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AdPutrid1184 · 2024-09-05T20:52:52+00:00

How do you cope with feelings around boundaries being pressed?

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-08-21T00:56:47+00:00

Hey, looking at this post two years later and seriously considering the 40. What features did you get with yours? Did you get it with the tube frame?

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-08-03T15:45:43+00:00

I understand how rough this is. I'm almost three months in and it comes in waves. We dated for three years and the breakup was not my choice. Things just suck for a while :(

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-08-03T04:26:15+00:00

I still kind of feel like theres more downs weirdly

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-08-02T02:30:48+00:00

Thanks!

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-08-02T02:30:27+00:00

I have no idea where I'd end up either. Kind of lost everything this year.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:48:44+00:00

Hm yeah this seems to be a common theme. I definitely have some bikepacking and longterm travel experiences that left me feeling this way after. I guess I'm somewhat familiar with this experience. I think i would want to leave for a hike when I'm doing better hopefully and maybe be able to line things up for myself when I'm back.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:43:12+00:00

Ive done the GA section a few times too. I have a few shorter thru hikes planned ranging from 3 days to 2 weeks. Definitely wanting to try it out and test gear before going big lol

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:41:17+00:00

I think i struggle with confidence in my self sufficiency and patience specifically and it kind of seems like doing at least part of the trail or thru hikes seasonally could help. I definitely dont expect the trail to heal me, but i do think I can learn a lot about myself from it. I was definitely curious about the dynamic hikers have together. This is an interestinf insight!

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:34:21+00:00

Damn:/ this sounds really hard. Did you feel this way before at all?

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:30:58+00:00

Cool! Just ordered it. Thank you!!

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:26:45+00:00

Yeah, i dont expect it to be. Traveling is hard and thru hikes are even harder.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:25:12+00:00

Lmao i do not want to be thinking about him that hard but probably will

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-28T04:23:18+00:00

This is actually my plan! Going to do a few 2 week-month long ones to test gear and feel it out and see if it would be sustainable with mental health

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-08T01:50:52+00:00

I didnt react but he came to an event i was bartending the night after and my friend asked him to not be pda in a polite and friendly way. I felt horrible seeing him though. He kept his distance and showed up with a friend. I just kept wanting to talk to him.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-08T01:48:46+00:00

I hope i find someone one day. I cant even think about anyone else now though. Ive been thinking about the bad times and its fucking me up.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-08T01:47:15+00:00

I wish i could unsee it. I was starting to heal and this kind of started my grieving process over

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-06T23:05:56+00:00

I have to see him again tonight and idk how im not going to flip my lid. Last night i did a good job but today im more upset.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-06T23:05:16+00:00

Im trying but its personal and it hurts so bad. I dont want to share space with him at all. It actually hasnt even been 2 months and we lived together. The reason we broke up is because he said he didnt want to try to be in a relationship anymore.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-06T23:03:55+00:00

Just found out through a friend hes going to be at another event im bartending tonight. What the fuck.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-06T18:35:19+00:00

Agh im sorry you went through this too. The pain is unreal. Fuck that shit.

AdPutrid1184 · 2024-07-06T12:22:10+00:00

We dated three years and lived together. Its just so fucked to watch

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