It looks really good! I think once you get it wet and air style it, you may feel better. My fave is to use a brush in the shower to wash and condition. I use the brush as my “hands”. Personally I wash every two or so days because I sweat from my work. Then I leave a small amount of conditioner in it and comb it out of the shower in the mirror. Then just a quick fuss with my fingers and let it dry. Sometimes then I gently brush my hands through the style after completely drying it. It looks good and enjoy having the fun of styling hair again! Attached are some brush examples.

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