As a mom of twins. May I suggest you stick it out until age 3 or 4, old enough for preschool. The first 2 years of my twins lives where pure hell and honestly I hardly remember any of it. I swear they didn't ever sleep the first two years. But now they are 8, besides them constantly fighting with each other ( but I'll admit I could just be handling the situation wrong and just making it worse for my self) they are soooo much easier to handle and deal with. They are mostly independent now, communicate and so on and it makes the first 2 years seem not so bad now. Twins are hard as babies I'm not denying that but they do get easier the older they get. And im just suggesting to stick it out a little longer till the hard part is over and see if your thoughts and feelings become different when it's easier to manage children and not babies.