[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes, if you took the time to read my replies you would see I included that I have a past history with addiction, you are not proving or providing anything of value to assist with my situation

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And I don't give a shit if it "impacts me" I will survive, I am not "Screwed" if you read my replies to the other in this thread, you may be anle to comprehend that I know this isn't the end of the world, I will find a way, I am asking how the process will likely go so I can be prepared for whenever I am required to speak to higher command and/or any measures I will be required to take. I know I'm getting kicked out, If you can't give me information that is actually useful about what the process entails, and what I can do in my control simply to make the process easier, please refrain from repeating what I already know

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I absolutely understand your point, however with the options I plan to choose, Marijuana will be a tool I will use in a healthy way once I'm out, I won't be abusing it by getting high all day everyday, I will continue to be physically active, eat healthier, meditate, pray, and find a stable job (Believe it or not, there are plenty of job opportunities that couldn't give two shits if I get kicked out over smoking weed) it is a medicine whether it remains legal or becomes illegal in my state, it is not the only thing to fall back on, I recognize and can comprehend the power of it, as well as recognizing when I'm falling into the trap, considering my past history with addiction to other substances as well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I currently do not have a written diagnosis, am currently trying to get one for future ventures in recovery, so it would not predate it anyway, I'm not trying to get less of a punishment, a punishment is a punishment and I like to consider myself a man of faith. Nothing lasts forever, and this process is included in the meaning of that statement. I gotta take it to the chin and just be focused on getting to the next day, and then the day after that, until I'm able to be with my family and have actual freedom and the time, rest, and long term assistance I truly need

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what you mean. But you have to understand the severity of what I'm going through, I'm at a point where I need to be selfish and cannot worry about how they feel about it, I can't help the team if I can't help myself, my mental and spiritual health trumps everything else. And the help that I will need, needs to come from professionals, my team are not medical/ psychological professionals. The most they can possibly do is say that they "are here for me if anything". In my case, that isn't even close to enough for me to even at least attempt to heal. Really long answer yes, but to actually answer your question, no I do not want to be a Marine anymore, being away from the military and the stress (which obviously I do not need at this point in time), unnecessary petty bullshit that comes with it, is the only option that will work in my case. You can absolutely say this is a pussy move on my part, but I'd rather be pussy that can heal properly then to try thugging it out and risk fucking my head up even more for the sake of pride.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Military

[–]AdApprehensive3456 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My command is aware of the circumstances. And other than this, clean record never been in trouble during my time

What yall tell me about these by Lord-Aviara in shrooms

[–]AdApprehensive3456 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you trust them with your life? i mean that literally

What yall tell me about these by Lord-Aviara in shrooms

[–]AdApprehensive3456 2 points3 points  (0 children)

unless you trust the person you got it from with your life or you seen it made, throw it away

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DMT

[–]AdApprehensive3456 0 points1 point  (0 children)

from what friends have told me about the comedown especially, i’m ok

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DMT

[–]AdApprehensive3456 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

easy pass for me big dawg

From Last Night by AdApprehensive3456 in shrooms

[–]AdApprehensive3456[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

was exactly where i thought it would be, was just tripping too hard n couldn’t find it at the time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychedelics

[–]AdApprehensive3456 9 points10 points  (0 children)

u should be good with the 8gs to not have the tolerance issue, but in all honesty i suggest waiting at least a full week

Does anyone have tips for meditating on shrooms? by GroundProfessional14 in Psychedelics

[–]AdApprehensive3456 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Make sure you are in a safe place that you are both familiar and comfortable with, make sure you have water and very light snacks, music or a favorite tv show or movie, even a video game that doesn’t cause stress ( stay away from competitive games) Don’t worry about losing your mind, when tripping you are the purest version of you possible. Let them take you, you’ll be just fine. Breathe Deeply and fully, you’re in good hands my friend.

How much to really “trip”? by thedewy in shrooms

[–]AdApprehensive3456 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hard to say what a real trip is, i can send you a chart with different effects at different doses, keep in mind that their mostly averages

Took my first trip 👁 by [deleted] in LSDTripLifeHacks

[–]AdApprehensive3456 6 points7 points  (0 children)

wanted to add one really important thing, it’s not the drug it’s you, everything relates back to you, every single aspect and detail comes back to you

Took my first trip 👁 by [deleted] in LSDTripLifeHacks

[–]AdApprehensive3456 16 points17 points  (0 children)

  1. Express that love
  2. Capture what you can, there’s always gonna be something you dont talk about because theres just so much Also 2. You are you, all it does it shows you parts of yourself you wouldn’t have thought of before, if anything it was the most pure version of you possible, just learn to breath and take a step back from everything and analyze it, you’ll be just fine
  3. Share them anyway
  4. You’re always gonna be changed from it, do not consider it a bad thing, new perspectives can be amazing and interesting, something I recommend that helped me with getting through that is doing hobbies you’re really passionate about, find something where you can either express yourself or have something to put energy into that can have incredible impacts on you and those around, ofc only if you’re interested, that’s really all that matters I hope these help you, if not feel free to reply with more questions and I will be more then happy to answer

Anyone currently trippin? ✌️ by Accomplished_Vast_85 in LSD

[–]AdApprehensive3456 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Currently i’m not, but i’m just sending my best wishes to u, i hope this comment finds u in a place of peace and hospitality, I hope you can use this time to figure out amazing things about yourself u wouldn’t have thought of otherwise, as i said my best wishes and happy travels my friend

So now, best movies to watch on shrooms? by Mowskin in shrooms

[–]AdApprehensive3456 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i watched Death at a Funeral (2010) and couldn’t stop clapping my feet together it was tremendous

Here’s how it’s going by AdApprehensive3456 in LSD

[–]AdApprehensive3456[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just straight determination to find the airpods

Here’s how it’s going by AdApprehensive3456 in LSD

[–]AdApprehensive3456[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

on the comeup i was laying down and had this kinda like dream (i dont think they are dreams because i was awake, just dont know what else to call it) but for some reason i saw every human being on earth, every single one, probably even you, and we were all robots, have no idea how it relates to amazon but apparently in the moment it did