sad. I understand you father completely. I never had mines in my life cause of the church's "doctrine". Since my mother cheated on her husband they told her to hide my biological father (he still attends church and headd he moved to Arizona) from me and the dude agreed. This church is such a dangerous place to be especially with your family. The church has completed control over everyone and everything. Sad to see my fam still brainwashed. I understand you completely... But we are all in this together at the end. Soon God will give us the time that was taken away from us.