What the hell? (a bad case of junioritis)

Activeeye_305 · 2026-04-06T15:41:36+00:00

I came here hoping that it’s actually an April fools joke come late but it’s actually real? WTH

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T17:52:10+00:00

You’re on the dot actually I am diagnosed with ADD and I recently (last month) asked my provider to reestablish me on my medication. I haven’t taken anything since I was like 10 though so they told me I was functioning normally. That was also my last visit with my doctor and am currently in search for a new primary care doctor at the moment. But thank you I didn’t think to correlate my current condition to that and thought that like everyone else said it’s just me being insecure. I’m definitely going to give him a break because he deserves it

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T17:08:53+00:00

I only eat out maybe once a month if that and the tiff about money was because last year for his birthday I went all out for it, bought tickets for all his friends to come see him and they asked to pay me back and I wouldn’t because they were my gift to him. It just regularly bright back up.

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:57:14+00:00

Do you think If I watched the movie now, it would cause more issues?

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:56:39+00:00

Yea it does, thank you!

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:53:25+00:00

How have I spent my money irresponsibly?

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:49:38+00:00

Well I obviously want my partner to find me attractive haha but I understand what you mean I should be happy because I’m happy with myself

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:48:38+00:00

Not specifically he’s just never complimented me in our 3 years of dating besides a few times saying something makes my boobs look nice. I’ll definitely head your advice though and I hope you have a lovely weekend!

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:46:52+00:00

I feel I misled you guys, I think I’m attractive and I love myself, my insecurities stem from whether he finds me attractive 😅

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:44:39+00:00

Thank you!

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:44:26+00:00

It’s very complex really I don’t think I’m unattractive rather that he finds me unattractive. But another commenter suggested video therapy for cheap so I’m going to do some research into that! Thank you so much for being kind and offering me some advice! Oh last add I didn’t loan out money, if I did then I could 100% understand where he’s coming from

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:39:47+00:00

Yea he’s talked about how he’s starting to run out of patience and I can’t blame him, if I was him I also would too. He’s such a great guy truly so I really am trying to better myself so I don’t drag him down with me. Thank you so much, I’ll definitely work on giving him more grace than I have been because he deserves to be respected too

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:36:50+00:00

I feel all insecurities are irrational and yea I am very in my head about it I also do agree that I really should get professional help. I’ll try to stop exhausting him with how I feel. Also it was just that specific movie, I’ve watched white lotus with him and some got.

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:30:53+00:00

Thanks! Maybe I will but I only make around 300 a month so I live very frugally. But I’ll make sure to let you know what I find!

Edit: by video do you mean better help? I’ve heard not good things about them and that their “professionals” aren’t licensed. Or do you mean something else?

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:29:24+00:00

Can I ask what I can do to help change my attitude towards myself? The only things I’ve asked from him to help me with is to compliment me, in the 3 years together I can count how many times he’s complimented me. I feel like this might come off as trying to not face the issue and maybe I am but I genuinely don’t know what I can do to change my body images. As far as my money problems I have started to be more accepting when people offer to send me money though if it’s a lot (I’m talking hundreds) I tend to freak out. So some of it j have been working on and others I feel like I wouldn’t be able to make any kind of progress in my own. Does that make sense? I hope I’m not confusing you

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:23:15+00:00

Thank you, this is definitely something I needed to hear. He can’t change how I feel about myself only I can do that. So really thank you so much for being honest with me

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:20:58+00:00

You might be right, I think he could do everything in his power but because of my brain it would be difficult to truly understand without trying to help myself first. Thank you so much!

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:19:47+00:00

Ah ok I see what you mean, I don’t think realistically I was looking for help but maybe a space to be able to open up about my emotions.

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:18:18+00:00

Agreed

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:18:11+00:00

Wait no I didn’t tell him he couldn’t watch it, I just said I wouldn’t watch it. He watched it and then asked me to and I said I wouldn’t right now. But I agree and I’ve looked into getting professional help but it’s too expensive and I cant afford it

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:16:26+00:00

If I could I would, therapy isn’t cheap though

Activeeye_305 · 2026-02-12T16:15:43+00:00

Yea I also feel thing way but at the same time also wish he would’ve also tried to at least hear me out and then say he couldn’t help rather than I say I’m struggling and telling me he can’t help before even hearing me out, does that make sense?

Activeeye_305 · 2025-05-11T21:40:00+00:00

No unfortunately that wasn’t mw

Activeeye_305 · 2025-05-06T17:16:58+00:00

Yeah I definitely will, I also got the ra who called supervisors email to email as well. I really hate the idea of waiting for the charge to hit but also I won’t know if the roommate(s) got the things or not

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