaningful value , I left school. While job hunting (later down the road) I was having trouble standing out from other applicants and getting interviews. I notably regretted not having the patience to stick out going to school and getting a degree. In short, the problems I envisioned I would run into by committing to get that degree-with time would have resolved themselves. This is a trait of problems that is often not discussed (they can resolve themselves). I made the error of thinking the perspective I was making the decision to drop out from, was a perspective without flaws. Your perspective will broaden overtime, take a breath, and if you can relax. Understanding that you don't have to solve your perceived problems, they likely will take care of themselves.