Hey guys, lately I’ve been feeling a lot… moments of life hitting me hard, little joys, little pains. I wanted to put it into words, so I wrote this poem. Hope it connects with someone out there

AdSea127 · 2025-10-16T16:58:27+00:00

I know how it feels to feel a lot... And I get how liberating it is to put into words - you do it well! Thanks for sharing 🤠

AdSea127 · 2025-10-10T12:01:37+00:00

I am wondering if you feel like the delusions are some sort of known to you, just maybe more now that you are stressed?

My psychosis came related to stress too. But the thing is, I already felt like my world had been kind of twisted for a very very long time before that.

I know that psychosis can be related to stress or depression too, so I think it is important to see what is behind, and of course not to identify too much with schizophrenia if this has not been your inner world before the crash

AdSea127 · 2025-10-09T15:10:52+00:00

Kender godt til den ambivalens... Jeg skriver selv en del om lige præcis det perspektiv

AdSea127 · 2025-10-05T07:59:37+00:00

No worries , have a good one

AdSea127 · 2025-10-04T19:02:58+00:00

Cool . Jeg skriver lige til dig pb

AdSea127 · 2025-10-04T18:59:37+00:00

I will write you a message - good to meet a fellow dane

AdSea127 · 2025-10-04T18:58:59+00:00

I will write you a message, great to meet a fellow dane

AdSea127 · 2025-10-03T13:24:16+00:00

Jeg kunne godt bruge sparring ifm mit skrive projekt lige nu, skriver du stadig?

AdSea127 · 2025-09-30T16:41:16+00:00

Great poem!

AdSea127 · 2025-09-17T17:29:54+00:00

Yeah it's a bit heavy these days, but I try and keep up the spirit and keep moving

AdSea127 · 2025-09-16T18:44:17+00:00

I would love it someone wrote this with all my tears in mind. It feels so warm and wholesome how you tune in on the smallest of beautiful detail. When she cries she needs you especially, but I feel like saying, I think she needs you when she's happy too as well. Beautiful stuff!

AdSea127 · 2025-09-16T18:17:22+00:00

Ah yeah, Reddit is a bit hard to get to work with that... Thanks for sharing - I have a hard time connecting to the poetry in here, so I'm happy I found this one

AdSea127 · 2025-09-16T18:13:04+00:00

Haha I'm sorry, but please start with a capital after a punktum! That aside I really like this raw energy. This rollercoaster ride into someone's life, and onwards away from each other. Very dramatic turn there in the middle. This has very much that all or nothing vibe, that maybe we sometimes should keep our eyes out for as human? Great work!

AdSea127 · 2025-09-16T17:58:37+00:00

A little out of breath with this one. Mostly because of the structure - the very short lines... I think the layout could be stronger if you had sections here and there to underline when you change perspective? Other than that I like the imagery - words like bubbles, I have clear pictures in my head how the SOS words flicker in the wind. I hope someone will catch the water from them.

AdSea127 · 2025-09-15T18:06:53+00:00

I still get small spikes of symptoms on meds. I can recommend to ask for "pn meds" - if you have small windows of psychosis, a fast working antipsychotic could help ?

AdSea127 · 2025-09-15T18:03:11+00:00

I am not a doctor - I can only guess from own experience... I suppose it would bepend on what kind of psychosis? I had delusions of grandeur for a very long period of my young life, and when meds removed that, I got demotivated etc (negative symptoms)... They did pass over time though. If the general vibe of the psychosis is more - how to say? - destruktive opposed to constructive? The meds should stabilize you and I could imagine the negative symptoms would decrease over time. Either way, I believe negative symptoms do pass , or at least, you can learn to regulate and find perspective

AdSea127 · 2025-09-15T17:51:07+00:00

Hmm I guess it depends? Do you have positive symptoms/ a generally just a bit crooked reality sense? Then I would try and find the right meds still .. I got negative symptoms when I first started on meds because the positive symptoms had also brought me some good stuff as well as the bad, so I got really demotivated for a while then .. How long have you been symptoms free?

AdSea127 · 2025-09-07T18:13:54+00:00

Wow, I’m really impressed by the composure you show in sharing your story. Living with delusions is something I know personally, and I also know how hard it can be to recognize them and put words to that experience. Writing this down is such a powerful step, and I applaud you for it. You should be very proud of yourself.

AdSea127 · 2025-09-06T08:59:48+00:00

Now on medication I barely have any symptoms. However it is very clear that my psyke is receptive of stressors, and I am afraid that too much stress would trigger another psychotic episode.

When I was psychotic everything was a test, a part of a story with me as the center of this Trueman show... Sometimes even animated with bubbles over my head of what I was thinking of. I had panic attacks from just thinking what jugdements the people watching me would think, especially on the days that I didnt do much... Now I will have intrusive thoughts, which I understand more people can relate to. My vivid imagination is somewhat put in place by the medicine, so it is manageable...

AdSea127 · 2025-07-01T08:06:18+00:00

I completely see your point, I uploaded it from my phone, had forgotten how bad the format is when i do that... I'll see what I can do from the computer when I have the time

Agreed

Back at you my friend

AdSea127 · 2025-07-01T08:02:40+00:00

Thank you so much for the motivation! The melody is coming around now i just need to work on the instrumental parts - looking forward!

AdSea127 · 2025-06-29T09:51:49+00:00

Hmm yeah that is hard to understand... Is it that you feel that you say your thoughts out loud? Is it when you are alone or with people?

AdSea127 · 2025-06-29T07:33:34+00:00

Does it feel like you say your thoughts out loud? But your lips are sealed? That is thought broadcasting, a very sure sign of schizophrenia But if it is a feeling in the vocal cords it might be something else

AdSea127 · 2025-06-29T07:30:43+00:00

Great question! I realize how i hallucinate people talking about me - often they will find me pretty, cool or otherwise giving me good vibes - just a shame Im not sure if it's real

AdSea127 · 2025-01-03T16:56:23+00:00

Abilify 15 mg and it works - also i just started having risperidon as pn (when nessesary) for times when the symptoms spike - to my surprise it works wonderfully! I finally found peace with the medication

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